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    Neil never planned to break Andrew's heart.
    But Nathan Wesninski is alive and breathing down their necks, and Neil will do anything to keep Andrew safe from him even if it means pushing him away.
    Andrew might have other plans.

    | Alternating Andrew/Neil/Kevin POV |
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    the truth? andrew was grieving. there was a part of him clamouring for attention, whispering, you deserve better than this.

    it weighed him down, this grief. followed his every footstep, dogged him through exy games and nights spent with neil. stole his attention, his energy, his words until all that surrounded him was silence and the fiercest kind of agony that dug deep gashes into his chest. he’d spent so long convincing himself that he didn’t have a heart to feel with, that he didn’t feel anything, but it was all a lie, and, oh, how he felt it. how he felt the reality of his emotions, so intense they ate him up, consumed him like a wildfire, shut him out from the rest of the world.

    but this grief, it didn’t make a goddamn difference. it didn’t make the pain retreat. it didn’t make the nightmares go away. it only made his sadness worse, depression creeping over his spine and wrapping thin hands over his throat.

    [or, andrew struggles with his demons and his recovery, and the mortifying, life-saving ordeal of being known.]

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    And then they were roommates.

    Adam and Andrew are best friends turned roommates turned co-workers. Andrew is searching for a new roommate since Adam lives at the Harvard campus with Neil Josten. And Andrew's roommate turns out to be a certain blue-eyed boy who Adam knows. Will Adam face Ronan Lynch again? After breaking his heart or will he choose to not face him at all? And will Neil find out that Andrew has a thing for him? Or will Andrew have to make a grand confession of love?

    This is a story about friendships, caring and most importantly, finding love in the cracks that time leaves.

    (Completely written! Updates every Monday, Wednesday and Saturday!)

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    Wanting, wanting, wanting.

    Andrew had let go of the longing to want years and years ago. He had died to start over without the need to want. He was living two lives only to protect what was his, but he was ready to let go and spend the rest of his days on the shore of Burlesca, drowning his memories in the waves crashing against the cliffs.

    Wanting. Wanting. Wanting.

    Strands of dark hair peeking out from a couch swept the ground underneath him. Clear blue eyes sparkling with the joy of having healthy legs pierced him. He wasn’t allowed to want. Not even an illusion. The coniglio would disappear as fast as he crashed into his world, and Andrew didn’t have any reason to learn to live without him if he hadn’t even learned to live with him.

    Wanting. Wanting. Wanting.

    Wanting was more dangerous than any other thing that Andrew had known.

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    Anger was easier to deal with than pain, for example.
    On his list he had already put height, fruit ice cream, dark chocolate chip cookies, noise, people in general ― except for Renee, Wymack, Bee, Abby and maybe Neil ― 80s covers, his eidetic memory and a plethora of other stuff. Because Andrew hated many things at the same time and never stopped.
    He never hated Neil's silence before. There were rare times when he did not speak and spoke without stopping murmuring to himself when he thought that the others were not seeing, now that same silence was killing him.

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    After a year in protective FBI custody, being shepherded from safe house to safe house, Neil finally manages to take down the last of his father's people. No longer serving the FBI but still in their protection, Neil is sent to live with agent-turned-foster parent David Wymack, his wife, and two kids. But adjusting to a quiet life has its difficulties, and between high school, therapy, and now joining his new older brother Kevin's band, Neil has a lot to learn. With the help of his new family and friends and a deal with the drummer from Kevin's band, he might be able to manage it, though.

    Or: another typical band AU no one asked for

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    After spending his entire life on the run, the death of Neil's mother throws him into a world where he's being hunted by dragons and a lot of people are wanting to see his blood spilled.
    That is until he's whisked away to a special school for people just like him where he meets the beautiful asshole Andrew Minyard who seems to have a burning hatred for his existence the minute he steps foot in the school.
    To top it all off? Andrew's a dragon. A dragon who wants him dead.

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    Both Kit and Neil are out of time. Kit came to PSU knowing that he and his brother wouldnʻt last the year, but with their deaths right in front of them they both have more reasons to stay alive then ever.

    Befriending the Foxes was something that couldnʻt be avoided. But getting involved with two of them is unthinkable. Both Kit and Neil should have known better to get that close with anything this close to the end.

    The Foxes had claimed their hold on Kit and Neil, both brothers have promises to keep and enough willpower to outrun Riko a little longer. But Riko isnʻt the only one that they need to keep their eyes on. The truth might get them killed- but it might also be the one shot at ending thier planned year alive.

    The final!

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    they lay there with their bodies pressed together, open-mouthed and breathless. i love you, neil thought. his chest, lungs, heart, were on fire, burning with a flame so intense it consumed him. andrew was the sun, he was the sun and neil was awe-struck icarus, flying up on waxy wings to be consumed by the hottest flame. but the fall was almost sweet, with the way he was surrounded by andrew’s attention and care.

    no, it wasn't scary at all. his mind knew everything but fear, knew nothing but glory.

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    neil has a nightmare about his father. andrew is there to remind him he is okay.

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    the one where Neil navigates a career-threatening injury, Andrew contemplates how much the game is worth, and they both find anchors in one another.

     

    [rated e for eventual smut]

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    So, here's the thing, Neil doesn't mind whatever is happening here. He just doesn't know exactly what it is.

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    Andrew steals Neil's clothes on his bad days.

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    Neil might be just a little bit in love with Andrew's hands.

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    “Why am I here?” Neil asked.

    “Kevin wants you to play,” Andrew said, not opening his eyes. “I told him you wouldn’t.”

    Neil couldn’t. He wanted to, he wanted to get a racket and play, especially if he had the chance to with Kevin Day, but he couldn’t. This wasn’t his thing to want, this wasn’t his sport, this was…

    This was…

    Neil got up and ran out of the stadium. He didn’t think Andrew was surprised he did.

    ~*~

    A bunch of snapshots for an AU in which Neil has an older brother that I'd like to expand on someday

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    Andrew is working at a blacksmith's shop when he runs into the biggest change of his life: he looks exactly like Prince Aaron Minyard. Now he's suddenly moving into the palace and learning how to run a kingdom and meeting nobles and...

    Well, life in the country had never been easy, but sometimes he thinks it was better than this.

    ~*~

    Or, Andrew's journey through loss and healing as he works his way to becoming King of Palmetto.

    NOTE: This is a prequel to my series, 'That One Time Neil Ended Up In a Fairy Tale'.

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    A new guy starts working at the radio station.

    He's fragile.

    Better keep Andrew away from him.

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    it wasn't that andrew didn't trust neil. it was that andrew couldn’t trust himself. he was worried—no, terrified, of being dependent, of taking more than neil could give, of spilling too much of himself on the floor and driving neil away. for neil knew his past, and he knew his secrets, but he was a stranger to the person andrew became when his trauma was too much to handle. he was volatile. he was a patchwork mess of scars and memory, swinging wildly between panic and the kind of explosive rage that often resulted in shattered ceramic and him huddled against a corner of his kitchen, shivering until the memories faded, glass cutting into his hands. neil knew him, but he did not know the andrew who screamed, who begged, who was an amalgamation of the man he was and the child he’d been, who snapped at all who dared come too close and spent his nights huddled under his blankets and whimpering for relief.

    andrew would never call himself insecure, but it was insecurity indeed that plagued him, insecurity that wrapped cold hands around his mind on the nights he could not breathe and warped his thoughts until all he could hear was undeserving, undeserving, undeserving.

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    andrew has a bad day. neil helps.

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    Andrew has always maintained order in his life. He has his family, whether they want him or not. He has his useful people, who help him beat his mind into submission. And he has people he fucks.

    And then there's Neil, the exception to every rule.

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    the story of how andrew minyard, professional overthinker, decided he had to marry neil josten

    a decade after TKM

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    The boy with the red scarf was trouble. He was made of lies.
    Andrew didn't plan to share his rooftop with him, and definitely didn't plan to kiss him. He meant nothing. Just a glitch in the system.
    So what if he left and Andrew kept the stupid scarf? It has nothing to do with the promise the little liar gave him that he'll be back for it. Absolutely nothing.

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    To the untrained eye, Neil Josten would seem entirely normal, albeit a little more tightly wound than usual.

    Andrew Minyard's eye is not untrained.

     

    Alternatively: Neil never thought he would live long enough to want a future and Andrew can't find the words to reassure him.

    [Rated E for evental smut]

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