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    Castiel made dying for Dean Winchester look easy.

    Dean knows how to die for someone. Dean knows how to lay down his life for those he cares about, to say yes in their place, to sacrifice himself in the moment to save the day. To save someone. To save Sam, Mary, John, Jack.

    Cas.

    And for all his knowledge about how to die, he has. While memories of the Pit remain locked in a distant corner of his mind, he’ll never forget the sacrifice he made for Sam, for the good of the world. Willingly. Happily. Dean remembers every death. How each one he welcomed if it made the difference, saved family, people. Dean Winchester would sacrifice himself ten times over for family, or the world, if it meant they would make it through in his stead. Dying for someone was easy to Dean.

    But Dean Winchester didn’t know how to be saved. Not when Sam offered up his life, not when anyone else did. Dean didn’t know how to keep on living so that sacrifice wasn’t all for nothing. How in the hell is he supposed to do that? To accept that?

    He doesn't.

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    It was supposed to be a simple salt-and-burn hunt in California, but then they stumbled upon a pack of werewolves and Dean's back got mistaken for a scratching post. And so, it's in a decayed motel room in the middle of California on a very rainy, very early morning, that Dean makes one of the most important decisions of his life.

    Titled after "Rain" by Patty Griffin

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    Castiel just wants to get home and hang out with his cat, but an empty gas tank and a dead phone battery have other ideas. Good thing Rocky's Bar is within walking distance... Now all he has to do is work up the nerve to go inside.

    Singles Night at Rocky’s is a good time. Or, usually it’s a good time. Any other time but tonight, it would be a good time. It’s just, Dean’s tired and grumpy and right now -- still figuring things out after Bela -- not in the mood for what Charlie's roped him into. But then a weird guy walks into the bar and, well...

    Turns out one guy trying to figure himself out and one guy trying to figure out the world actually make a pretty good team. Funny how that happens.

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    Dealing with grief isn't easy. Especially with the world's population down to three and a battle with God himself on the horizon.
    How can you even begin to open up in such circumstances?

    All it takes is just one spark of conversation.

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    Dean sends Castiel away, after blaming him for Rowena and Mary. But Dean can't live with this dumb move, and does what Dean does best, make dumb decisions to try and save Sam from a future he can't be sure of

    *I suck at summaries.

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    What happens after Dean dies in Carry On. Someone is waiting for the older Winchester in heaven.

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    After Cas avoided him for days, Dean finally found the nerve to tell him how he feels. Pretty much. They still have a lot to talk about.

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    There was no one around.
    Just the three of them. Three.
    Someone was missing.

    Cas is gone and Dean doesn't know what to do.

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    “Bobby, I need you to help me break into Angel Headquarters,” Dean said, his face completely serious.
    Bobby looked up at his son-that’s-not-technically-his-son and then down at the baseball bat he was holding.
    “Oh, you’re gonna need a lot better than that, idjit,” Bobby told him, reaching between the couch cushions to pull out a double-barrel shotgun.

    (Title based on "Heaven Is" by Def Leppard.)

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    After the Winchesters save the world for the final time, Dean prays for months for Cas to come back, and he does—permanently human. Now, instead of facing death together, they're facing a life together. While Cas figures out how to be a person, Dean is trying to figure out what kind of person he wants to be.

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    “Sometimes I get so scared Cas.” He whispers and it comes out so fucking desperate he almost cringes. But Cas just tilts his head, squeezes his hand between his own and Dean breathes in.

    "Scared?" He asks, his thumb moving slow circles against the back of Dean's hand.

    “I feel like. I feel so good that this must be a trick. Or that I- I won’t know how to be happy and I’ll fuck it up, somehow, I don’t know.”

    or

    Dean and Cas go on their honeymoon and it doesn't fix eveything, but it's a good place to start.

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    Rewrite of Season 13 (and possibly beyond, if I stick with it) where Jack does not age up upon birth, but instead lives with the Winchesters as a normal-aged child.

    Dean, Sam, and Cas have to learn how to parent a baby and save the world at the same time. Shenanigans ensue. Will add tags as the fic goes on.

    *incomplete and abandoned*

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    Dean isn’t the type to get into random fights at bars, but what else was he supposed to do when Castiel’s dickwad ex was badmouthing him from two stools away?

    At least Castiel knows how to patch him up. Yeah, he’ll give Dean an earful, but he’s used to it by now. They’ve been best friends for almost a decade.

    Thing is, Dean’s been working up to a confession to Castiel for a while now. Maybe tonight isn’t the best time, what with his eye swollen shut and it hurting to even breathe, but maybe there’s no such thing as a best time.

    Maybe tonight is the perfect time.

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    This time, Dean was going to save him.

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    Castiel is ready to start a new adventure. He moves, makes new friends and starts to look for a potential mate.

    In this universe, Alphas are the ones who attract mates and Omegas are the ones who fight for the attention to be chosen by an Alpha. Alphas still do the marking of their mate. Alphas are still driven wild by the scent of Omega in heat, but not to the point they can't choose to control their urges. (Same as ppl in our universe)

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    Dean finally admits to himself he has feelings for Cas. Now what is he going to do about them?

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    “You can’t – it’s not – One does not simply walk into the Empty and demand their boyfriend back!” the thing wearing Castiel’s face splutters.

    Dean stares right back. "Watch me."

    Or: Dean has a fight with a not-so-friendly neighborhood cosmic entity, rescues Castiel from the Empty, and confesses his feelings.

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    Wrapped up in his grief of losing Castiel, Dean struggles to accept Jack as the newest member of Team Free Will. He keeps pushing Jack away, too scared to get close to the offspring of Lucifer, and too scared to get close to him because he reminds him so much of Cas. Sam tries to convince Dean to give Jack a chance, but Dean storms away from their fight.

    Jack just wants Dean's acceptance, and to have his father, Castiel come back.

     

    When the Seraph does miraculously reappear from the afterlife, Dean thinks he should maybe consider his views on Jack.

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    Charlie gives Dean some advice on how to tell Sam he is bisexual and on how to tell him he is dating Cas.

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