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    The world didn't end and has continued not ending for almost 2 years now. Crowley thinks he might finally know what true happiness feels like and it feels like a quiet life shared with Aziraphale.
    He's still dogged by anxiety and disbelief that he's allowed to have this, but Aziraphale is helping, giving him a feather to wear in his own wing. Until a message from Heaven convinces Crowley that his influence has pushed Aziraphale to the brink of Falling. Remembering all too clearly the trauma of his own Fall, Crowley does the only thing he can: he leaves.
    The ripples of his decision spread further than he had anticipated. Unbeknownst to either immortal, their human friends are determined to get to the bottom of Crowley's sudden decision to abandon his home and his love.

    Written and illustrated for the Good Omens Big Bang. Art by Dovahcourts

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    Aziraphale Z. Fell works in the diner and hides himself from view. He’s been writing stories for as long as he can remember, but has never let anyone read them. He wants someday for someone to read what he’s written, but he’s scared it’s not going to be enough.

    Anthony J. Crowley is a free spirit who lives out of his car. He plays guitar and sells artwork to support himself. He's been hurt many times over, and doesn't feel like he has anyone in his life he can trust enough to be vulnerable around.

    They meet when Aziraphale finds Anthony behind a dumpster next to the diner, having been left there by an unknown assailant. Aziraphale takes Anthony to the hospital, beginning their story.
    (There aren't graphic descriptions, but there are mentions of injuries after the fact.)

    Those of you who have been waiting for a confirmation of happier times, it is here, and there's nowhere to go but up.

    Updates on Saturdays (and occasional bonus chapters mid-week)

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    A.Z Fell Cooking uploads an unusual video. Instead of a new recipe, Mr. Fell shows everyone how he cares for his husband, Anthony, on his worst days.

    Spring is around the corner, and Aziraphale is ready to see Crowley start to recover from his usual winter complaint. However, a new member of the family comes along, and it doesn't seem to be as smooth of a recovery as Aziraphale had hoped for.

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    The Apocalypse happened and Heaven came out on top. Hell has been locked away for all eternity while demons captured as prisoners of war during the battle were taken to Heaven to serve angels. Aziraphale and Crowley are reunited under these circumstances and make plans to escape the nightmare life has become. Alpha Centauri looks like a good start if they can escape first to Earth then into the stars themselves. But other plans might be brewing besides theirs. Aziraphale must also be prepared for the dam to burst when Crowley can no longer keep pushing the trauma he endured to the back of his mind.

    Some tags are for future chapters. So is the "Graphic Depictions of Violence" warning. The Beelzebub/Gabriel relationship doesn't come into play until Chapter 19. Sorry, that's where I could reasonably start fitting it in.

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    In 1967, Crowley doesn't know Aziraphale's holy water was made with the best of intentions and the purest of love.

    Over the years, the angel's prayer to the Almighty proves vital: "If nothing else God, I ask that if he makes to use this on himself, to destroy his own existence, please... please stay his hand."

    (Current chapter: The night after Armageddon didn't happen, post-bus ride. The night at Crowley's flat. There will be a short epilogue to follow.)

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    Dr Fell meets Dr Crowley. The former is a GP, the latter is a marine veterinarian. They have nothing whatsoever in common, but you bet they like each other, while the Arava desert is watching.

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    He knew the story. Everyone did. Solomon's tome was a book of legend rumored to hold an entity of mass power ripped from the ethereal planes and bound into servitude. Tales had been told of the book popping up over the years, with the unleashing of the demon being followed by great calamity: the loss of Atlantis, the destruction of Pompeii…wars…so many wars fought and lives destroyed. The demon was supposed to be a serpent, a master deceiver who coaxed and beguiled the darkness of all who summoned it to the surface. There was no sorcerer alive who did not covet its possession.

    Well. None except one.

    Aziraphale, Guardian of The Library of Eden, was never one for seeking knowledge for anything else other than for knowledge's sake. However, when a book of great power is thrust into his unsuspecting hands, a choice must be made. Does he follow the will of The Order and hand the demon over? or are there deeper secrets hidden in the shadows still to learn?

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    亚茨拉斐尔多年来一直是安东尼·J·克鲁利的崇拜者。然而,当观众和台上的演员有了正式会面的机会后,他们之间的距离开始缩短。

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    Written for this prompt from the Good Omens Kink Meme.

    Crowley goes to a party in Hell, and has a traumatic encounter with a powerful demon. Two-thousand years later, Aziraphale tries to understand.

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    Sometimes things happen to us, and it's hard to keep living afterwards. But we can, and we do, because we will always heal. And in the meantime, while we wait for things to get easier, there's a world of healthy coping mechanisms to help us along.

    (a.k.a, Crowley deserves a chance to relax and let go for a while. Stories that take place some time after the events of @dreamsofspike's Repossession, though some chapters can be read independently, and those ones will be marked with (-).)

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    After lockdown has ended, Crowley and Aziraphale go to the park. Aziraphale surprises him with a picnic, and asks him to move away with him to the South Downs.

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    After their phone conversation, Aziraphale finds out that Crowley is particularly susceptible to Covid 19, and decides, bugger the rules.

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    They had got into a bit of a routine almost of going out and having something to eat (Aziraphale ate while Crowley nibbled and picked at the food), drinking together, casually going for walks in the park instead of for in clandestine meetings.... Well, generally just spending time together.

    In the nine months after the apocalypse that didn’t happen they saw each other almost every day. With no orders from above or below they had freedom to do as they liked, which Crowley loved.

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    Aziraphale dislikes when her wife must return to the underworld. Crowley once started a cult to the goddess Ashtoreth. England experiences some unusual weather patterns. These are not unrelated phenomena.

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    AJ Crowley goes too fast for himself, let alone the angel at the gates. He has a job he never wanted, a child to take care of, and far too much wine to stay home and drink alone, but his new friend might be willing to speed up for him...just a little. As Crowley's world unravels, entangling with that of his beloved Ezra, he must learn to let others in, to stop fighting his past alone, and to let himself be loved the way he deserves.

    Their journey is as much done together as it is a battle within themselves.

    Title inspired by William Shakespeare's "Sonnet 39."

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    A night of Crowley being Crowley takes an unexpected turn when he wakes up to find a letter.

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    “ Is this okay?” Aziraphale asked shakily.

    “Yeah,” Crowley breathed. “Yeah, angel, it’s okay.” He swallowed. “Are you sure? With me?”

    “I’ve never been more sure, and I’ve never wanted anyone else.”

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    The djinn Crowley has very little love for mortals. When you've had the sort of masters he's had, it's understandable. So when he meets his new master, a soft looking bookseller, he's expecting an easy mark that he can manipulate. He's not expecting an Utter bastard with nerves of steel. And he's certainly not expecting to fall for him.

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    Sometimes, Crowley's mind works against him. It's a good thing he has his angel.

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    In the aftermath of the world not ending, Aziraphale and Crowley adjust to life on their own side in their own ways: with spider plant tending, reluctant shop opening, and a job lot of Thomas Hardy novels which refuse to be sold.

    That part is easy. It's the fallout from centuries of rejection which is hard.


    “Crowley.” Aziraphale’s tone is broken and determined at the same time. It’s been six thousand years and Crowley has never heard Aziraphale’s voice sound quite like that, not even when he was pleading for Crowley to do something on the airfield. “Kiss me.”

    It’s not a question.

     It becomes one, maybe, when Crowley doesn’t reply with action or words of his own, when he leaves it hanging in the echoing cavern of a kitchen, the only thing that exists even though it doesn’t exist at all.

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