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    After the events of the Supernatural series finale, Sam and Dean Winchester attempt to make use of their newfound free will. Now, just over month later, the two have found that they haven't been able to just "Carry On". With memories of their traumas flooding back slowly, the duo struggle to move forward and leave the past behind.

    From traumas of past fights, old wounds, failed relationships, and relationships that never got a chance to be, the brothers face the inevitable: accepting life anew. Unfortunately life anew is hard to accept when so much has been left behind and one has so much yet to discover.

    My take of Season 16, where it picks up, and where it should leave off.

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    Act One: We rescue Cas from the Empty.

    Act Two: Sam runs in with a few figures from his past.

    Act Three: The entire hunter community combines forces to save Dean. Then, Dean saves himself.

    This is Season 17, the next season of Supernatural. I'm writing the ending we and the characters actually deserve.

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    The beer in Heaven is shit, the weather is iffy, and Dean is avoiding all thought of a certain angel. When Cas finally turns up, all righteous fury and dazzling wings, insisting that he can change the past in order to save Dean’s sorry ass—really, what's there to lose?

    His second chance at life isn't as simple as he'd hoped however—Dean’s still the same screwed up guy with daddy issues and an addiction to danger and whiskey. Worse still, he can't forget about Cas’ confession. His angel may be human now, but those searching blue eyes are still impossible to ignore.

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    The title says it all.
    This fic shows the journey of Dean fighting his own internalized homophobia and coming in term with his bisexuality.

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    what happens when a tired lone hunter meets a fake psychic detective? .... they start dating and slowly fall in love, of course!

    random moments of dean and shawn's lives spent together.

    co-written in different time-zones and zero sleep between the two of us.

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    Dean knew it was his own fault that his alpha's treated him terribly. It had to be his own fault. Both of his alpha's were his own flesh and blood, and neither one had treated him right in the end. So despite all the physical ailments of not having an alpha bond, he refused to enter another alpha bond. His Alpha Rejection Syndrome (ARS) was getting worse, but it wasn't worth the risk.

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    The Winchester family ends up in a different universe. The meet the Lightwoods. When Dean finds out about Alec and Magnus, he starts questioning whether he can be that happy with Castiel.

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    College is hard enough without hating yourself and not being able to love anyone else the way that everyone seems to expect. Add being the son of John Winchester, and the son raised by his older brothers, each in very different (yet still awful) ways, and you have one hell of a time.
    Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester are trying to navigate their ways through college, haunting pasts and crappy home lives that just wont seem to leave them alone. Can they help eachother? Or will they just make it worse?

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    Sage Winchester is the youngest Winchester sibling, and the most dangerous of them all. But Sage, like Sam, wants more with her life. So she changes her name to Angel Atlas, goes to college, and leaves the hunting life behind, though never losing contact with her brothers. Next thing she knows, Angel is part of a mentorship program with the FBI, and not just any unit, the FBI's most famous group, the Behavioral Analysis Unit. Now, Angel and 6 other students fresh out of college find themselves apprenticed by some of the greatest minds in the country. But when Angel's past comes back to haunt her, will she be able to keep that life a secret from the prying eyes of her team, especially her mentor, Aaron Hotchner? Or will her worlds collide, crumbling around her?

    In less dramatic words, what would happen if the secret third Winchester sibling joined the BAU?
    Also, as a preface, I don't have an exact time in each show this is set. John Winchester, Ellen and Jo Harvelle, Ash, Gabriel, Crowley, and Strauss are alive. Mary Winchester is not. Emily is in the BAU again. Jack is full-grown, but not much has changed. imagine its a few years in the future and Jack is a few years older. hope you enjoy!

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    Another town, another school, another chance to (hopefully) get things right.

    It's Dean Winchester's senior year of high school, and for the first time he is actually kind of excited to get up in the morning. It's not so much the classes that intrigue him but a boy with crystal blue eyes and a pearly white smile that makes his knees feel weak. Castiel Novak is the president of the school's LGBTQIA+ organization and probably the most beautiful person Dean has ever seen, but he is not sure what to make of these new feelings, especially since they bring up issues he's been trying to avoid for a long time.

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    Dean Winchester was a sub.

    Now, that’s not to say he was a pushover - growing up raising his younger brother, Sam, had taught him how to insist on bedtimes and take care of people.

    Dean Winchester didn’t know he was a sub, of course.

    Having always been forced to play the part, Dean was confident in his identity as an alpha male. He loved his car, he loved women, and he loved a cold beer after a long and grueling hunt.

    Dean Winchester was also bisexual.

    Of course, he didn’t know that either. He had only ever been with women, and he had so much internalized homophobia from his dad’s A-plus parenting that he never even considered that he wasn’t straight.

    Until he went to a gay club and obtained a strange phone number from a stranger it didn’t belong to.

    UPDATES SUNDAYS

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    When Dean Winchester arrived in heaven, he found peace. Or something.

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    It takes Dean a while to go see his parents. It takes him even longer to see Cas. After that, they grapple with the complexities and pleasures of eternal life. Is it all it’s cracked up to be?

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    Dean is visited by Jack in a dream just prior to the start of the episode 15x20 "Carry On".
    What he is told spurs the events we see on screen.

    Plus some further in-depth and fleshed out ideas to try and make sense of the finale.

    How did Cas make it out of the empty?

    Would The Dean Winchester really just roll over and die?

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    Some time around the end of December, 2005 Sam and Dean agreed one day, no new Jobs ahead for the week, that they needed a small break. Sam was the one that came with this idea, obviously, and Dean at first wasn't very enthusiastic about it -even though he needed it-. Eventually he agreed and that same night Dean left the hotel they were staying at and took the impala for a ride. Dean went to a bar and to a movie theater, he saw a recently released movie about cowboys: Brokeback Mountain.

     

    Or Dean has internalized biphobia, watches Brokeback Mountain and sees himself in Ennis del Mar, the end of the movie breaks him and later the events of that unfortunate November 5th leaves him lost. When he gets his angel back and seems to have found the words to express how he feels, dean struggles to feel ready and has a nightmare.

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    Dean Winchester has anger issues. We all know this. His father is not making it easy for him, and now he has no idea how to cope with these feelings and scars.

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    "You have given me what I needed most. I want to do the same for you," Amara had told him.

    What if what Dean Winchester had needed most wasn't Mary back, but was for his long coveted Angel to finally be HIS Angel.

    Of course getting what you wish for is never as simple as it first appears and it isn't long before Dean discovers being with Castiel means getting a hell of a lot more than he bargained for.
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    Dean had known Cas to go over protective on him before, but this was ridiculous. It was only a bit of food poisoning, or a bug. Living most of his life on the road, surviving on truck stops and greasy diner food, Dean had had plenty in his time. Twenty four hours at the most and he’d be back to his usual self. There was really no need for Cas’ panic.

    Was weird that he hadn’t healed him though.

    “Your healing mojo must be off,” Dean grumbled. “Still feel like crap.”

    “You’re not sick.” Cas' eyes never left the road ahead.

    “Oh yeah?” Dean cocked a cheeky eyebrow, “The chunks I blew at the side of the road back there would prove otherwise.”

    “You’re not sick,” Cas repeated, deathly serious. “...You’re pregnant.”

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    Set during season 11, Sam, Dean, and Cas are shocked to find members of their family that were long dead and halfway across the country in the Dean Cave. Together, they watch some of the saddest, funniest, cutest, and most plot-filled episodes of Supernatural.

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    Castiel owns The Garrison, a popular club in a midsized Midwest town. He also has a dark past he can’t quite get away from and a darkness within, a dark, oily sludge, he's never quite been able to rid himself of.

    Dean is in yet another new town, his brother just left for college on the other side of the country and his dad just up and vanished in the middle of the night without warning. He’s alone, angry, and bristling with a recklessness that mimics the untamed inferno raging behind his ribcage, something he’s fought to tame his entire life.

    Does darkness always equate to evil? Does light always allude to purity?

    Or do both extremes consume entirely, simply in different ways?

    Can Castiel and Dean help contain the others demons before they become too much?

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    It’s been a few weeks since the incident on the bench between Dean and Cas. Dean has been avoiding Cas, but when Sam and Eileen leave on a routine vamp hunt, the two are forced to mingle. After a severe case of mixed-signals, they find themselves in another argument. Dean works in the yard, trying to forget about it all. But he watches Jack playing with miracle in the garden, and realizes he needs to get it together for him. He finally faces his inner demons, and comes to terms with his sexuality. this takes place in mid to late June.

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