12 Works in Gay Alana Beck

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    Summary

    *Previously Titled: Bitter and Broken*

    Imagine a world, where the person you lived for, was living for someone else.

    When a slightly apologetic Connor returns Evans' letter and arrives home late his entire life turns into a mess he wants no part of. Still, if staying on this ride means he gets to keep Evans' warm smiles and bright eyes and precious little blushes in his life, he can handle it.

    If only Evans' looks of love were directed at him though.

    (I'm bad at summaries but the fic is better than it sounds. Also the point of view will shift from in-between Evan and Connor.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,253
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    518
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    Alana is a lost girl in high school who tries too hard to fit in with those around her.

    Zoe is a broken daughter in a broken family who needs something good to hold onto.

    Evan is an anxiety-ridden boy who doesn't know how to connect with those around him.

    Connor is a troubled teenager who can't seem to find any light in the world or himself.

    Jared is an insecure loner who uses humor to compensate for how he feels inside.

    But when Connor's attempted suicide fails and all five are connected to the event, how will their stories unravel? Will they find love and friendship, or will they continue to face the world alone?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,130
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    46
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    383
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    Evan Hansen, resident bisexual disaster, is, surprisingly, anxiously uncertain about his bisexuality. Connor is having absolutely none of it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,001
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    247
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    “For what it’s worth,” Connor says casually, “I don’t think you should die tonight.”

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    55,594
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    333
    Kudos:
    686
    Bookmarks:
    99
    Hits:
    5526
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    Everything that reminded Jared of high school was in a box at his parents’ house. Not that he wasn’t nostalgic, he would sometimes spend hours rifling through his memories, but everything related to high school caused him to feel a special sort of emptiness, and he wasn’t a sadist. No, he’d much rather forget high school ever happened.

    ///

    in which jared uses music to cope and a certain long lost friend (crush) finds out after three years of radio silence.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,266
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    89
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    558
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    It all started as a mistake. At least, that’s what Alana told herself. If they hadn’t gone out that night, celebrating Zoe’s being top of her class at their college, it would have never happened. If Zoe hadn’t been so clingy, if Alana hadn’t let her better judgement fly out the window, if Jared hadn’t bought them that cab. The list went on.

    Alana would tell herself anything to avoid realizing what had actually happened.

     

    A “friends with benefits” AU that- yeah, we all know how this is going to end.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,151
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    188
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    Evan tells Jared to shut up and Jared takes it a little too literally.
    It doesn't help that he keeps being haunted by certain words that have been hurled at him half a year ago.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,747
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    151
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    1183
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    Police Officer!Alana and Robber!Zoe

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    583
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    133
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    Shit. Evan wrote this. Evan Hansen, the cute kid with a stutter and a broken arm, had written a letter so self loathing it had been misconstrued for a suicide note. And that broke Connor’s fucking heart.

    “Shit, man,” Connor finally said, “You’re as fucked up as me.”

    ---

    Connor survives. There's still a misunderstanding. The Murphys try their best to pick up the pieces, and Evan gets dragged into it all.
    Oh, and everyone thinks Connor and Evan are dating, too.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,487
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    647
    Bookmarks:
    82
    Hits:
    5695
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    Connor and Evan have just graduated senior year. Although they knew of each other's existence, they didn't get to officially meet up until this point. They begin to realize that they have several things in common. They get to know each other and get closer but things will get crazy as soon as summer comes to a close and they both get jobs and head off to college. The two will rub off on each other, causing for tons of fun and such.... but will their relationship last once they have more obligations to handle?

    Basically this is just a slow burn of a cute (but complicated) friendship and it'll turn into a cute (but complicated) relationship. Also, the whole squad will come together too! So, join me in my first writing adventure for some beautiful and funny TreeBros, GalaxyGirls, and insanely cool Jared Kleinman moments!!!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,451
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    55
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    501
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    AU where Connor tries his best to make friends with the cute boy that moved in next door. It goes a lot better than expected.

    A heavily gay high school slice-of-life. Chapters are short but I update frequently.

    NOTICE: This has officially turned into a Sincerely Three fic! The focus is mainly on Tree Bros in the beginning but I was too weak to leave Jared out of it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    59,752
    Chapters:
    71/?
    Comments:
    1690
    Kudos:
    2584
    Bookmarks:
    198
    Hits:
    33426
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    Mr. and Mrs. Murphy wonder if maybe Connor and Evan were dating. Evan wonders if he can ever get out of the mess he's made.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    66,029
    Chapters:
    30/30
    Comments:
    882
    Kudos:
    1234
    Bookmarks:
    126
    Hits:
    22208

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