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    If the heavens had endeavored to construct a boy with the sole intention of making him appeal to Lan Wangji, they would have made a perfect copy of Wei Wuxian. Tall and lithe, with sparkling eyes and an easy, heartbreaking smile. His perfect nose, his heart-shape face, his rosebud mouth, his cheekbones! That tiny beauty mark beneath his lip.

    He moved and spoke without restraint, he laughed as easily as he breathed.

    Lan Wangji had spent seventeen years evaporating every perverted thought that slipped into his head, creating a barrier against anyone who might tempt him, might recognize him, might unmask him, and Wei Wuxian broke through all of it with just one smile.

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    A canon rewrite from Lan Wangji's totally unreliable, angsty, bitchy, horny, angry, rife with internalized homophobia, suppressed drama queen POV, with mid-canon extra scenes developing Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian's relationship far beyond anything acceptable to censorship.

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    Chicken Choice Judy rides again!...on the Infinity Train, at least.

    After the events of Book 4, Ryan and Min-gi start their career and tour across America, happy that they have each other by their side...for the most part. A new problem arises, leaving the two musicians back on the train. Old problems are addressed, and new ones test their relationship and how they feel about each other more than ever.

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    Bucky goes home and thinks of cheap liquor and the shitty love letter he once wrote Steve at nineteen, before tearing the paper to thousands of pieces and scattering them all over the floor like a trail of breadcrumbs. Bucky thinks of heartbeats that are welcome, the warranted touch of sweaty palms against his chest. Bucky thinks of how half the guys he fucked all those years ago are probably long dead now, buried by friends who loved them, because their parents did not, headstones mossy and decaying with neglect. He wonders if Grant ever made peace with his God and himself, and whether he will either.

     

    Days drift by like the lulling current of a calm sea, and Bucky lets them. He has to remind himself that he’s real, because James Buchanan Barnes isn’t much more than a memory, and the only person who remembered him is gone.

     

    Bucky falls, and Sam flies. Maybe the two are just as dangerous.

    An investigation into love, and war, and of those we leave behind.

    Will run parallel to the series as much as possible.

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    ❝ come on over to heartbreak hotel, you have the broken heart, we have the rebounds ❞

    In which heartbroken Chan finds himself at a sex hotel and falling for his worker for the night.

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    Brock and Jack are on assignment tracking a target. After having to eavesdrop on the target having some phenomenal sex Brock gets the bright idea he wants to know if sex, specifically anal sex with another man, can really be that good. Thank goodness he's got a smoking hot, and homosexual co-worker like Jack. Jack, seemingly begrudgingly, goes along for the ride.

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    He’d known George was small, he was very open about the fact in his teases and chides, but he’d never fully let himself understand their proportions, as the ocean between them was not moving any time soon, so it didn’t seem to matter. Now he was faced with the fact that George was really small.

    Some deep, guttural part of him seemed to like it, too.

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    Or, in which Dream lets himself indulge in fan works and realizes a few too many things about both himself and his best friend during his fall.

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    Miya Atsumu needed three things to survive his shitty, routine life. Coffee, God, and cigarettes.

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    Randal watches a lot of porn. It gives him ideas. Stupid ideas.

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    Leck mich am Arsch – (Ger.) fuck you, kiss my ass; (literally) lick my ass

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    Dream, a poacher, hunts hoglins for their prized tusks. One day in the jungle he stumbles upon Technoblade- a half human, half hoglin hybrid. Although Techno has a pair of beautiful ivory tusks that Dream could sell for a lot of money, he can’t bring himself to do it. He spares Technoblade and they run away together. Dream is now a traitor to the other poachers and Techno has a price on his head. Both of them are fleeing for their lives, all the while something strange and beautiful grows between them.

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    “Tell me a secret,” Clay whispered to George, voice so delicate and broken. “Tell me something good; something nobody else knows.”

    “You,” George wanted to say, gazing up at the man he knew the world could never know his love for.

    George Davidson knew from a young age that the battle he was trying to fight, he had already lost. But when the Great War broke out, and the world began to crumble all around him, who was going to save him? He’d never known love before, but it came, to him, in the form of Clay Johnson.

    (Set in 1915, World War One AU)

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    Okuyasu’s never had actual friends before, let alone a best friend. But even he’s heard of the bro code.

    (more tags to come as i update :3)

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    “It’s like my entire life is built on this rocky foundation, and a bulldozer is heading straight for it.”

    Cooper calls Kris after he visits his apartment.

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    The music industry is a tough road to follow. It chews you up and spits you out. When Leorio got his big break, he never expected to be working with the record label’s latest rising star, a brooding blonde with a stick up his ass. He certainly never expected to fall in love with him.

    Basically, we wrote a music AU. We’re sorry.

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    Everybody just wants to figure themselves out, but its hard when you're queer teens in a heteronormative society and theres a war raging on. Hogwarts has always been a place they could escape, make a home. Hasn't it?

    People who found a home at Hogwarts, and those who ran away.

     

    [ everybody is queer here, fuck jkr. Its still her source material though. Not sure now often ill update but i plan on eventually having it span from first year to seventh (even if they arent at hogwarts then) Its set in the 80s, but more of an 80s/90s hybrid in terms of tech and music, the wizarding war starts early and the marauders take it upon themselves to solve it ]

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    "Imagine me deciding to feel bad about everything I’ve ever done, and then imagine what kind of life I’ll have. Because I’m not brave enough to live in some fucked up eighteen-hundreds-style purgatory. I’d rather die. There’s no one who wants me, and there’s no one who will. Which is exactly what someone like me deserves, isn’t it?" A story about a broken boy, who is learning how not to break everything else around him.

    (No knowledge of any of the characters or other stories in the universe is needed to read this story!)

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    Regina and Emma are abducted into another plane of existence where they both suffer extreme trauma.
    Snow, Charming, Ruby, Henry and Killian desperately try to figure out how to get the women back home.
    But even if the women are able to return to Storybrooke, with what they are about to experience and face... How would they even begin to move on from that?

    This is a trauma and healing fic set around sometime when the show was good.
    Hook n Emma are not and have never been romantic, they're solid friends though, each other's beards.
    Snow is not pathetic, she's the badass outlawed princess we all know she can be, she still worries though. The most courageous of us do.
    Ruby is going to be a regular, cos Ruby.
    Regina and Emma aren't established but this is a Swanqueen story and the goal and feels are there and eventually our girls will get there too.

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    September, 1839. It was to be Hazel's final wish; Daniel taking her with him to Sweden to inspect burial grounds and runestones for the university. They set out accompanied only by baron Alexander, a benefactor of the university, as their guide. Daniel soon finds out they're unprepared for the dangers lurking in the wilderness – including the enigmatic stranger that rides with them.

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    Ryan and Min talk about their crushes. Takes place during episode 6, in the bathroom scene.

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    In a world where it's illegal to be supernatural, Stiles is presented with the opportunity to go back in time and rewrite history.

    In 1956 Derek Hale is the greaser poster child for 'Bad Boys Inc.' But this bad boy has more than one skeleton in his closet. When a boy shows up to his house, all pale skin and flying limbs, Derek doesn't know what to think at first. That changes quickly when the kid starts poking his cute nose where it doesn't belong. Everyone else is taken with the boy, between the strange way he talks to his fun-loving nature, it's not hard to see why. But Derek trusts him about as he would a nun wanting to go to a strip club.

    When Stiles first saw Derek the first thing he noticed was his looks. The second was that huge stick up his ass. The guy really couldn't take a joke. Sure Stiles may have taken it a little too far one too many times and now all of a sudden he's 'untrustworthy' and 'irresponsible'. At least according to one Sourwolf. Now not only is that stick so far up Derek's butt it's practically coming out of his mouth, but the guy is even more stand-offish than he was the first time they met. Which makes Stiles' job of saving the future really freaking hard.

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