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    There's an old proverb that says that when something is 'out of sight, out of mind', it means that you forget things that aren't there anymore.

    That's how I am. Invisible. Unseen, unheard. A face in the crowd. Alone in my own little lifeboat, floating in the sea.

    I try not to care, I really do. I try not to let it bother me how everyone's gaze slides off of me like water, as if I'm not even there.

    Except for his.

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    19/?
    Comments:
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    132
    Bookmarks:
    19
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    Evan Hansen knew he put Zoe Murphy up on a pedestal. He made her out to be this perfect person when he didn't even know her. He knew he wasn't in love with her but more the idea of her. He knew that if he ever got to know her it probably wouldn't change a thing. He knew that. Still, all his hope was pinned on Zoe. Until-

    Connor Murphy went into that computer lab hoping that he could find a reason to hold on one more day. Just a simple sign that he didn't screw up everything, that he didn't always have to leave a trail of destruction in his wake.

    -or-

    What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    78
    Kudos:
    104
    Bookmarks:
    17
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    1403
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    I haven't told anyone
    Just like we promised
    Have you?
    Every time I drive through the city where you're from
    I squeeze a little

    (Or: Falling into love with you again is nothing short of familiar.)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    5/20
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    14
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    104
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    Senior year of college. End of winter semester. Evan has a rough week. Connor wants to give him a nice day.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    41
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    893
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    When Evan is called into the principal's office, he just knows that it's about the letter. The letter that Connor took from him and completely misunderstood. So when he steps into the office and sees two adults who can be none other than Mr. and Mrs. Murphy, he knows he's done for.

    But Evan's problems have really only just begun when the principal informs him that Connor attempted to kill himself and is now comatose in a hospital. Evan has to juggle a fake friendship, a growing relationship with the girl of his dreams and her parents, worry about a boy in a hospital bed potentially waking up and exposing all of his lies, and deal internally with what he's been struggling with since last summer but refuses to properly acknowledge.

    And things only get worse when Connor wakes up. Or... maybe they're getting better?

    Follow along as two dumb-asses, and a supporting cast I suppose, figure out how to navigate life and their feelings during their senior year of high school.

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    English
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    74,952
    Chapters:
    22/26
    Comments:
    82
    Kudos:
    179
    Bookmarks:
    19
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    Evan Hansen has decided to end his life. He's made his decision, he's made his plan, and he intends to follow through with it. That is, until Connor Murphy happens upon him just before he has the chance to.

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    154,371
    Chapters:
    54/?
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    968
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    Zoe Murphy is toxic. Evan Hansen can't see that. Jared Kleinman is whipped. Miguel Garcia Rodriguez feels for Jared. Connor Murphy is done. Alana Beck doesn't see what's going on. Laurens, Heather, Laf, Anne, and everyone has been conned and is confused af.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    4
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    2
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    It´s been two weeks since Heidi Hansen left to work in another city.
    During her absence, Evan tries his best to run the household and take care of his little sister, but it´s only a matter of time until everything starts to crumble around him.
    As his best friend Connor starts to see through his facade, Evan realizes that sometimes you aren´t meant to deal with disaster alone.

    (inspired by "This Raging Light" by Estelle Laure)

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    4,413
    Chapters:
    2/25
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    96
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    Zoe Murphy no podía despegar su mirada del chico nuevo, aquel chico con heterocromía, cabello largo y playera azul que le daba una sensación extrañamente familiar. AU donde Connor y Evan intentan suicidarse el mismo día.

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    3,965
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    1
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    1
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    14
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    There’s a guy next to him.

     

    Well, he wasn’t there a few moments ago, because Evan distinctly remembers sitting in a spot that was free for at least like. Five other spaces. It’s the whole social anxiety thing.

     
    (Previously named 'brand new city'.)
    OR: Evan and Connor meet in a new city on a stinky subway. Chaos ensues.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    366
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    dear evan hansen, mean girls, heathers, beetlejuice (well really just lydia) and the prom all make a group chat

    UPDATE: be more chill characters have now been added!!!

    UPDATE 2.0: we are the tigers characters have been added!

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    24,046
    Chapters:
    29/?
    Comments:
    198
    Kudos:
    180
    Bookmarks:
    11
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    3304
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    It's not a party it's an intimate get together!

    Evan and his friends have a little 'get-together' which quickly turns south

    (Yes, the title is inspired from Phineas and Ferb)
    ((You don't need to know a lot about B99 to read this btw))

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Kudos:
    3
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    1
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    lorax: well you guys remember how mom has a boyfriend??

    lorax: I'm meeting his son tonight

    fuck: well username

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    1,440
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    47
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    335
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    Just a simple little Dear Evan Hansen AU where the gang goes on a road trip and Kleinphy happens

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    2,148
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Kudos:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    70
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    Janis Sarkisian just wanted to create a groupchat with her friends in. However, a user known only as 'UnknownEntity' has other ideas and joins the chat. When the Entity starts adding more and more people to the chat, what chaos will ensue? Just wait and see. Rated T because of cursing and mentions of death.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    51
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    83
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    2
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    1393
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    Hey Connor are you okay?

    No.
    I mean yes.
    I don't know.
    I just really need to talk to you write now.

    Ok.
    Well I am in class right know, but we can talk after school.
    Maybe at the Ice Cream place on Maple Street.

    Yeah, that works.
    Can you pick me up?
    I crashed my car and I dont think that my sister will wont to drive me there.

    Yeah, of course.
    What time does your school get out.

    The same time as yours.

    Ok.
    I will see you then.

    Or

    What if Miguel had texted Connor back?

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    547
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Kudos:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    94
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    Jared is in love with Evan but doesn't know how to tell him. In all the ways Jared thought he would eventually tell Evan, he didn't think it involved yelling. But a lot of things happen this week that aren't what Jared expects.

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    English
    Words:
    10,488
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    164
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    There was an old story that your perfect person--perfect match--was the one who was the complete opposite of you. Of course that only applied to those with powers, in which numbers were dwindling.

    So, when Jared learned that Evan had water powers...It made him think...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,618
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    22
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    355
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    What happens when a LOT of people from a lot of different fandoms suddenly get thrown into a room together and forced to react to things to do with themselves? Absolute chaos, that's what. More fandoms will probably be added in later chapters. Rated T for cursing and mentions of death.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    57,398
    Chapters:
    40/?
    Comments:
    479
    Kudos:
    337
    Bookmarks:
    22
    Hits:
    10666
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    You move into a shitty neighborhood that's next to Connor's.

    Yup, that's pretty much it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    873
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    1
    Hits:
    26

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