16 Works in Dean Winchester Has Internalized Homophobia

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    The year is 2004, somewhere in the States.
    Dean Winchester is set on a solo hunt that doesn't look like the regular monster.
    Castiel, an Angel of the Lord, is also in that same small town, on a mission from Heaven.
    Seems easy enough, isn't it?

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    Dean is in his room thinking about Jack's apology after regaining his soul. After waking up in the early morning, he prays for Cas to come to his room because he wants to know how Angel emotions work anyway. He gets more than he bargained for when a tired Castiel confesses he loves the green-eyed hunter. This confession causes Dean to take a good long look at his own soul, all while relying on the Angel's bravery to see him through it.

    This takes place after 15 x 13, "Destiny's Child".

    Deals with Castiel's deal with the Empty, Dean's internalized homophobia brought about by his upbringing, and a shot at the apple pie life.

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    When Sam Winchester is Chosen, his brother Dean knows he needs to keep an eye on him from the adjacent Artificers Collegium. But when he saves Sam from a training accident, Dean ends up not only with a Companion and powers he never wanted but also a lifebond that challenges everything he knows about himself.

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    A series of post canon vignettes that explore Dean Winchester’s journey down a road to self-discovery, self-love, and learning how to find pride in who he is and who he loves.

    This is a Pride Month fic challenge with a Destiel twist!

    (Disclaimer: if you read this story anywhere but Ao3, it was taken without the writers’ knowledge or permission, please do not patronize any apps or sites that try to make money off of other peoples’ art. Read it here for free!)

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    Dean Winchester was coming home. After his first semester away at culinary school in Texas, it was time to return to Kansas to the comfort of his family. Or so he thought. It turns out Dad's still holding a grudge over Dean for leaving them and Sam's too busy chasing after Jess to take much notice of Dean. Leaving him with no one else to turn to but the unlikeliest of companions. Sam's best friend, Castiel Novak, and nerdy companion was never someone Dean took much notice of. He's awkward and weird and has no understanding of personal space, but with no other option Dean manages to find comfort in those blue eyes. Maybe Cas isn't as bad as Dean thought.

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    In the last eleven years, a lot of shit has transpired. It isn't like they've ignored the tension and the loaded glances, but Dean's just never been in a place to do something about it. Being stuck in the bunker during quarantine has left them with an abundance of free time-time Dean's been using to overthink his every step and he's about to snap. Fortunately, Cas is reasonably level-headed. Queue the angst, the fluff, and... eventually porn.

    *Set loosley after Season 14, but don't squint too hard at that.

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    Sam writes an email to his brother and then deletes it.
    Maybe he’s homesick, but you need a home for that.

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    Sam, Dean, and Cas get a call sending them to a hotel in Indianapolis where whole parties of people have been going missing without a trace. The three check into the hotel and Cas, on a whim, decides to playact like he and Dean are married, but when the whole hotel staff rallies behind "fixing their failing marriage" things get a little out of hand. The fallout brings a lot of buried feelings to the surface, and their ability to get their shit together might just end up being a matter of life or death.

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    Dean pisses of a transgender witch and she decides to teach him a lesson he won't soon forget.

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    dean tried his best to be a good son, but when things get tough and he needs to steal food for Sammy John gives up on the both of them who will be there to pick up the pieces. this fic is completely self indulgent and i am highly anticipating no one to read this

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    Dean and Sam Winchester are new to Charleston, South Carolina. John had decided to try and give them a normal life while he still goes on hunts, and occasionally comes back to check in with the boys. With Dean as a semi popular football player, he really starts to spread his wings. Sam is taking things in stride, and is extremely excited to start going to school and staying there for the year. Dean does still hunt with his dad once in a while, when he really begs his dad, but usually stays back to take care of Sam.

    What happens when one night, Dean and Castiel meet a bar and hook up? To make matters more worse and more awkward, Castiel turns out to be his history teacher. Now Dean has to deal with the fall out of being in his one night stands class, and the fact that he can't help himself but keep thinking about him. What happens when Castiel feels the same way, even though he tries not to because he knows it's wrong? Well, that's just funny, because fate has a funny way of showing these two that they're perfect for each other. They just have to keep it under wraps and a secret to basically everyone.

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    Dean has a lot of John's second-hand judgments about the way people should be. He tries to keep up appearances, tries to be the man his dad wanted him to be. And still, there are these feelings that he just can't shake.

    Rated E for eventual quarantine-induced porn. What the hell, we've got time.

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    Dean and Cas have been keeping their relationship under wraps for a while now. Dean crept into bed with Cas most nights and they spent long hours doing...well, you know. When the dawn rolled around, Dean snuck back to his own bedroom and Sam was none the wiser. It was a foolproof arrangement. But Dean really didn't think he'd get so tired of hiding all the time, until suddenly, well...he did. Now he wonders, what's holding him back from going public with Cas?

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    Angel tradition states that Dean has to be the one to confess his love to Castiel. Good thing Castiel is patient.

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    Dean tries really hard to be a good person. But when he starts having invasive thoughts about his gay roommate, things that his dad used to say start making sense. Thankfully, Cas is there to help clear things up.

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    As if having his hands full getting used to humanity wasn’t quite enough, Cas finds himself snowed in with two cursed Winchesters, while an unhappy prophet, a hard-boiled interdimensional time-traveller, a cheerful hacker, and Cas’s former partner in world-conquest-related crime show bravery in the face of an oncoming holiday. Meanwhile, Dean hates having all kinds of feelings and nothing to distract him from them.

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