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    If you had asked Aizawa Shouta where he thought he'd be at 30, he probably couldn't have told you. But it almost certainly wouldn't have been owning a farm and teaching high school.

    It also wouldn't have included a tall, glowing-eyed figure that only came at night with the strength to kill with barely flick.

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    Shouta knew the rules of strays and feeding them. He used them to draw all cats to him all the time.
    He realized, a bit too late, that cats were not the only strays that followed those rules.
    Child acquisition. Keigo thinks this scary, zombie looking guy is pretty cool.

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    On hiatus
    (Sorry, I'm just trying get chapters written first and haven't had time to update)

     No beta we die like Nighteye

    When Todoroki Mitsu|Takai, a twenty-eight-year old, is hit by a quirk that sends him back into his sixteen-year-old body, he finds himself four years in the future. Now he has to relive his life pretending to be Midoriya Izuku, his sister’s son. The problem is; his English and Art and history teacher are his best friends, Yamada Hizashi and Kayama Nemuri and his homeroom teacher is his old boyfriend, Aizawa Shouta. He now has to fight his feelings over what's right, to decide if he wants to let his friends know he's still alive.

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    3/?
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    In the aftermath of Pulse, everything is different.
    Katsuki is trying to adjust to world in which he is no longer being pursued by a mad man. He signs up to the buddy system within the Ground Zero Initiative. A program he helped develop to reform villains. However, his new partner is not exactly stable. And well, when you’ve both tried to kill each other in the past, it’s difficult to build up trust.
    Tsunagu is stuck dealing with the loss of his best friend. Grief obscures everything and most days he can’t get out of bed. He wants to be a hero, he wants to train Katsuki and keep his agency going strong but he just can’t find the energy. He begins to doubt himself and wonder if all of this hero work is worth what he’s had to give up.
    Shouta hates everything. Ever since being outed to the world, people have been following him. He’d always know heroes had fans, but not him, never him. Well now here they were, stalking his patrol routes and spreading gossip about him online. He’s stressed, depressed and doesn’t have the energy to get dressed, let alone look after his newly acquired foster children. Every day is an uphill battle for Shouta, and one he doesn’t know why he’s still fighting.
    Full Summary inside.

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    5/?
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    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRIGGER WARNINGS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Death, depression, slight suicide implication, mention of eating disorder, self-hatred, self-blame

     

    Aizawa has lost a lot is his time being alive, he has lost more than he is willing to admit, more than he is willing to acknowledge.
    But this was something he couldn’t ignore… She was gone… Nemuri was gone and what was he doing.
    Sitting in a hospital?
    Wallowing in his own self-pity?

    the aftermath of the battle and aizawa in the hospital

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    It storms often now.

    Aizawa Shouta is a depressed pro hero only a few years out of high school, struggling to rekindle his love for humanity and the cruel world that lost him his best friend. Perhaps what he finds in the box in the alley after a patrol is the culmination of his bitterness for the people he's sworn to protect... or maybe it's the start of something tiny and bright and hopeful.

    Who would have thought that the stormiest night would bring a little sunshine into his life?

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    I died, but that was only the beginning of my story. I have moved forward as a vampire and met my soulmate. I've found a brother and family who loves me. I escaped my birthmother and made so many precious friendships. We've survived villains and I've seen my soulmate die twice. Now he's like me. Did I forget to tell you that this was all within my first month or two of hero high school? Yea. I am trying to become a hero. I will be the best one there is. My name is Izuku Midoriya, and I will continue my travel to becoming that hero.

    This is a sequel! The first one is called 'Bound by fate and blood' So go give that a read for background information!

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    6/?
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    Hizashi receives a letter from Shouta and so, of course, he reads it. He's glad he did. But will he get there quick enough.

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    izuku's having intrusive and suicidal thoughts and now that he finally has a teacher he trusts, maybe he can get some help?

    I'm bad at summeries
    honestly its not that good but its pretty short and cute so read it if you want

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    nemuri was only eighteen.

    she was only eighteen, just barely out of yuuei -- in fact, she was only less than a week away from graduation when she was already expecting a child. she was far too young to take care of a baby -- and for heaven sakes! she's trying to be a hero -- an r-rated hero! that in itself proves that nemuri is not fit for a as a good mother.

    or, nemuri finds out shes pregnant at eighteen and does what any eighteen year old would do. freak out.

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    5/?
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    Aizawa can’t handle the pain anymore so he ends it all- if only he knew the pain he put his friends through

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    One awful side affect of Aizawas medication is hair loss. He doesn’t cope well when finding out

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    4:54am. The lone man sat hunched at the edge of the bed, half-dry tears still pasting strands of hair to his cheeks. This wasn’t the first time he’d done this—emptied a month’s dosage into his hand just to feel the weight of it—but every time he did, the sensation grew a little lighter. A little easier to imagine lifting to his lips.

    (A change in antidepressants leads to a rough night for Aizawa.)

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    The fic takes place after the hospital raid arc. Shouta learns the truth about how his closest friends really feel/felt about him after so many years. Hizashi had been holding in his misplaced anger for too long. His emotions run rampant and he lashes out. Afterwards, Shouta begins to mentally and emotionally decay. Will they be able to work things out between them before it’s too late?

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    5/5
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    After being saved from close to two weeks of torturing, many of them learn of the losses that was dealt to them.

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    6/?
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    284
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    32
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    Lately Aizawa has felt so alone the thoughts in his mind have had a big impact on him making him question life, so what will happen when his world crumbles before his eyes as memories he wishes to forget get brought up to haunt him.

    And what will happen after he disappears?

    (I've changed this again as I have gotten somewhere with this and know what this is now XD)

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    24/?
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    24
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    The episodes crept up on Shota. This time he dug himself into a deep whole, too big to climb out of.

    Tw!!!! If you are triggered by suicide/ self harm, don’t read this!!!

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    386
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
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    Like a good hero, a good boyfriend knows what to do when the days get dark.

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    1/1
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    "I'm going to live."

    Shouta says it at some point past three in the morning.

    Shouta mouths against Hizashi’s fingers. Hizashi didn’t know what he was expecting but it wasn’t that. His eyes shoot open and he’s suddenly wide awake.

    Surely he understood that wrong

    or Shouta has something important to tell his husband at three in the morning.
    takes place right after shouta's talk with all might but heavily references the most recent manga chapters.

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    Aizawa's ready to let go, but Hizashi isn't.

    Language:
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    313
    Chapters:
    1/?
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    67
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    472

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