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    The Dust Bowl ravages the Midwest. Dean Winchester tries his best to keep his family's ranch afloat, but the situation grows worse year after year. Under his father's thumb, there's little he wouldn't do to save it--even if it involves a deal with the devil.

    A pious Mormon learns the truth. Castiel Novak's world stops turning when he researches the history of his church. He's on track for a doctorate degree and a temple wedding, but his faith crisis and his erotic visions of a man with green eyes threaten to disrupt his entire life plan.

    An accident.

    A miracle.

    Their collision is either destiny or an Act of God.

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    After the events of the Supernatural series finale, Sam and Dean Winchester attempt to make use of their newfound free will. Now, just over month later, the two have found that they haven't been able to just "Carry On". With memories of their traumas flooding back slowly, the duo struggle to move forward and leave the past behind.

    From traumas of past fights, old wounds, failed relationships, and relationships that never got a chance to be, the brothers face the inevitable: accepting life anew. Unfortunately life anew is hard to accept when so much has been left behind and one has so much yet to discover.

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    Being Dean Winchester's twin is frustrating for a few reasons. Every time you manage to get a date he scares them off or beats the living daylights out of anyone who dares look at you. You are basically forbidden fruit in this small town and are forced to sneak around. After he scares off your most recent attempt at dating you get fed up and end up seeking out Cas. Dean's best friend. Years ago you had a friends with benefits arrangement with him but you stopped because you both felt bad for sneaking around behind Dean's back. But you manage to convince Cas to restart your previous arrangement.

    The other reason being Dean's twin is frustrating is because he dates just about every girl in this godforsaken small town. And it hurts each time you see him with someone else because you are secretly madly in love with your twin. But you've always kept your inappropriate thoughts to yourself. Little did you know that Dean actually feels the same way and that's why he's been scaring all your would be suitor's away all these years.

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    John leaves the young boys alone for several days. When they run out of food and don't have any money, Dean calls their 'uncle' Bobby for help.

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    Part Four of my Hold Me 'verse. This will probably not make sense unless you've read all the others.

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    Dean's life is perfect. He lives with Cas, loves his job and has a found family he can't imagine his life without. Cas just got a promotion, Sam has finally agreed to introduce his girlfriend and Dean has finally convinced Cas to let him buy a new grill. What more could he want?

    Even if sometimes he can't escape the assholes of the world, it's fine. Because he still has Cas.

    And then John Winchester texts Sam, apparently remembering that he has some sons. And it will be fine... as long as he stays far away. Because this is John Winchester, and if there is one thing he's good at, it's destroying Dean's happiness.

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    The reader takes Jack to a club to experience being a teenager and they find out more about each other, and bite of little more than they can chew.

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    Set during season 11, Sam, Dean, and Cas are shocked to find members of their family that were long dead and halfway across the country in the Dean Cave. Together, they watch some of the saddest, funniest, cutest, and most plot-filled episodes of Supernatural.

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    Deanna Winchester has been working the streets to get by and keep her family safe and fed, but she can only keep secrets from Sam for so long.

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    They had met on a one-off hunt in the dark. It seemed to define them, the dark. Place and time of safety, mystery, promise. Hanging strange, yet soothing; antithetical to the harshly glaring light of day. But it couldn't hide forever who they were.

    (Or a possible way that Dean met and got to know Lee, and why they were and could have remained still so important to each other so many years later)

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    Ever since Dean returned from purgatory everything started to go downhill. He has constant nightmares, drinks way too much and is reckless during hunts. He and Cas have barely talked since the whole Cas-beat-Dean-to-a-pulp-and-ran-off thing. Dean just wants everything to go back as it was before. Or what things could have been at least...

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    John Winchester is an alcoholic and a shitty abusive parent to his teenage boys. Dean starts doing sex work and saving money to get him and Sam away from him and on their own.

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    Following the events of Season 15 Episode 19 "Inherit the Earth", Dean Winchester finds himself struggling with his grief, despite what seems like a decisive victory. Then, in an instant, everything changes and he is given a second chance to explore what it might mean to allow himself to embrace a certain "profound bond".

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    Requested from my splatter board works Ch. 29
    Lily Potter was given the worst news shortly after finding out she was pregnant. In tears and fearing for her life and the life of her unborn child she reached out to the only person she could think of. Her best friend and cousin Mary Winchester nee Campbell. Mary is not about to let some megalomaniac wizard hurt her family.

    **This is a 2 part series this one focuses on childhood (Hogwarts and hunters) the second one focuses on adulthood (hunters and angels)**

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    Dean wakes up next to Castiel. He doesn't remember how he got there.

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    After Dean comes back from a party acting differently, Sam calls Bobby to come and stop by to check on him.

    Trigger Warning: abuse, anxiety, ptsd, homophobia

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    "Hide your true self, bury it deep within yourself until it has rotted away into the place all forgotten memories go."
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    Dean Winchester knew what monsters were: snarling angry beasts hunting humans in the night. They were vicious but predictable, less than human.

    What he never expected was that monsters could be human too.

    Caught between the monster growing stronger inside of him with every passing day and the monster that calls itself father, Dean's struggle for survival takes on a deadly nightlife during his first solo hunt.

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    As Dean wrestles with Sam on the floor of his apartment, several things occur to him all at once.
    First, Sam got big.
    Second, Sam isn't nearly as rusty as Dean assumed he'd be.
    Third, Sam is wearing what seems to be women’s pajamas.

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    "For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part [and recognise in part]; but then shall I know even as I also am known." ~ 1 Corinthians 13:12, King James Bible

    "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone" ~ John 8:7, same as above

    Unto the ages of ages, even spied carefully behind dark glass, there is world without end.

    Things cannot end like this. Jack pours his love for Cas into the Empty, forcing light and life within, hauling his father back. The family he's got - including that of Sam and Dean - they have to preserve it. And in some ways, to heal it; drawing out the darkness like infection from a wound.

    Yet he must keep going, be strong, and brave - he has godly power, and so he must be strong enough to fix things.

    But what happens if -actually, when- he needs fixing?

    (Or, Jack is having a hard time adjusting to his status as God, and after doing his best to make things right, receives some aid in a manner - and from a quarter - unexpected)

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    soul mate

    /ˈsōl ˌmāt/

    noun

    noun: soulmate

    a person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner.


    Dean doesn't believe love or soulmates for people that are like him. For people who sit in a circle in a dingy, old building and talk about how they tried not to jerk it for two hours.

    It doesn't exist and Dean will continue living his life believing that those fated together are also those fated to separate.

    It really starts going down hill when his supposed "soulmate" is also his sex therapist and neighbour.

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    I know, I know, it's first person, I'm sorry!!

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