18 Works in Eventual Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy

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    "Jared Kleinman is in love with Evan Hansen."

    When the insanely cool Jared Kleinman forms a tiny crush on the embodiment of anxiety, Evan Hansen, he worries he's going to become the insanely fucked Jared Kleinman. Things are fine, except for Evan is dating Zoe Murphy, one of Jared's closest friends.

    This crush isn't that big of a deal; not until Jared contracts Hanahaki disease.

    When Alana Beck and Connor Murphy find out Jared's little "I'm barfing up several different kinds of flowers because little Evan Hansen is indecisive" secret, they suggest different things.

    One of those is the surgery. Now, Jared isn't fond of this inconvenience that is liking Evan Hansen, but he's not sure he wants to go numb every time he thinks of his best friend.

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    Connor survived his attempt at the beginning of 12th grade. Now the year is almost over but things aren't any better. He's trying. He's trying so hard and no one seems to see it.
    But then there's Evan...
    And maybe he isn't as alone as he once was. Maybe there is someone there to see him trying.
    ~~~
    (Ch 1 excerpt)

    Why didn't they see that he was trying? It's not like he wanted to be a fucking failure. That was just him and you'd think they would have gotten the memo by now, but nope. Another day another disappointment.

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    She mutters, “Everyone is so much happier when you’re not here.”

    And it feels as if his entire body had been gutted in one fell swoop. Time slows as his too-white door slammed, every second passing like hours as her words drill into his head and swirl around in his brain.

    He’s the reason his family is miserable.

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    Connor needs help.

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    TRIGGER WARNING:
    This fic will contain suicidal thoughts, suicidal actions, self harm, and internalized homophobia/queerphobia. Please do not read if these things will trigger you.

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    Connor Murphy kills himself after his fiancé, Evan Hansen's death.

    But, instead of dying, Connor wakes up in a strange, alternate world.

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    When Evan's attempt doesn't fail, he finds out ghosts exist by becoming one. Evan, as a ghost, decides to visit the people he had wanted to talk to when alive because he thought no one would be able to see him. He ends up in the Murphy household and finds out that the one and only Connor Murphy seems to be able to see him.
    a deal between the two ensue and the lies begin to be created.

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    kind of like Connor in Evan's shoes, Evan is a ghost an finds Connor kind of cool even though the only reason he was ever to at the Murphy house was to see if Zoe was home.

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    Or the fan fic i didnt proof read and said "f it post it online"

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    Connor struggles to be himself on a transphobic family, Evan tries to overcome his anxiety and be more open. what happens when at 16 they discover they have a soulmate?
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    After Evan saves Connor from dying he and his friends will have to figure out what to do next.

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    Dear Evan Hansen, but it’s written by someone based on only songs, knowledge from fanfiction, Jared Kleinman’s wiki and Alana Beck’s wiki.
    Also some insight from someone who's read it, but not much as I made a vow.
    I also just went off track at a point so there's that.

    I will post a new chapter every weekend!

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    Edit on 12/5/20: I kinda lost inspiration for this story because school became too much, and now a year has passed and I realized I kinda left without an explanation, and I felt guilty so here it is... Anyway. I'll be leaving the fic up in case I ever want to come back to it, but right now it seems unlikely. DEH is still a favorite of mine, though!

    What if Connor really was there when Evan fell out of the tree? What if that was the day that they had met, rather than the other day, over the letter about Zoe?

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    It started and ended with a letter, but it's what happens between that makes it hurt.
    ...
    After a chance encounter and an unlucky coincidence, Evan Hansen is believed to be the best friend of Connor Murphy, who is in a coma following an unsuccessful suicide attempt. Sustaining the lie is hard enough when it's only his own mind he has to cope with, but when Connor wakes up, things begin to get a whole lot more complicated...

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    Connor has a headache but accidentally takes NyQuil instead of DayQuil. Oof this was badly written

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    "Based on the prompt- I’m drugged up on cough medicine and right now sounds like a gREAT time to tell you how hot you are and pass out in your car."

    Connor gets a cough and goes to a drastic measure to feel better. Hilarity ensues.

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    //CURRENTLY REWRITING, THOUGH MOST OF FIRST CHAPTERS WILL STAY THE SAME STORYLINE-WISE//

    // will try to update every saturday //

    Connor Murphy attempted suicide one night, after a day that was just too much for him to bear. Fortunately, his mother came in later on and he was rushed to a hospital and his life was saved. He was sent to live in an a psychiatric care hospital in order to assess his mental health.

    Evan Hansen fell out of a tree...at least that's what he told his mother...But when she found a crumpled up peice of paper with her son's handwriting on it in the trash, she soon learned that that wasn't the full story. Now he's being sent to a psychiatric hospital for the same reason.

    The two boys knew each other in school, though they were never really a part of the same circles, now they're being forced together in their journey to 'find the goodness in life', whatever that means.

    Disclaimer: Updates will sometimes be random as fuck. I don't always have a lot of time to write atm so if anyone actually likes this piece of shit I apologize??

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    Evan needs to get out of his house and he stumbles upon a fairly drunk Connor Murphy at a playground at 3 o'clock in the morning

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    By all means, Connor Murphy was dead. He's been dead for years. Years have passed since the incident, since the project, since his falling out with the people around him.

    He left it behind, at least, he thought he did.

    But in his hand was something that defied reason and logic, a letter. A breadcrumb trail leading far from his home, with perhaps the object of all his guilt waiting at the end.

    He follows

    Or: The Silent Hill AU No One Asked For

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    A collection of one shots and headcannons about Dear Evan Hansen centering around Connor and Evan.

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    Connor hadn't known being dead was this stressful. If he had, maybe he wouldn't have taken all those pills. Maybe he wouldn't be a ghost, unable to communicate or interact with the living world. Maybe the only person who could see him wouldn't be none other than the tree hugging, stammering Evan Hansen.

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    TheInsanelyCoolJaredKleinman: wow fuck yuo ev

    Evan Hansen: no thank u that isn't your job

    TheInsanelyCoolJaredKleinman: ur right it's the murphy's job

    TheInsanelyCoolJaredKleinman: but which oen ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

    Evan Hansen: jARED N O

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    "Connor watches as Evan gapes blankly at him, and feels frustration bubbling up in his chest, because why on earth did he think a living, breathing real human being would understand? Why am I telling you this?

     

    He is angry and sad and hurt and frustrated, and then he is gone."

     

     

    or, alternatively, Connor finds no one mourns the wicked, the Murphys go through their requiem, and dying isn't any easier.

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