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    Eddie Kaspbrak is afraid of being sick; Richie Tozier is afraid of giving his parents and the bullies another thing to beat him for.
    But if it feels so good, can it really be bad?

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    an alternate universe where richie tozier & eddie kaspbrak meet at a fine arts college. eddie loves photography and film-making, while richie loves to act. how does one become the subject of desire?

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    Bill : yeah so i realized we all need a group chat like 7 minutes ago

     

    Bill : so i

     

    Bill : did this

     

    Eddie : it was for fun and not for anything important, huh?

     

    Bill : maybe

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    Bill makes a group chat for the Losers Club and it's a total disaster

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    Eddie rubbed at her eyes and sighed, resigning herself to at least twenty more minutes of hearing Richie and her hookup moaning through the door and trying to ignore the way she had to squeeze her thighs together whenever she heard the low cadence of Richie’s voice.

    Richie had hookups over a lot.

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    When Richie Tozier and Eddie Kaspbrak find a dead body in the middle of the "Willows". Something distraught happens to them both, they feel like they are both being watched by... not someone. Something.

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    Eddie Kaspbrak loves to run. He dreams of running, perhaps even running away. He has plenty to run from. But he has nowhere, nothing to run to. A little oversight leads his old best friend, Richie Tozier back into his life. As the boys are paired up on a school project together, they end up learning more about themselves than their project topic. And maybe, just maybe, this is enough to give Eddie something to run to.

    Set in 1991, in a universe where the Losers Club killed Pennywise during their first Neibolt battle in 1989 and disbanded shortly afterwards, this story follows the life of a now 16 year old Eddie Kaspbrak. As the end of his tenth grade year approaches, Eddie's relationships with his abusive mother and his long-lost friends change forever as he discovers his feelings for one of the latter.

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    If you'd asked Eddie Kaspbrak at age 13 what he thought his life would look like at age 20, college would have been the furthest thing from his mind. He'd once hardly expected to live another day, let alone another seven years. And yet, against all odds, Eddie managed to become a basically normal human person with basically normal, non-killer clown-related human person problems. Like midterms, and term papers, and being Richie Tozier's fake boyfriend.

    Or, what if the Losers Club left Derry, but stayed together? / Post-It Chapter 1 WIP

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    The hardwood begs for mercy as a short, very vexed looking man literally stomps up to the counter and slams a twenty down in front of Richie. His hair is dark and messy - like he tried to style it in the morning today, but Chicago’s humidity dashed that dream upon the rocks - and his brows are knit together in obvious frustration. He’s wearing blue jeans and a smudged white t-shirt, all smelling clearly of motor oil.

    “How do I passive-aggressively say ‘fuck you’ in flower?!”

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    Or: Eddie buys a bouquet to try and break up with his girlfriend. Richie falls in love.

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    ( Alternatively titled; Holy Fucking Shit, Small Towns Are A Really Bad Place To Realize You're In Love With Your Best Friend )

    Richie Tozier says a lot of things. Not everyone agrees with what he says, and in all honesty, most of the time when he speaks, he ends up getting told to fuck off. But when he's passing around a joint after their first exam in their Junior year and boldly suggests that they start a band, it takes a surprisingly small amount of persuading for them all to agree (an added bonus, no one tells him to shut the hell up).

    Everything is going about as well as it can when you're living in a small town in the middle of buttfuck nowhere and you've just scaled the mockery that is social status. They're no longer losers, and they've got a growing number of people who actually enjoy being around them and all that shit. They drink. They smoke. They play DnD. They celebrate no longer being scum at the bottom of Derry's metaphorical shoe. And then they lose their lead guitarist.

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    Eddie Kaspbrak's decision to leave his faction, Abnegation, caused him to meet Richie Tozier, a loud, smart mouthed Dauntless trainer. When Eddie accidentally uncovers secrets of his new home, he must try to hide who he truly is inside to live another day, and struggle with his constant feelings for his new friend.

    ARCHIVE WARNINGS ARE UNDECIDED. I don't want to spoil anything too big ;-;

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    "What is wrong with you?"
    "What's wrong with me? What's wrong with You? Ever since we came back to this god forsaken town, I feel like... Like we don't even know each other anymore."

    Reddie One-Shot

    Takes place during IT Chapter 2

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    They were seven losers, with nothing in common, meeting for the first time. Before the day was over, they broke the rules, bared their souls, and touched each other in a way they never dreamed possible. A Breakfast Club AU.

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    Inspired by kaboomslang's tweet:

    "Richie's Magic Voice accidentally condemns Eddie with, "a sacrifice? I nominate Eddie," and then with "we can still help him!" Maturin slides in like True Neutral Ursula to say "YOU CAN STILL HELP HIM" and Richie exchanges his voice for Eddie's life, mute Richie AU send tweet"

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    it's been five years.
    five years since they'd last talked, or even seen each other, for that matter. and a lot can change in five years.
    or
    the fic where richie made some questionable decisions, is 23, has a daughter, and he and eddie are still helplessly pining after each other, even after richie royally messed up.

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    Why would you ever kiss me?
    I'm not even half, as pretty
    You gave her your sweater
    It's just polyester, but you like her better
    Wish I were Heather

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    Following the events of Frag Grenade:

    Eddie struggles to go through with his latest job.

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    Richie couldn’t move. His feet felt like they were glued to the floor, hands shaking as he stared at Eddie’s apartment door. He couldn’t believe what had just happened. Mike fucking said that Damien Hayes didn’t even know about Eddie, he’d never worked with Bev before. Mike said they weren’t even on his fucking radar. How the fuck do you go from never speaking to a guy to being hired by him in two fucking days?

    Richie choked out a sob, willing himself to move. He needed to leave. To talk to Bill or Mike or someone, do something, anything. Everything was supposed to work out. Mike and Bill were planning every fucking detail of his ‘death’, working so hard to make it convincing to Hayes so he wouldn’t kill Bill or Mike or Stan and Patty, all Richie had to do was tell Eddie. Let him know the plan and convince him to go with. He figured Eddie would be hesitant, but he also thought he’d be able to convince him they’d be better off together somewhere else. They could be a family, just them, and they could get away from all of the fucked up shit here in LA.

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    Flashback to the Losers last romp in Derry before crashing into the Unknown. Not that they know this yet.

    There's a lot of awkwardness too as Eddie grows jealous of Richie unsure if he has a crush on Bill especially as a mixtape just labeled "For You" shows up.

    It's Over the Garden Wall but with Reddie and Part 8

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    Following the events of Ignition Bomb:

    Things come to a head following the Meyer Party; Richie struggles to keep himself and Eddie out of danger with the help of Bill and Mike, Eddie is unsettled by the whole situation and tries to steady his nerves.

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    Eddie woke up on Richie’s chest, which wasn’t really ideal, but whatever. Eddie had made the decision the night before that he needed to get out. He wasn’t really sure how or what to do, but he figured he couldn’t hang around with Richie anymore. It wasn’t safe. For either of them.

    When Richie woke up he started crying, holding Eddie tightly to him and pressing kisses into his hair while he wept. He whispered over and over again that everything was going to be ok, and that he’d take care of this, but Eddie didn’t see any possible fucking way any of that could be true. He didn’t say anything, though.

    When Richie left for his lunch with Bill, Eddie decided to go for a walk and try to work his nerves and thoughts out, so he locked up his apartment, grabbed his inhaler and his rape whistle, and took off down the stairs, ignoring Mr. Lee and his snide comments in Mandarin when he passed him in the hallway.

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    The Losers are no longer together, not since Richie, Eddie, and Stan followed Bev to learn of her betrayal.

    Now the three are more lost than ever in the Unkown and Eddie is falling apart.

    Meanwhile, Ben realizes the others are gone. He and Bill come across a strange cottage in the woods where they meet a Betty Ripsom.

     

    It's Over the Garden Wall but with Reddie and Part 7

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    Richie was hundred percent sure his Captain hated him. No, scratch that...he was thousand percent sure of it.

    He honestly can't say he blamed him though, because what came out of his mouth about the high ranking officer after a night of heavy drinking, completely justified any loathsome feelings Capt. Kaspbrak harbored towards him.

    Or an AU where Richie is in the Navy and Eddie is the Captain of the boat he's on.

    ****Trigger Warning: This fic features homophobic slurs and mild violence please read at your own risk****

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