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    Steve was still thinking, hardly paying attention to Bucky or anything else around him. He nearly missed it at first, when his eyelids started to flutter, and the heart monitor picked up and he turned his head to look at him, his blue eyes squinting in the bright sunlight.

    Bucky took a breath, swallowed, and said five words that felt as though he’d torn Steve’s heart out and stomped on it.

    “Who the hell are you?”

     

    Steve Rogers receives news from an unexpected source that his best friend, Bucky Barnes, is alive. Armed with this new knowledge, he sets out to find him. When he does, however, he is a shell of his former self and far from what Steve remembers.

    Bucky struggles to recover himself as he starts to remember where he came from and who he was before HYDRA. As he adjusts to the reality of the twenty-first century, he discovers new parts of himself, and he sees Steve in an entirely new light. They grow to be as close as they were before. Steve is just the way he used to be, to Bucky’s relief. He does what he can to help, even though with every bad turn it seems like he’ll only be able to take so much.

    Unfortunately, Steve may not be what he seems after all.

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    Bucky's Very Secret Diary.
    Do Not Read.
    (Unless Suicidal. Or Steve. To be fair, those are not mutually exclusive)

    Steve wasn't sure what to expect from Bucky's on-the-run diary, but it wasn't this. Cat-Video critic, Plum connoisseur, Asimov fan and Parkour enthusiast. And there maybe a little bit about Steve penned in there. Maybe only a few hundred pages of boyhood tales.

    (Tags for future chapters)

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    1947年,詹姆斯·B·巴恩斯军士长[1]的遗作《夜战》首次出版。这本经久不衰的战争回忆录收录了巴恩斯尚存于世的战地日记。时至今日,《夜战》已成为高中课堂和西点军校的必读书目。此次备受期待的六十周年纪念版为您带来了一字未改的原稿内容,辅以史料详实的脚注,全面展现美国队长及咆哮突击队在战争年代的英雄事迹。

    (美)巴恩斯,詹姆斯·B著.《夜战:咆哮突击队战争回忆录》. 哈罗德·米勒编.GreenLizard译. 六十周年纪念版. 纽约:哈珀科林斯出版集团发行 ,2005

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    WYSIWYG. A sad drabble set (somewhat) canon-verse post Endgame.

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    Author: mantra4ia
    Archetype: Bucky x Reader, featuring the Avengers (POV Reader)
    Chapter Snapshot: Tasked with the mission of rehabilitating Bucky Barnes, no one said it would be easy.
    On the heels of an eye-opening personal encounter (waking up in his room), dreams begin. For him, you suspect, they are glimpses of his past as a hostage, which he attempts to avoid by skirting sleep altogether. For you, dreams are glimpses of a past best buried. The solution for you both? A bit of sweat never hurt anyone.
    This is my original work. Please do not duplicate or reproduce.

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    Two years since Bucky'd found his way back to his Stevie. Five since he weaseled out Hydra's cusps. Yet, normalcy in life was still a concept far lost on him. Bucky still didn't understand how to use a cell phone, let alone why he'd ever need one. Bucky's trying. He is. Sees a psychiatrist once a week to talk about his feelings, sort out his mess of a brain, trying to integrate himself back into society.

    He goes on dates with Steve (outside) at least a couple times a month, catches up on seventy years worth of lost media and music. Tries to rebuild and recreate a family with their new friends. Something was always missing though.

    He was jealous that Steve found Peggy. Envious to the point he'd have to throw himself under cold water in the shower to stop seeing red. He wanted that, that same exact miracle to happen to him. Screw everything else; he could watch every season of the Office, learn how to code and sell iPhone apps. Nothing would ever give him the satisfaction of returning back to life like finding his sister would. Maybe that'd be throwing himself back in time, which was the exact opposite of what he was supposed to do — but, he didn't care. He just wanted to see Rebecca.

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    Some secrets aren't meant to remain in darkness forever, as Kim is about to find out the hard way. As Bucky continues to improve over time, her determination to protect her uncle may end up doing more harm than good, especially in regards to her own safety. Not even the Avengers themselves may be able to protect her from the insidious plans that others have in store for her...

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    It has been just over a year since S.H.I.E.L.D. fell and the Winter Soldier disappeared from the banks of the Potomac in Washington DC. While not teaming up with the Avengers, Natasha takes side-missions to fund her private safe houses and aliases. She didn’t expect Bucky Barnes to come out of hiding, hiring her to break the encryptions on a number of HYDRA files he had stolen.

    Uncertain of his motives, Natasha agrees to the job only if he accompanies her to an isolated location within the Rocky Mountains. In the days that it takes for her to hack the drives, Natasha struggles with her feelings for a man who remembers nothing of her. Bucky struggles with rebuilding his own self-identity and his attraction to Natasha. What they eventually uncover from HYDRA has deadly implications.

    Alternating Bucky & Natasha POVs. Wilderness settings. Cozy cabins. PTSD. And at least one wolf.

    MCU/Comic 616 Fusion, with the Winter Soldier and Natasha having a shared Red Room history that she remembers but he doesn’t.

    Active WIP - Updated every few weeks.

    Warning: Contains mentions of attempted suicide. I'll flag the most intense chapters as needed.

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    In which Bucky finds his way to Wakanda years earlier, and entirely of his own accord. Having nothing but a backpack of memories and a mind and arm he can’t trust, Bucky hands himself over to Wakanda freely, seeking help.

    Now it for Wakanda to decide what fate awaits him.

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    The one where Bucky becomes a sort of terrifying fairy godfather.

    --Written by OddityBoddity

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    Bucky Barnes has scattered memories and a notebook. He doesn't quite know what he's doing, but maybe it will work out in the end.

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    So Tony's lost some memories? Bucky can relate.

    (for the winteriron spring fling)

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    "You're not the coffee type, are you?" Tony sat down across from Bucky cradling his mug with both hands, inhaling the tantalizing fumes greedily. Bucky's slight wince at his words didn't go unnoticed by Tony. "Something wrong?"

    "I like coffee." Bucky mumbled, staring into his cup and not sounding the least bit convincing.

    "Are you sure? Because your face says otherwise."

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    Six months after being rescued from HYDRA Bucky thinks he should have figured things out by now, what he likes and doesn't like, especially with Steve telling him his favorites. It should have been easy.

    A lot of talk about coffee but it's not coffee that's the problem here.

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    I ADDED A SECOND PART! :D

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    "A shave, a minor haircut, several weeks of consistent sleep with the help of some of Banner’s sedatives, and he was feeling more like good old Bucky than he had in almost seventy years. Something was still different though, and a long hour studying his face in the mirror, finding every new line, the touches of fading hair at his temples, the small scars from his goggles and mask, had shown him that there was no going back to the cocksure twenty-something who had chased skirts as if his life depended on it.

    Might as well make the best of what was left."

    He's had so many names that he honestly didn't remember them all - some of them, he put significant effort into forgetting. But now, free from his captors, the man once known as the Winter Soldier, Prizrak, the ghost story that hunts down ghost stories, tries to rediscover what it means to be himself... and what it means to be human.

    Finding your place in the world is hard enough as it is. Finding your place in a world that isn't so sure it wants you in it, now that's another challenge entirely.

    Trigger warnings in the tags, will tag chapters/sections when appropriate. Smut-free.

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    Note: Apologies for the lack of updates. I have been unable to work on this due to some medical issues. That should be handled soon and hopefully regular updates will resume.

     

    A year after the events of Civil War, Bucky Barnes is forced to flee Wakanda. With no where else to turn, he seeks Steve's help. Steve must confront the full extent of his friend's condition. The rest of the team must learn to accommodate their unstable new housemate as Bucky struggles to recover the fragments of his past.

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    In 1947, Master Sergeant James B. Barnes's surviving field journals were posthumously published as the classic war memoir The Night War. Now a high school history classroom mainstay and required reading at West Point, this highly anticipated 60th Anniversary Edition presents the original, unedited text alongside detailed historical notes that provide important context to the extraordinary wartime heroics of Captain America and the Howling Commandos.

    Barnes, James B. The Night War: The Wartime Memoirs of a Howling Commando. Ed. Harold Miller. 60th Anniversary ed. New York: HarperCollins, 2005. Print.

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    After breaking free from Hydra's control, James Barnes is keeping his head down. Captain America and his team are miles away, and he's better off alone. He's not expecting to be found by an Avenger. An Avenger who proves hard to get rid of.

    Somehow, in spite of himself, Hawkeye ends up growing on him, and he realises that maybe alone isn't the best way to be.

    But as Bucky's working out his own past, Hawkeye's coming face to face with his. They never should have gone to Budapest.

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    After waking up in a new century, Steve Rogers, the famous Captain America, finds himself struggling with the consequences of his actions from his previous life and coming to terms with this new world. He's barely given a chance to acclimate before everything goes upside down.

    Our Now: Part One of Four

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    "It brought to mind something he remembered someone (tall, taller than he should be, blond, lots of muscles) telling him once, about a brunette who asked, “And these are your only two options?” and promptly flew into a warzone. Were those his only two options? Leaving his daughter and everything going to shit, or staying with her and everything going to shit?"

    A series of chronological oneshots featuring Bucky Barnes as he deals with being a father to a not-quite-average daughter.

    alternatively known as: bucky acquires a child and is Protective(tm)

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