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    Non-brother AU.

    The law doesn't look kindly on slaves who kill their masters, even abusive assholes like Dean's. After putting up with the abuse for years, Dean snapped. No regrets. Now he's in prison awaiting trial and fighting off guys after his pretty ass.

    Sam is the young public defender assigned to Dean's case. He figures it'll be a quick conviction and then back to more exciting work, but then he meets his client and decides he's going to put his all into getting Dean cleared.

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    au verse - bits and pieces of dean winchester's crazy life.

    the day older brother sam winchester left for school, he left behind a broken, 15 year old selective mute little brother with a father who couldve cared less. just when dean was living the worst time in his life, john decided he had to leave dean behind too.

    it still blew dean's mind, in just four years, how life had changed. from crappy motels, drunken asshole family members, yelling, fighting and beatings, to warm houses, nightly hugs and kisses, cooking dinners, researching hunts for fun, art supplies by the bundles, crazy family friends and movie nights ...

    yeah, life was pretty good. and he loved it.

    (requests open)

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    Everyone has something they need. Something which keeps them sane, keeps them thriving, keeps them going on the correct path. For some people it's their pet. For some it's a toy. For some, their family.

    But for Dean Winchester it was his best friend, Castiel Novak. They had met when they were only tiny babies, but from that day onward, they were inseparable and as they grew, so did their bond. Every adult who knew them knew one thing, they were more than friends, they were made for each other. But they were only young, so they called what they felt for each other "best friends". It was the biggest understatement in all of history.

    When Castiel got kidnapped, Dean's world caved in and he didn't think anything would ever be the same again. He changed himself, fuelled by nightmares and a general hate for the world, pushing away everyone who cared about him. Eight years later a new boy moved to his school, and everything started to change all over again.

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    64/?
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    Basically this is a really conveniently different AU to the show.

     

    Cas died and Dean is sad.
    Lucifer killed Mary.
    Sam and Rowena are a thing.
    Crowley didn't die bc Mary did.
    It's a mess, but a good one.

     

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    72/?
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    Dean is a struggling mechanics student, Cas is a cute Barista at a coffee shop Dean goes to out of desperation, interesting things occur.

     

    *TRIGGER WARNING*

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    Jack asks his Dad (Dean) how he met his husbands (Cas, Crowley, and Benny).

    Benny decided to come back with Sam from Purgatory and Mary died instead of Crowley. Lots of fluff!

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    It’s AU were Dean and Cas are brothers who are in love with each other. They were each other’s first kiss and first sex. But Dean understood that the relationship between him and Cas was wrong and in the end it was going hurt them both so in means of protecting his little brother from all the hurt their relationship would cause he decided to date one of school’s new cheerleaders, Lisa to distract himself from Cas. But can he actually do that? Can he forget all those things they shared, all those things they did?

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    There are a couple of things Dean knows.
    1) He’s not gonna die pretty
    2) Never mess with an angry Russian
    3) And … what the hell? Sam?!

    Or in other words:

    The one where Dean is down on his luck until he meets the Russian angel and he somehow joins the Russian Mafia as a bride to be and Sam is relevant.

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    Sequel to Please Not Him (Or Him). inspired by a comment by prythian who wanted more.

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    4/?
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    Dean finishes his prayer. The room is washed ocher by the glowing red sign outside; the navy blue bed sheets are a bloodied near-black. It’s an eyesore, dominating the senses, so Dean looks instead to the grey night sky alight with the light pollution and adorned with cotton balls clouds that have been disembodied by the atmosphere. Dean blows out his own cloud through the motel’s screen window to accompany them, courtesy of the Marlboro Black he has perched on his bottom lip with its filter going brown between his teeth. He made a bad choice with this pack, he muses, curling his tongue around the morgue flavor in his mouth. It’s not worth the familiar wheeze his lungs sing in protest, but he stains and burns his shaking fingers lighting one after another and putting them out in the sink, until the cigarettes bring about the migraine they were supposed to cure.
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    Sam mysteriously returns from Hell, but with a serious affliction. In order to save his brother and repair his friendship with the angel, Dean journeys with Castiel to a mystical dimension called the Twilight Realm, but it's inhabitants harbor secrets of their own.

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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    Surviving the war had been one of the hardest things Dean had ever done. Coming home from the war is proving to be even harder. Lost and adrift, he feels like he's drowning. When he happens upon a horse farm looking for help it might just be the lifeline he's been looking for.

    When Cas meets the new farm hand he sees the same injured look in those eyes he's seen time and again in the horses he's rescued. Can he break through to Dean the way he has with his horses? Teach him to trust, to surrender, to connect. Can he break down Dean's defenses without destroying his own? Maybe with a little hope and a little rope they can find a way through together.

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    11/?
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    Castiel has always been the obedient son. Losing his parents, and losing himself has made it difficult to find his way out of the cage he's locked himself in. Constantly striving to please, his life has always been the same routine- pray, learn, sleep, repeat. Until one day his life begins to slowly change and he can't understand what's different. Until he can.

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    37/?
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    Castiel is tired of convincing Dean. He has decided it's time for a little space between him and the Winchesters. Castiel set out on a new solo adventure with new friends, new stories, and a new enemy.

    While also trying to find his peace after losing Jack.

    Has Castiel forge is own path without the Winchesters or will it go down in flames?

    Is there still hope for Dean and Cas friendship or is this their curtain call?

    Most importantly has Castile been lied to for all these years, has there always been a different angel underneath? How far is he willing to go in search of those answers?

    This story will take place in an Alternative Universe sat after The Rupture and will include new people, new stories, and a new timeline With the addition of a new origin story for Castiel!

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    17/?
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    Facing another long night, Dean finds comfort in the only place he can.

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    Rodeado de su miseria, Dean Winchester sufre una profunda desesperación por su mejor amigo y secreto amante, aunque nunca llegó a decírselo. Tras un trágico accidente, Dean se encuentra con la misma cucaracha que ha estado aplastando toda su vida, un feo, maligno y despreciable pedazo de basura sobrenatural, que terminará por llevarlo a una creación de Dios ajena a la tierra.

    «No más lágrimas»
    Inspirada en la canción de Ozzy Osbourne

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    Dean is disturbingly depressed and starts on a long and painful journey to healing himself.

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    "Is Dean here?"

    It takes Castiel a second to realize who the man standing at his door is. He's tall with long hair, exactly how Dean had described.

    Sam Winchester.

    Castiel doesn't say anything for a moment, mostly from shock, but it seems to make Sam uncomfortable. He shifts awkwardly and rubs the back of his neck.

    "Look, uh, I don't know if Dean has ever mentioned me. I'm Sam, I'm his... I knew him a while ago. I'd like to come in and talk to him."

    That's the last thing Castiel wants. He remembers, vividly, how he first met Dean: a broken and lonely omega, with a brother who wouldn't answers his calls, ready to throw his life off a bridge.

    How could Castiel let Sam into their home knowing that?

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    22
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    A quick stop in Story, Wyoming as a favour for an old friend quickly turns deadly as Sam and Dean stumble into a trap which inadvertently sets into motion an ancient witch's plot for revenge and power. Can Sam and Dean save a young girl while being hunted down themselves?

    A case fic set during Season 10.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    7
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    8
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    3
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