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    What if Sam never woke up after that showdown with Godstiel at the beginning of season 7?

    A songfic that explores Dean and Bobby's experience with a comatose Sammy, based on "Girlfriend in a Coma" by The Smiths.

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    Dean Winchester is an omega who was abandoned by his mother at a young age, being left behind with his bitter and abusive father. He’s alone, scared, and developmentally behind, childlike and not even able to read when he’s thrown out on his ass as a teenager. By the time he’s 27 he’s no better off and more damaged than ever, homeless and working on the street. He tries to be happy, childlike mind clinging to hope, but he’s tired. He waits for an angel.

    Castiel is an alpha who’s recently experienced a fall from grace after falling into a psychotic episode at work and attacking a man while on duty. He’s lost his job and now works nights at a run down gas station, living paycheck to paycheck and preparing to go before the board to plea his case for why his credentials shouldn’t be taken away. He’s going to get his life back together, there’s only one problem. Castiel believes he’s God-like, a twisted angel of justice, and takes that belief to violent extremes.

    *watch me write about Cas’s decent into madness and violence/Dean’s tragedy of a life but make it a love story.*
    *All the warnings, this one gets dark friends (but I promise a happy ending).*

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    Sam is a freak. He knows that and, after everything that happened with Ruby and the demon blood, Dean finally does too. Not that they actually talk about it or anything. No, they wait around for Sam to be kidnapped and tortured before they do that.

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    Dean is seventeen, the first time he thinks about dying.

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    Cas looked up at him weakly from the awkward angle, his eyes periodically fluttering shut without him meaning to. The overwhelming exhaustion was catching up to him quickly causing him to feel quite delirious. He could feel himself fading fast as Dean carried him quickly across the yard towards the Impala. He frowned sadly as he stared up at the side of Dean’s face that was beautifully lit by the moonlight.

    “I hate you.” Cas heard himself rasp painfully into Dean’s ear as he slowly lost consciousness.

    He hadn’t meant to say it out loud. He knew that he didn’t really mean it at all. He knew he felt quite the opposite actually. He knew that it was not Dean himself that he hated. It was the way Dean made him feel. It was all of his own complicated and strong human emotions that he still hadn’t gotten a grip on. It was the power that this man yielded over his heart. That’s what he hated.

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    Dean Winchester, an impervious hunter, killed one-hundred-and-eleven times in his— colorful, career. An ace shooter, and legendary demon hunter. He’d stopped the world from ending dozens of times, fought Lucifer, been possessed by an Archangel, and lived to tell the tale. As well as forty years in hell.

    So, when angel-blade-wielding Archdemons come storming into the Bunker on a mission to kill Sam and Castiel— successfully. He has to choose with the help of a friendly neighborhood angel in a good mood to change his fate once more.

    With a promise to stop Sammy from destroying the final seal, Dean navigates through the tough waters of hunting— again.

    But maybe— just maybe, his god-given second chance could benefit more than it’s worth.

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    5/?
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    Dean Winchesters attempts suicide on a dirty motel bathtub, ending brain dead on a hospital. A trickster promises John and Sam that he will save him for “free”, as long as they both get through watching a series of Dean´s memories, good and bad. The twist is that they will feel everything Dean did at the time and they can stop it at any time, but then Dean will die. They both accept thinking it cant be that bad. Spoiler: it is worse.

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    40/?
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    -What would you be willing to give, to get your angel back?- the Empty asks Dean
    -Anything- Dean responds

    Based off a tumblr post on the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, that said that if Dean was Orpheus, he would never have seen Cas again, I upped it and decided how about we make it angstier.

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    Dean missed Cas, so damn much. So badly that it might kill him. There was so much Dean needed to say, things he didn't dare to say before, but it didn’t matter. Dean couldn't, because Cas was dead. Dragged deep into the Empty, lost forever, and there was no way to save him.

    The Halo above Dean's head begged to differ.

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    I've seen this idea a few times, but this is my version of what could have happened if Sam was Gabe's son.

    "Mary Campbell was a strong woman who had left hunting behind to raise a family. The Campbells were known to be some of the most knowledgeable hunters on the planet. He promised to alter her family’s memories so they would accept the child as their own. He should have known that she was THE Campbell. He should have paid more attention to her husband’s last name. Should have realized all the other Campbells were dead. She didn’t mention a deal with a demon. Her soul didn’t show any signs of being claimed for hell. He should have known.

    He really should have known."

    I own nothing...

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    What If John Winchester had a son that was a year older then Dean. Jax Teller VP of the Sons of Anarchy was told that his dad died in a truck accident, But did he though?

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    2/?
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    Dean and Castiel find themselves in a romantic lull, both experiencing a lack of excitement in their love lives. Recognizing their shared predicament, Dean proposes the idea of entering into a friends-with-benefits arrangement.

    As they navigate this unconventional arrangement, the story explores the dynamics of their friendship and how it evolves in the context of newfound physical intimacy.

    That is, until Castiel catches feelings, breaking the rules of the arrangement.

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    Park ranger Sam Wesson loves his job in Manning Park Canada, as it allows him the level of human interaction he desires and proximity to animals and nature he loves. When he finds a sandy brown wolf at the side of the road his life is about to change drastically and there is much that his friend and veterinarian Mary Campbell has never shared with him about his own nature and heritage. He feels protective of the wolf but the large animal escapes before they can help him fully heal. A while later an abused man is found in the woods in Sam's territory and the puzzle pieces slowly fall into place while a larger threat develops around them, that sets Sam off on his journey to find his true nature and more.

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    As Sam and Dean drive to face the Devil, the consequences of their dire plan weigh heavily upon their minds.

    And/or, Dean mourns the loss of his brother.

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    It’s Dean’s 29th birthday and his boyfriend has some wonderful surprises in store. Starting off with some very sexy roleplay in his office, before taking him home for his second, more family friendly one.

    They have a wonderful day together, before somebody spots a letter addressed to Dean. He recognizes the handwriting, it’s that of his father John Winchester. Not wanting to ruin the day, he decides to look at it later when he is alone with Cas. But when he does, he has a less wonderful surprise that makes him question his plans for the future.

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    Prince Samuel de la Courcel, middle child of the king and queen of Terre d'Ange, goes to the Court of Night-Blooming Flowers to pay for the services of one of their adepts, Dean Champbelle nó Eglantine, after hearing him sing and spends a steamy night together; however, Sam neglects to tell Dean that they’re half-brothers--that the king had had an illicit affair with Dean’s mother before marrying the queen—because he’d become enamored with Dean's beauty and music. As the two continue their passionate relationship and fall in love, how long can Sam keep their familial connection a secret from Dean before the truth comes out, leaving him to determine how to atone for his deception?

    Submission for the 2024 SPN Pro-Ship Bang

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    After falling in love as master/slave in a slave trading compound - and two years apart after Castiel set Dean free - Dean Winchester finally gives in. He finds himself in Seattle, looking at the man he can't stop loving no matter how hard he's tried.

    Will they be able to manage a happily ever after?

    Or will their pasts come back to ruin it all?

     

    ** picks up directly after Light in the Dark Epilogue**

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    Dean glanced between the grizzled older man, or Voight, as the officers called him, and the other on the opposite side of the table, the intense younger guy from the scene who had since introduced himself as Detective Jay Halstead.

    “Uh, yeah, sorry about that. The name’s Dean Smith.”

    “And what is it that you were doing at the fire, Dean?” Voight asked, leaning forward.

    “I told you, we investigate things. Certain circumstances call for certain investigations.”

    -

    “Sir? Can you tell me your name?” Will asked, flashing a light in the man’s eyes.

    The patient pulled away, struggling against the nurses as he stared at Will with an expression of absolute horror.

    “No. No. You’re not here. You’re not real!”

    “Sir?” Maggie tried, drawing his attention away from Will. “Can you please tell me your name?”

    The man’s wild hazel eyes finally settled on the nurse, and he appeared to calm down.

    “Sam. My name is Sam.”

    -------

    Arson is suspected following a series of fires across Chicago, and the Intelligence Unit is on the case.
    When the investigation forces the paths of the Winchesters and the Halsteads to cross, new friendships are formed and lives are put at stake.

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    Post 11x07. On the way home and still recovering from the near (and literal) death experiences, Sam and Dean stop in a quiet Western town to get some down time. What they get instead is a not-so-welcome committee that makes a demand: fix the local haunted hotel, or else.

    The burned hull of a multi-story hotel has its fair share of secrets and ghosts, each with their own tale of horror. Yet something else hides deep within the hotel. Something dark, angry, and full of wrathful flames. Something that might only let one Winchester leave alive...

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    Chapters:
    11/11
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    182
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    37
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    4,152
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    Dean Winchester liked to pride himself on his ability to not give a fuck about anyone…mostly anyone. Being raised and trained to be a hunter by his father taught him how losing people you love is an inevitability, the main reason why he has never had a stable, serious relationship with a woman.

    Then, a man enters his life who really changes his life forever, for the good or for the worse?

    Who knows…

    Language:
    English
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    960
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Kudos:
    6
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    1
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    75

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