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    Steve walked across the room to grab Bucky some water from the sink. The sight had Bucky over the moon.

    Bucky’s eyes widened. “Oh— Oh my god.” He stared at Steve’s ass. Tight skinny jeans highlighted every curve. It was a breathtaking sight.

    Steve quickly spun back around. “What’s wrong, Bucky?” Some of the water he had filled into a cup, spilled onto the floor.

    “I get to take that home with me,” Bucky said in a low voice.

    Steve blushed like he hadn’t since 1944.

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    Bucky starts having teeth pain but he doesn't tell Steve because he's afraid as hell of the dentist. His flashbacks to Hydra doesn't help his anxiety at all.

    AKA the 'Bucky getting his wisdom teeth out as Steve comforts him the whole way through' fic!

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    Шершавый язык проскользнул между обветренных губ и коснулся кончиков пальцев Стива. Левое ухо Баки дернулось.
    - Неужто тот самый Звездно-полосатый парень с планом? – голос был хриплым, будто им долго не пользовались. Господи, сколько лет назад Стива в последний раз называли так? – Не стоило тебе приходить сюда.
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    Капитан Стив Роджерс забирает к себе боевого кота-инвалида, который когда-то спас ему жизнь. А потом обнаруживает, что для некоторых цена свободы выше, чем для других.

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    It’s been over a year since the Avengers reversed The Snap. You still remember getting the call from Nat saying they had a plan. It was a long shot, but if it worked, they needed someone to be prepared for the world’s population to double instantly.

    That’s how you first met Bucky. It started slow. So slow, in fact, you were certain there was nothing there. Until there was.

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    Sequel fic to Until I Sleeps (my labor of love) Seems I wasn't done yet.

    Set a few months after Bucky and Steve's first anniversary, there is some unfinished business still to take care of it seems which unfortrunately create a few angsty situations for a our happy couple. But nothing they can't overcome right?

    If you haven't read the previous one, just know there are references to things that happened in so feel free to ask if you don't have the time to read 38 chapters lol

    December/January are always rough for Bucky but the upcoming trip Germany is setting off the triggers in many ways. Things like learning new information and simply seeing a photograph or simply seeing an item from his past are enough to set off his anxiety all over again.

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    He gets his client's wishes, he kills his targets. There is no one better than him. Except maybe the Widow. But she was an ally most of the time.

    Whenever he felt need, he would fall back on her, as she did on him.

    Everything was good. Everything was stable and a routine of accepting deals, killing, cleaning, collecting his money and coming home to his pet Alpine.

    Everything was well if only his memories would stop invading his waking hours.

    Then he has to meet Edward.

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    Level three missions meant that both Daddy and Papa had to go, leaving him babysat by whoever wasn't going, which was usually Ms. Pepper. Normally, days spent with Ms. Pepper weren't so bad. She would play games with him and let him color and didn't make fun of him when he couldn't count past fourteen or spell words bigger than five letters. They always preferred being with Daddy and Papa, but Ms. Pepper was a good babysitter.

    But that day was the kind of day where he needed his guardians. He didn't want anyone else.

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    James Barnes is in an abusive relationship with his husband of four years, Alexander Pierce. There is no end in sight, so James must do the unthinkable in order to regain his independence and begin to live a life of his own, a life without fear.

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    Spider-man saved Brad Leone.
    Bucky Barnes came back from Wakanda to complete the next part of his healing in New York.
    Peter Parker became friends with Shuri and Bucky Barnes and they bonded over a mutual love of Bon Appetit Youtube Videos.

    This is part 3 of the Peter Parker Would Die for Claire Saffitz from the Bon Appetit Test Kitchen seires. Now, the Avengers are coming back together in the compound/tower and everything is tense and awkward after the Civil War. What else can Peter, Shuri, and Bucky do but forcibly infect everyone with the Bon Appetit bug?

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    Bucky Barnes is having nightmares again, and this time you won't let him go through it alone.

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    “That never happened with us and Pierce. Don't talk like this.”

    Bucky seemed to have ran out of energy to speak.

    “Wouldn’t I know if it did?" Natasha pressed on, desperation leaching into her voice.

    “Maybe I wasn’t the only one made to forget things.”

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    Cans of worms open from the good old forgotten days.

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    What started out as an innocent cuddle on the couch quickly evolved into the two of them necking like horny teenagers, followed by the Soldier easily carrying the other man to their bed. He may have been a bottom, but he still knew how to take control.

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    "Soldier? You okay?" The Falcon was rubbing slow, soothing circles into his back. He had awoken from an all-too familiar nightmare, screaming for it to stop. His cock was straining tight against his pants and he felt a deep, resonating disgust.

    "One-point-oh." The Soldier barely breathed out, and the Falcon's motions froze for only a moment. He knew exactly what he was talking about.

    The Winter Soldier Breeding Program.

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    "HYDRA WOULD HAVE KILLED YOU YEARS AGO IF IT WASN'T FOR ME KEEPING YOU FROM DISOBEYING." That was the Soldier's voice, a little more rough than normal Bucky's. He and Steve had learned how to pick up on their voice distinctions. Sam mentally prepared himself as he stood from the table.

    This was going to be a tough one.

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    After coming back from the Blip but losing his best friend, Bucky is having a hard time adjusting. He thinks it's all over for him, but then he meets you.

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    So much has changed in the seventy years that Steve was under, and now, in the 21st century, he realizes that he no longer has to hide those parts of himself that he used to.
    But it isn't that easy, because when Bucky comes back into his life, he remembers all those feelings they’d had to hide back then that they wouldn’t have to now. But he isn't sure if that’s what Bucky wants - because it's been a while and feelings may have changed.

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    Everything after that was blurr, just a man in a lab coat standing over him, the guards shouting, red lights flashing as a siren blared, and distant gunfire. The whole time his own voice rang in his ears repeating over and over again those damn words he always fell back to, outdated now but tumbling out of his mouth all the same.

    Then a shadow that moved through the room, dark and silent as death itself, and his bonds were gone. He could remember the touch of a leather glove to his face, sweeping back the hair from his forehead, pulling him from the depths of his panic, but it was gone by the time he came back to himself fully. His restraints were gone. The operatives in the bunker were all dead. His gear on the table against the wall had his comm on the very top, a distress signal blinking red against the darkened room.
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    After months of Bucky desperately trying to track Steve down, the Winter Soldier finds him first. Then keeps finding him.

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    Bucky Barnes in 5 parts: murder, anger, PTSD, guilt, normality

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    Bucky trying to make sense of things as they are and will be.

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    You and Bucky find it’s easier to breathe when you’re together.

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    In retrospect he should have seen it coming. Tony had never been good at avoiding his father’s bad side. Too loud, too rebellious, too smart, but never smart enough. It had been like that since he was four and his first circuit board had shattered against the wall, then again when he was twelve and had the audacity to fail at being the alpha Howard deserved. Still it was hardly his fault that any idiot could see the mistakes in Howard’s blueprints. Not that Howard saw it that way.

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    Bucky thinks its time to reach out for help after two years alone. He's brought to the tower and ends up with more than he bargained for when Thor asks to court him. As he's balancing courting and recovering, he falls a little harder for Tony and T'Challa as well. Then he discovers it's okay to have all three and his life gets turned upside down.

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