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    "I scoff and move down from my perch. “I don’t need your help. I need not be saved. You are immoral people but aren’t we all?” With that, I flip at the red-head first and kick her chin causing her to flip over onto her back but she recovers. I ignore her and head for the man in blue and red as he swings his shield at me I block it and throw it back at him."

    Maybe The Scarlet Spider did need just a little bit of help.

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    “There’s a body in the garden.”

    The words were spoken calmly, while Bucky kept his eyes locked onto the gangly form prostrate in the dirt outside. When he’d spotted it in a casual pass of the window, he’d experienced shock for all of half a second before he’d quickly transitioned into acceptance and wariness.

    He stepped back from the window as Steve rushed up, a damp blue dish towel in his hands. Steve’s eyes immediately narrowed in on the form that was face down by the tomato plants. It was a good sign that Bucky wasn’t hallucinating, and a bad sign in that it meant the corpse in the garden was real.

    Steve gave Bucky a look, the corners of his mouth sternly downturned.

    “I didn’t put it there,” Bucky said, just in case that was in question.

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    A mostly-dead Loki shows up face-planted in Bucky’s garden one day while Steve’s over for lunch. (Throws Infinity War/Endgame deaths and other parts of canon out the window.)

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    Your life is good, except you have three problems.

    One, you're a virgin. You also have very specific sexual tastes, which makes it kind of hard to find the right partners to accommodate your needs. You're also a demisexual, which means you need to have a strong emotional attachment to someone before sleeping with them. The erotic podcast that you do on the side (and that Bucky Barnes totally doesn't listen to), isn't helping either.

    Two, you're in love with James Buchanan Barnes.

    Three, James Buchanan Barnes doesn't like you.

     

    When you ask to explore your sexuality with the man, will his feelings change? Will your feelings get hurt?

    And will Sam Wilson and Natasha Romanoff ever convince Bucky to look at his feelings towards you and get his head out of his ass?

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    Shuri has freed Bucky from the triggers, but Bucky still has to recover and to deal with the guilt. How does Bucky learn to open up again as a human being? Can he trust himself after all that has happened? This is also my answer as to why Shuri would have Bucky recover in a Wakandan village and not a city.

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    Whilst hiding and recovering in Bucharest, Bucky Barnes crosses paths with Sydney Winchester. Both of them are running from something. Hiding and haunted. Maybe together they can find their own little piece of heaven.

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    After Stark’s downfall, Clint and James need time.

    Part two of a series. You need to read part 1 for this to make any sense.

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    Where was Clint Barton during Insight Day? Making questionable choices that, if he plays his cards right, will make him the happiest guy on the planet. Okay, so HYDRA needs to die already, Nat needs to survive, and hey ... look another brainwashed assassin taken under his wing.

    Oh, and a kid.

    So, just a normal day in the life of Clint Barton. It's okay though, he has coffee.

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    The Avengers would protect the world, Steve would spend his life with Ayame, they would find Bucky and keep him safe. At least that had been the plan a few months ago.

    Steve’s world has changed a lot since then. Since Amy walked out on his marriage proposal. Since they lost what little trail, they had managed to pick up from the Winter Soldier. Since Tony got it into his head that if they can’t save everyone, they shouldn’t save anyone. Or whatever it is he thinks he’s doing.

    The world hasn’t seen any threats like Loki, or Hydra, or even Ultron, and the media is starting to look for a new villain in the Avengers. Tony’s pulled away from the team almost completely, only really talking to Rhody.

    Amy’s just gone. Even Nat hasn’t heard from her since their last night in Japan. She’s a ghost, the same way Bucky is a ghost. Steve’s bright future is gone with them. He’s back to just… existing. He’s got Sam and Nat. And it’s not like work has dried up, just reduced in scale. That doesn't stop him from feeling like he's missing something.

    What does a soldier do when the war is over and there’s nothing to go home to?

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    A narrative detailing the thoughts and conducts of a captured, rescued, and healing James Buchanan “Bucky” Barnes, set after the Battle of Azzano, October 1943.

    There will be one chapter per milestone plus a bonus chapter from Steve’s point of view.

    Please read the tags.

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    There are so many things that Bucky hasn’t told his (future) friends. So many people he’s hurt. So many that he’s killed. He doesn't want to fight anymore, but it seems like he doesn't have a choice.

    This is the story of what happened during the time he was brainwashed up until AFTER Captain America: the Winter Soldier. Includes: Bucky’s fall from the train, Hydra, the assassination of J. F. Kennedy, the Red Room, the murders of the Starks, Natasha’s birthday, ‘Who the hell is Bucky?,' Bucky’s trial, and Bucky Barnes’s recovery. It will switch to the future occasionally just so you know he's getting better. And also...

    To introduce the problem of Thanos.

    ~

    Thank you to everyone that has decided to join me on this incredibly long, bumpy ride. I'm sorry in advance (well, sort of sorry). Read with caution because we all know Bucky's story isn't the happiest.

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    He can change everything, possibly even the world.
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    Romance in the Red Room was always forbidden. It was for children, for the weak, for the unfocused.

    Upon being able to walk, the result of a certain romance was used as a test subject for the alternate, originally unsuccessful Wolf Spider Ops Program. With one bite, he went from sick with hunger to lean with muscle, oblivious to aware, a commodity to a backup.

    At ten years old, he was given to a new instructor for deeper training. Little did the boy know that it would mean the beginning of the family he always longed for.
    He grew up hearing the phrase "Cut one head, two shall take its place." He was made to be one of the two to grow back, and despite now having a family, he could never forget it. He was there for when the man he idolized, his papa, needed help or had failed, and nothing else was keeping him alive.

    (Alternate Spiderman backstory, in which Peter is the son of the Winter Soldier and the Black Widow. HYDRA makes him into Spiderman, into the Winter Soldier's backup plan.)

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    “ ‘Ничего’. Meaning Nothing.” Nat said to Steve as they flew over the US border.
    “Nothing? What the hell is that?” Steve asked rubbing his scruff exasperatedly.
    “Not what Steve who.” Nat said eyeing the girl who was locked behind an impenetrable cell as she sat on the floor staring vacantly at them.

     

    This is a love at first sight Fic, AKA super fluffy- you have been warned.
    I read some where that Seb knows sign language and that’s kinda where this came from.

     

    All it took was one glance and two worlds were turned into one; One look and Bucky was in for the long haul. The beginning of Hydra was meant to be a prisoner but really she was the only real way to finish them off for good. Read as Bucky and The Nothing experiencing the world of love, family, blood, recovery and lost together. Will their shared past be their down fall or their salvation?

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    Sequel fic to Until I Sleeps (my labor of love) Seems I wasn't done yet.

    Set a few months after Bucky and Steve's first anniversary, there is some unfinished business still to take care of it seems which unfortrunately create a few angsty situations for a our happy couple. But nothing they can't overcome right?

    If you haven't read the previous one, just know there are references to things that happened in so feel free to ask if you don't have the time to read 38 chapters lol

    December/January are always rough for Bucky but the upcoming trip Germany is setting off the triggers in many ways. Things like learning new information and simply seeing a photograph or simply seeing an item from his past are enough to set off his anxiety all over again.

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    Les Avengers, originels comme nouveaux, officiels comme officieux, jeunes comme moins jeunes, étaient les super-héros les plus admirés... mais aussi, et surtout, des êtres humains absolument détruits. - Recueil de textes. Pur angst. Trigger warnings listés en première page.
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    When he first came into this century, Steve was so exhausted he didn't care where he slept, so the bed was nice. It was a dream after the Battle of New York, but that's long passed by now. After the awe of a fluffy, soft mattress wore off, Steve found it so uncomfortable. Sure, the idea was nice, but Steve's body wasn't made to sleep on clouds. He knows this is just how they make them nowadays, that just about every bed in this century is made to be soft and kind on your spine, so he makes do in other ways.

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    Bucky Barnes breaks free from Hydra and begins the process of regaining his life. His mission is to bring Hydra to their knees and woo a certain blond haired blue eyed guy.

    In the process he learns that being Steve's sugar daddy is the dream job he never knew he wanted.

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    After Insight, Steve catches up to Bucky who is attempting to regain his memories and himself. After several months of watching Bucky struggle and spiral--and realizing that Steve, himself, has never quite managed to put a stop to his own spiraling mental health--Steve thinks that it’s time to make some changes to, hopefully, help both of them heal.

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    Recueil, en même temps léger et déprimant, de textes sur Bucky Barnes.
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    After two tours and losing his arm, Bucky Barnes returns home with ptsd. After meeting Sam at the VA, he lands a dream job working for Tony at stark industries, on prosthetics. One morning after a loud bang in the workshop, Bucky has a panic attack and none other than Captain America finds him and talks him through it.

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    Escaping from Asgard, Loki finds himself in New York. His goal now is to con Tony Stark out of his money so he can buy himself an identity on Midgard.

    Things don't always go according to plan.

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