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    In a world where your eyes match one of the most important colors in your soulmate's life, a purple eyed prince is informed that a mysterious warlock has been terrorizing a distant region and volunteers to handle the situation with the help of his most trusted magical advisor. Far from the capital, a red eyed mage hides deep in a dark forest from the frightened harassment of the villagers.

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    Virgil escaped the darkness to crawl his way into an alleyway. He was sure that laying on the concrete would be how his story ends. That is until Roman Prince showed up.

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    Virgil only wants to protect those he loves at all costs. What happens when he can't hide it anymore?

    What is up everybody?! Just a heads up, this fic is graphic and gets DARK (but I fix it!). Please heed the tags and if there's something in there that could be triggering for you, please take care of yourselves! I want to assure you that I have this whole thing outlined, so it won't get abandoned!

    EDIT: I've now gone through and shortened all scene break lines (tildes and dashes) to five symbols, so it's now more accessible to folks who use screenreaders! If you see any I missed plz lmk!!

    I try to keep my stuff accessible, including keeping chapters not much longer than 3500 words, so if you have ideas to make my fic more accessible plz lmk!

    Also, this fic is not used to represent D.I.D. (Dissociative Identity Disorder). If you want resources on D.I.D., yell at me in the comments section or on Tumblr!

    I now have an amazing beta by the name of Jasper01! She's so awesome!!!

    Basically I project onto mostly Virgil, so what he experiences I experienced myself, just so you know where this fic is coming from.

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    Virgil had three “soulmates.” Or, as he liked to call it, no soulmates.

    Three different colored pens, (which were not) writing on his body, leaving the tingling sensation one would usually associate with a soulmate trying to communicate- or in a non-favorable situation, getting hurt. But that wasn’t what this feeling was. Because Virgil did not have soulmates.

    He did not have one, he did not have two, and he certainly did not have three. And if in some alternate, fucked up reality, someone out there was unlucky enough to get him as a soulmate, then they were screwed. Because even if he had a soulmate, (which he didn’t) he would make sure they didn’t know he existed. And he would pretend they didn’t. He would shower in the dark and wear baggy clothing. That was that.

    But he wouldn’t be able to avoid the injuries on his skin. They wouldn’t feel it, aside from the light tingling, and that was hardly noticeable anyway. And besides, that’s what makeup was for, wasn’t it?

    Virgil Dawson did not have soulmates.

    And he didn’t need them either.

    ...If only his not-soulmates could be less fucking annoying.

    (fic title from ‘cathedral’ by jade bird.)

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    This is a sequel to After All This Time.

    Virgil ran from his family at the age of 16. Now he is a semi-functioning adult trying to teach his brothers (Patton and Roman) about his new life in England with his Husband Logan. Roman and Patton may not know much about the LGBTQI+ community but they will!

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    Virgil Storm has been in the Foster Care System for the past year and had just entered his seventh home. His new foster brother, Patton Sanders is quick to introduce Virgil to his friends; Roman Prince and Logan Jones. The three friends and his foster parent, Thomas Sanders try and make him feel welcome and at home but Virgil knows that he can never be happy or loved.

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    Virgil and Remy Nightshade go to Hogwarts as transfers from a small American school (That isn't Illvermory) in their 5th yeah. They already know Hermione as Logan, her brother, is their friend but they face all the struggles of school. As well as more angsty issues.

    Disclaimer: I don't own Sander Sides or Harry Potter.
    p.s. This is my first story on here but it is also on my wattpad account under the same name.
    You guys can chose majority of the Hogwarts ships and constructive criticism is definatly accepted.
    Hope you enjoy! :)
    Trigger warnings are in the first chapter as well as some other stuff although I know most people probably won't read it, probably because I always skip them as well!

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    In Which everything is wrong

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    Virgil has never been good at dealing with authority figures. What happens when Logan screams at him for having almost drop his Crofters?

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    Or the author using Virgil to vent after having gotten trigger thrice on Tuesday.

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    Ask yourself : Do you really know your friends? Do they love you?

    Ask yourself : Do you really know your friends? Do they like you?

    Ask yourself : Do you really know who they are? How much longer can you take it?

    A shine or shimmer is not always light, and the dark of heart is never what is seems.

     

    If you're upset with the light sides, decode the binary I put in the bottom of chapter 1 (MAJOR SPOILERS)

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    Virgil can't stand anything anymore.

    Logan helps him through it.

     

    tw: past abuse, self-harm, suicide attempt/thoughts

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    The author had a bad case of procrastination so wrote this horrible thing. Basically it goes...

    It starts with a school shooting, and then we learn that a special three dont have the best lives.

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    Virgil thinks he’s safe from the dark sides... from him. But when his past finally catches up with him, when his biggest secrets come to light, will he be able to piece together what has broken? One things for sure. He won’t have to do it alone.

    (Summary in progress)
    (Unfinished -yet)
    (Prinxiety and background Logicality)

    On Indefinite Hiatus

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    Virgil is an average kid in highschool. Sort of. He is constantly bullied because of his weak, frail, and "emo" appearance and his quiet demeanor. His home is no escape as his mother is gone and his father often returns home drunk. One day at school, when his bullies take it a step too far, an anonymous teen comes to save the day. The anonymous teen introduces themself as Roman. Roman tells Virgil that he can take said teen away from this life and into a better one. Away from his abuse and bullies.
    Virgil is taken to this fantastical world where his life does indeed take a turn for the better. But as soon as the Damian comes as the next 'saved child', his life becomes insane twists and turns.

    [Currenly on Hiatus]

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    Virgil ran from his family at the age of 16. Now he is returning after Patton got in touch with him.
    His husband, Logan, wanted to come with him but was called to work so now he has to endure the first week alone.
    How will his family react to his new life? How will they react to who he really is?

    Basically, he was abused as a child but his brothers, Patton and Roman, didn't know. Their family is homophobic which was the main reason why Virgil left.
    Roman and Patton don't really understand anything about the LGBTQI+ community but don't worry, they will.

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    It truly wasn't Deceit they should be worrying about; Virgil knew that much. There was one side who was violent and crude, and that was Remus. He and Deceit had suffered at his hands long enough. It was time to take a stand.

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    No matter your age, punishments are no fun. Despite being no fun, would you be willing to do anything to avoid said punishment?

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    Everyone was born with barren skin, soon enough flowers would bloom in batches across the skin like paint to a canvas. People could show them off as proudly or quietly as they wanted.

    As common as these flowers were, nobody in the mindpalace had ever seen Virgil’s flower markings. Nobody could be prepared, or have foreseen the events that would unfold, that would lead to the reveal of all of Virgil’s carefully hidden secrets.

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    “The truth is messy. It's raw and uncomfortable. You can't blame people for preferring lies.”

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    Deceit's at his limit. They never listen, do they? Even when all he wants is just to help Thomas. Why won't they ever believe him?

    He decides to duck out, and see how they like it when he's gone.

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    Virgil runs down the street as flames lick at his heels, the concrete scorching him. He's thankful when his friend from school (and his parents) pull up, even if he's bitter to them.

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