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    Evan keeps waking up on the first day of senior year.

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    connor keeps receiving love letters. i wonder who they’re from!

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    The snow began to fall, and so did Evan. Except it was intentional. And from a tree very, very high up. And Evan wanted to die, which he was pretty sure snow didn't care about.
    But once Evan kills himself once, he appears right back on to the tree he jumped from just a minute ago. As he tries again and again, one thing becomes clear: no matter what, he wasn't going to die.
    When his ex-boyfriend, Connor Murphy becomes a part of things, he slowly realizes that maybe living isn't so bad after all. Not when they can figure it out together.

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    In second grade Connor threw a printer at their teacher because she didn’t let him be line leader. Most people don’t know that it was also Connor's birthday and Riley Cummings had thrown a tantrum and gotten to be line leader.

    What most people also don’t know is that is the day that Connor and Evan became friends, Evan had asked him what was wrong and the two quickly had gotten on and were very close, right from day one.

    And as the two got older they only got closer and closer, they were best friends.

     

    The pair hated being in high school, everyone sucked and no one in high school is likeable unless you're in the same circle, and the only other person who was tolerable for Connor was Evan. And the two were perfectly okay with that, after all they only needed each other right?

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    The one where Conner and Evan are childhood friends and fall in love without even realizing that they like each other, but everyone else can totally tell

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    5 moments where Connor and Evan are oblivious, +1 where they get actually together

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    His whole body slumps, like he’s been spring-wired with anxiety just from speaking with Connor up until this point. Or maybe just from the day he’s had— the past few days he’s had. Connor doesn’t know, maybe he’s had a lot of bad days all in a row. Maybe his whole life has been a string of bad days.

    Kind of like Connor’s has.

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    But it's okay. They're fine. Nothing to worry about.

    Except they've all got issues and no one to help them but themselves. Stuck in a sea of wrong, even the simplest of tasks can feel daunting. But when a student from their high school tries (and fails) to commit suicide, five kids are suddenly drawn together. It's easy to forget you've got people to lean on when there's no one there, but these five are willing to show one another that they'll always be there, no matter what.

    Follow the lives of five seemingly normal, plain, boring highschoolers as they navigate their lives with the weight of the world on their shoulders, and come together to realize sometimes, a found family is more than enough.

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    Connor sighed. He already assumed all the took up his mind was Connor’s very known sister. Even if he was the one giving him a handjob.
    “C-C-Connor..” He whispered out. As if he was even hiding it from himself.
    ‘Didn’t this just get 10 times more interesting.’ Connor felt his hand go faster.
    -
    In which Evan Hansen hasn’t been able to get himself off in a long time so Connor Murphy decides to help him.

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    Basically, Evan didn’t write the letter, Conner didn’t find it, and they became friends. Alana is already friends with Conner and falls in love with his sister.

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    What if Evan was a little more detailed in his therapy letters?

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    Depressed high school student Connor Murphy coincidentally meets a fellow depressed student called Evan Hansen through an awkward learning experience. But even with the same disorder, they’re so different. Why?

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    Connor and Jared are partnered for a school project and as they spend more time together they begin to develop feelings for each other, hijinks and pining ensue

    (Formerly known as 'I Won't Let You Break Me')

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    Evan has a problem. He doesn't know where it stemmed from, or why, or even how long its been going on. But this problem is a boy with long, soft hair and paint under his nails and bags under his eyes. His problem is the boy that always lashes out at everyone and everything, the boy that can go from being angry to crying in the school bathroom in almost a blink of an eye. His problem's name is Connor.
    Connor Murphy.

    or

    Where Evan has a crush on Connor instead of Zoe, and manages to keep him alive for just a while longer.

     

    Title is from Part From Me by The Avett Brothers (previously titled "getting to see sky for forever")

    i have audhd do not expect an upload schedule /gen

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    It’s been twenty years since Evan graduated high school, and things finally started to seem like they were turning around.

    Only for him to wake up in his old room, 37 years ago.

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    Connor Murphy is almost a common, angsty teenager. Emphasis on almost, because usually normal teenagers AREN'T in someone else's body. Especially not with someone they barely know. Evan Hansen was almost a common teenager as well, but he was on the other side of the story. How will these boys fix this mess create by a messy witch looking for a way to make a point? Will they fix each other or be too focused on hating each other (or an unreciprocated heavy disliking from Connor to Evan?) Why don't you read it to find out?

    *AS OF MAY 10 2023 THIS FIC IS NO LONGER BEING UPDATED

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    Dear Evan Hansen and Newsies crossover because i love them both

    Evan Hansen goes to college hoping that it'll be better than high school. He's ready to start anew, make friends with his roommate, maybe even date someone. What he isn't expecting is his high schools notorious troubled kid, Connor Murphy, to be thrust into his life by his roommate.

    Jack Kelly is in love with his best friend. The problem is, he hasn't realised it. Until he does, and really what could taht do but cause problems?

    well that's a shit summary, but i honestly have no idea where i'm going with this, but please read it

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    Connor survived his attempt at the beginning of 12th grade. Now the year is almost over but things aren't any better. He's trying. He's trying so hard and no one seems to see it.
    But then there's Evan...
    And maybe he isn't as alone as he once was. Maybe there is someone there to see him trying.
    ~~~
    (Ch 1 excerpt)

    Why didn't they see that he was trying? It's not like he wanted to be a fucking failure. That was just him and you'd think they would have gotten the memo by now, but nope. Another day another disappointment.

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    During the first day of school, when Connor walks away after their second confrontation goes surprisingly well, Evan decides to chase after Connor. Love (lust) and heartbreak ensue.

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    "Fuck 'em." He'd say.

    Some comfort character stuff I wrote. Connor at home smoking weed and rethinking life.

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    Evan Hansen had just finished typing out his letter for himself when Connor Murphy came up to him.
    “No one’s signed your cast.” Connor stated with no preamble. He had the same eyes as his sister Zoe, dark and full of secrets.
    “Yeah, I know.” Evan sighed.
    “I’ll sign it.” Connor grabbed a marker, writing his name across most of the cast, “Now we can both pretend we have friends.”
    There was a darkness in Connor’s eyes that made Evan uneasy. In a moment of bravery, as Connor turned to leave, Evan called out to him.
    “Why pretend? I’ll be your friend. Here,” he pulled out his phone, “put your number in. I’ll text you”
    Connor smiled softly, and Evan thought that he had never seen anything so beautiful. “Sure. See you around.”

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