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    It's 2006. Connor Murphy's back in California high society after getting kicked out of boarding school. Evan Hansen just got arrested for stealing a car. It's a little easier to be an outsider when you're not alone.

    An AU inspired by The O.C.

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    56/60
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    The life of Connor Murphy, and all the people who join it for better or for worse.

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    2/?
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    Even though they are separated due to quarantine, Evan and Connor are still in love.

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    1/1
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    4
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    34
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    1
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    she knows that she probably shouldn’t read it. but connor gave up his privacy when he swallowed those pills, as morbid as it may be. he left this all behind. if it was so bad, he wouldn’t have left it lying around for her to find when he was gone, would he?

    or, cynthia finds a notebook in connor's room.

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    1/1
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    4
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    25
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    3
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    125
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    When Connor ends up in another treatment center, he doesn't think anything will change - his dad thinks he's faking it, Zoe is afraid of him, and his mom throws everything into his recovery except for herself.

    He doesn't expect (or want) anything to change.

    And then everything does.

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    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    146
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    240
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    34
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    What if Connor wrote his own note?

     

    (Based off the song 'Her Last Words' by Courtney Parker)

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    "Larry had said something, he doesn't remember what. Maybe something about school, Or was it drugs? He couldn't remember but it made him angry and somehow hurt. And then he was screaming words that don't even register in his brain before they leave his mouth."

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    Connor watches his own anger explode before he can stop the fire at the wick.

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    this is written like Connor is watching himself do all of this, i forgot the word someone help me

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    16
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    2
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    128
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    Companion piece to When Evan Met Connor.

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    Chapters:
    40/40
    Comments:
    104
    Kudos:
    251
    Bookmarks:
    28
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    3944
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    It starts slow, as with all things.

    He’s 6. He hits Zoe because she refuses to share her Halloween candy with him. She bursts into tears, and he feels bad, then feels worse when his mom screams at him and his dad gives him a disappointed shake of the head. So he starts crying, too, and is only placated once his parents make them share all of their candy with each other. Zoe’s angry pout doesn’t leave her face for the rest of the night.

    He's 6. The day after Halloween, he apologizes to Zoe of his own volition. He offers her some of his candy from his stash, even though it'd mean that she'd end up with more in total. She takes the pieces and hugs him.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    27
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    4
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    Connor tries to commit suicide and someone stops him, making a new friendship bloom. Both of them want something more but could they ever tell the other?

    I'll try to post as often as I can, but sorry if the waits are long.

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    English
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    6,327
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    3
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    31
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    340
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    Connor Murphy had every chance to crumple and throw Evan Hansen's letter away, but why didn't he?

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    278
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    The hero in the middle of the pack removed his mask and said he personally would see to it that each and every victim made it home.

    Connor rubbed his eyes when he saw the guy’s face.

    It was that guy. That billionaire. The one who was famous for reasons no one could ever really remember.

    It was obvious he meant what he said. It was obvious he believed he could do it.

    Connor had a feeling he wasn’t the only one who didn’t find that as reassuring as it should have been.

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    7/?
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    32
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    227
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    “Who are you? What do you want from me?”

    “Do you want your brother back or not?”

    “You didn’t answer my question.”

    “Those things are unimportant. Do you want your brother back?”

    Zoe paused for a moment. He had hurt her so much. He was a monster, and now he was gone. She should be happy. But she wasn’t. Why was it that she missed that monster? No, she didn’t miss him, she missed the Connor she had known when they were little; the Connor who had been her best friend. Slowly, she nodded her head.

    “I will give you the chance to get your brother back, the brother you used to know. I only have one condition.”

    “And what’s that?” Zoe inquired, stiffening as she grew more suspicious.

    “You have to save him.”

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    446
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    2
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    16
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    Cynthia is trying to find a gift for Zoe as Connor struggles with his own feelings about his sister

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    104
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    The Murphy’s dining table has certainly seen better days.

    It’s chipped in places now, and the wood is dull and faded. There’s red wine stains and scratches, and a pale, milky spot where someone spilled nail polish remover and the varnish never quite recovered.

    But it still has potential. It’s a fixer-upper. 

    And Cynthia wants to be the one to fix it up.

    God knows there are plenty of other things in her life that she never had the opportunity to fix.

    (Or: Three times Connor goes to the dining table when his heart needs help).

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    1/1
    Comments:
    75
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    291
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    46
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    1632
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    "Maybe if I could just talk to you... Maybe nothing would be different at all."

    Connor Murphy and Evan Hansen were not friends in high school. They did not know each other. They did not know how to talk to one another.

    Nine years before they died in an elevator, Evan Hansen wrote a letter and Connor Murphy took it from him. Prequel to In the In-Between.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    52
    Kudos:
    90
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1333
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    Even through the haze of grief right after Connor died, there were moments that stuck through. Moments of clarity, of happiness, of extreme sorrow. Moments when she could see everything through her old viewpoint, even when she could barely stand without feeling like she was falling.

    Even years later, Zoe remembered the endless arrival of cut flowers.

    ***

    (or: grief and cut flowers make a bitter mixture)

    Series
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    English
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    2,960
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    10
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    136
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    "The missing pills from the Medicine Cabinet...

    The missing kid found passed out in the park..."

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    English
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    44,429
    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
    303
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    589
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    85
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    Maybe Connor woke up the day after his 27th birthday to find things aren’t as they should be. Or maybe Connor has appendicitis, a high fever and is on a lot of pain medication. When reality has a tendency to get strange, how can you really tell?

    ITIB-Verse, post “It’s Always Been You”.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    45,483
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    52
    Kudos:
    102
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1226
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    Evan and Connor haven’t died since Connor’s 27th birthday and they’re counting that as a win. As Evan starts his law career and Connor prepares to take over the bookstore where he works, they’re the only people they can talk to about what happened to them, the only people who understand.

    And if they have sex sometimes (all of the time), that doesn’t mean they’re more than friends, right?

    Sequel to In The In-Between.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    425,431
    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
    516
    Kudos:
    338
    Bookmarks:
    32
    Hits:
    8244

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