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    From under the rolled up sleeves of Castiel's sweater Dean could just see the wings that tattooed his skin, the tips of feathers done in a dark ink. He didn't need to see the rest to know each line, each feather and detail. To know the way the dark ink made Cas's tanned skin seem to glow, to know how the feathers had been engraved along his shoulder blades and down his arms to just below his elbows, or the way Jack's name had been done cursivly in one of the feathers.

    Dean knew every inch of that tattoo, and part of him wondered how long he'd know every inch of that tattoo.

    How long he'd know every inch of the other's body.

    How long he'd know every shade of blue that danced through his irises.

    How long he'd know the gravely tone of the other's voice

    How long it would take before he could look to Castiel, and not feel the heartache of everything he'd lost.

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    Or, where it's been almost a year since Dean and Castiel have broken up and struggle with joint custody, lingering feelings, and the Christmas season

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    Dean knows he isn’t the father he dreamed of being to be back when he’d thought that’s what he wanted. He’s too much like John Winchester. He knows he isn’t the type of father Jack needs.

     

    Or, the one where Dean tolerates Jack and his motorcycle boyfriend on a hunt and Jack says the L word.

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    Dean’s shoulder hadn’t stopped burning since he got to heaven.

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    (15x20 did not happen) Jack has become God, the bringer of light and life, and restored balance to the universe. The Shadow has claimed Castiel and carted him off to the Empty to sleep for eternity. The bunker is deserted save for Sam and Dean, who mourn their lost friends and deal with a world that will always need saving.

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    Castiel will always come when Dean needs him, even if it takes Sam texting him.

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    'Guys?' Chuck's unsteady voice calls out, fear cracking it into miniscule pieces, falling onto the blood-stained ground.
    'Guys!?'

    Chuck is no longer a problem, now a human just like the average joe. Jack is now in charge, and has returned everything to how it should be, but one essential thing is missing from Sam, Dean, and Eileen's lives:
    Castiel.
    So Dean grips him tight and raises him from Perdition in a magnificent cyclical love story neither can resist.

    But - as always - something goes wrong, and this time, all the now awake beings from The Empty have escaped through the rip Dean created, and now all their greatest and most annoying adversaries are there to retry their greatest plots, but this time, with new allies to aid them.

    Traumas re-emerge, Love is tested, and over all, I think the best part of this fic-to-be is Death enjoying his KFC.

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    After Castiel's death, Dean considers his last words. Sam helps and encourages him.

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    Starting from Jack’s goodbye in 15x19, the boys find themselves free to write their own story. But when Sam asks Jack for the unimaginable the story as we know it changes.

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    After an especially crazy case, Team Free Will decides to go to a bar to let loose.

    What could go wrong, right? And besides, Dean loves bars...

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    With Chuck defeated and the balance in the world restored, Dean has to adjust to this new-found peace and freedom. Just that there's an angel-shaped hole in his chest that he doesn't know will ever heal.

    --
    A fix-it fic for Episode 15x20, addressing if not all but the major points the show messed up.

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    Yeppp Cas and Dean are pining away after each other and stubbornly doing nothing

    Sam decides to take matters into his own hands, and sends them on a case together, investigating a couple's retreat

    Disclaimer: not my characters, nor my show, I own nothing

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    —'I love you.'—

    He doesn’t know what the fuck to do with that.

    (post 15x18 coda that carries past 15x20)

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    A case in Portland, Oregon is causing considerably more trouble for the boys than they'd anticipated. The witch they're after is a slippery son of a bitch, and it looks like he's gearing up for something big. But no one's infallible, and Sam strikes gold when he figures out where the witch has been finding his victims.

    The only problem: it's a gay bar. But they're a week in, the kill count is rising, and time is running out.

    So someone's gonna have to seduce a witch.

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    Dean Winchester was a pretty normal guy until the car accident that changed his life.
    Now, with a voice in his head that he isn't so sure is just a voice, a little brother who is way too smart for his own good, and a new friend whose eyes are just a little too blue, Dean will have to navigate the changes in his life. Oh, and he's in the middle of a gang war.

    Oh joy.

    [Loosely based off of the Ghost Rider character on Marvel's Agents of Shield.]

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    In the grand scheme of things, Stiles never really expected the Winchesters to make their way through Beacon Hills. Or that one of his long forfeited brothers might be with them.

    But if it comes down to it, Stiles knows he'd sacrifice anything for his pack and alpha; for Derek.

    Even if it means fighting the prophesied Winchester brothers.

    Even if it means fighting his family.

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    The weight of silence is heavy on Dean's shoulders as he learns to live a new kind of life in Heaven. In classic Winchester-style, despite being in a place that isn't supposed to have pain and suffering, Dean rebels against it by being straight-up fucking miserable.

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    Dean wakes up with amnesia. What happened? Where is he? If this place is supposed to be a safe house then why is it stocked with lube but not weapons? And most of all, who the hell is the strange guy in the trench coat who keeps telling him they're married?

    Now with an extra dose of fluff, smut and feelings!

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    Dean and Castiel are starting their second year of college. Cuteness ensues.

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    “I want you to tell me why my name was on that DVD!” he shrieks.

    That makes Dean pull up short. Cass is the picture of calm. He doesn’t scream or show emotions in general. “What’re you talking about man?” he asks, forcing his voice not to sound as gruff. He pats the edge of the bed and smiles as the bed dips with Cass’ weight. “Talk to me.”

    Hands gripping the edge of the bed, Cass gulps, turning his head to Dean. He sees the panic in his friend’s eyes. “I just – I don’t understand things. And what I’m feeling right now… it’s just too much. It feels too intense. And I just can’t breathe. It’s wrong. I know it’s wrong to feel like this but I just – I can’t stop it Dean.”

    “What can’t you stop?”

    Eyes, raw and brimming with emotion, Cass stares at him. “Why was my name on that DVD?”

    “I don’t know.” Dean tries to convey his sincerity. “I really don’t know Cass.”

    “But it said Cass.” His voice is small. “When I saw it on your bed, I thought it was mine.”

    A chill goes through him. Cass … he couldn’t mean that DVD… could he?

    “What DVD?” his voice is almost shrill. It’s like the babysitter and the pizza man all over again.

    “Cas-a Erotica.” Says Cass.

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    Dean has been going on reckless hunts by himself. Cas confronts him and all those years of unresolved pining come to a boiling point.
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    "Dean. How long?" The angel said, still quiet but so raw with emotion, eyes still wide with shock.

    Dean looked down at the floor and sighed. "Since... always. I knew it for sure in Purgatory. But always." He then added in a near whisper, tears threatening to spill from behind his now closed eyelids, "I'm sorry, Cas."

    "Sorry? You're sorry?" Castiel felt dumbfounded. The constant loneliness and longing he had sensed from Dean that seemed to grow worse and worse with the passing of years made so much more sense now.

    "Dean," was all Cas could say before releasing his grip on his collar and gently, slowly, deliberately, kissing the corner of his mouth. A shocked gasp left Dean’s mouth of its own accord and he melted into Castiel's tight embrace.

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