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    All my works for Femslash February 2020! Spoilers, NSFW, and trigger warnings will be marked accordingly.

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    We go waaaaaaaaay back-ack-ack-ack-ack-ack-ack-ack-ack
    Titles are from Letterman by the Gay Nineties, inspired by this animatic by kkamikazed: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3I_J0P8i_0c
    Anyway. This is a Kleinsen slow burn from Jared's point of view. It's mostly about character development, and how Jared and Evan grow from angsty teens to functioning (wow!) adults together, not like in a "I'll fix you baybey" way but in a realistic, mature way.

    This fic was originally posted about a month ago, but I've edited it a ton and decided to repost it as a new work. It's the same premise, but I think that I've made Jared more in character and that it's fleshed out a bit more like I wanted it to be.

    I live for kudos and comments so like, please. I will die.

    I might add more tags as I go along, we'll see where it goes from here :)

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    Evan Hansen felt like there was no hope left. Everything terrible in his life was crushing him to point he couldn't breathe. Just when he was about to end it all, a certain boy with long hair passed by.

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    So as it turns out, Mr Heere was a tad more attractive if he put on pants. Or apparently that's what Heidi Hansen had thought.
    The Hansens and Heeres come together, along with some friends. Gay shenanigans ensue.

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    "She feels a little bit like a sixth grader who thinks they’re getting married to their boyfriend of a week, but she doesn’t particularly care.  It’s rather refreshing, being human."

    alana is pining and has issues

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    "Which one of us do you think is the most attractive?"

     

    "That's not fair,"

     

    "Just answer the question, Connor,"

     

    "Um... Evan, I guess."

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    Basically, this is purely Connor and Evan's computer lab exchange gone happy ending. Which is a trope used in this fandom a lot so I know people like it.

    There will be little to no angst. Whatever angst there is will mostly be Evan having anxiety over things or Connor brooding. (Let's face it, we all love when one part of the ship comforts the other part.)

    Or: I'm procrastinating on Five Things some more, and fluff is what I'm needing at the moment.

    If you've read We'll Fall Together or Tree Bros With Interesting Foes, it's like those stories, only it's pure fluff.

    Enjoy!

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    IamLohstforwords: how did you know you liked each other?

    Reinds: well...

    Boyf: he threw pokeballs at me.

    IamLohstforwords: ... what?

    Reinds: these Pokeball.jpg AND FYI, THEY HAD CONFESSION NOTES INSIDE THEM!!

    Boyf: WELL HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW? YOU LITERALLY PEGGED THEM AT ME FASTER THAN I COULD OPEN THEM

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    A Be More Chill chat fic thingo... there could be actual writing and stuff later on, but I'm planning on keeping it this way...

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    I love chat fics, so here u go

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    “Oh me? Oh I fell-“

    He stared at me prodding me on-

    “Out of a tree.” I finished

    He laughed, oh god, “You fell out of a tree? That’s like- the saddest fucking thing I’ve ever heard.”

    I swallowed and nodded trying to laugh with him, it’s not his fault he doesn’t know how easily I get hurt, “no- yeah I know it is.”

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    Connor knew she would be the end of him when she saw those curious lavender locks sprawled all over the grass of his backyard. Mina Murray was something else, and maybe she could fix him.

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    The most drama-filled high school ever. Connor is suicidal. Michael Doesn't understand. JD wishes he could start over. Suicide, Self-harm, and angst are only the tip of the iceberg.

     

    I suck at summaries so bear with me.

    [Indefinite hiatus, update in chapter 5]

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    The most drama-filled high school ever. Connor is suicidal. Michael Doesn't understand. JD wishes he could start over. Suicide, Self-harm, and angst are only the tip of the iceberg.

     

    Those of you who read the original of these works, i assure you this one will be much more well put-together. Those who didn't, please don't it was terrible. Either way, I hope you enjoy!

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    DISCONTINUED

    In this AU when something is written/inflicted on your skin, it appears on your soulmate's body as well.

    Connor Murphy has been depressed his whole life. From his father being a homophobic asshole to his mother too clingy, there are many reasons why. The only thing that would help him escape from the mental pain he was being put through was pain itself. So, he cuts.

    He keeps on cutting until one day, a message appears on the back of his right forearm...

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    Jared is not having the best day, but at least his insanely cute boyfriend is there with him.

    Also, Connor is there too sort of.

     

    Trigger warnings: self-harm mentioned/depicted, suicidal thoughts, mentions of past suicide attempt(s), brief panic attack, underage drinking mentioned, internalized homophobia, swearing

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    Alana Beck has had it out for Zoe since sophomore year. Months of pining and late-night hype sessions prepared her for the day the two would start dating, but nothing would prepare her for Evan Hansen.
    Evan Hansen, the kid who almost nobody noticed. Senior year, he's suddenly more confident, more sociable; Just...more.
    Alana comes down with a cough first.

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    Connor is storming away again, clutching Evan’s letter in his fist and Evan tries to yell after him and plead for it back, but Connor seems like he’s on a mission. And, thankfully, he didn’t hit Evan, so Evan doesn’t feel like he needs to chase after Connor, but then again: he has Evan’s letter. And that letter is more personal than it usually would be and now Connor Murphy has it and it directly talks about Zoe Murphy and if Connor is as bad as everyone says he is, it will be plastered all over social media tomorrow, if not printed out and hung in the hallways for everyone to see and laugh at.

    Evan makes a decision.

    He chases after Connor.

    +++

    or the one where Evan explains himself to Connor and they become friends.

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    Connor Murphy has a pretty good life.
    A husband who loves him, friends who care about him, and a daughter who always keeps him on his toes.
    Yeah. Life is pretty sweet.
    That is, until one morning he wakes up to find himself in his teenage body.

    Well this is just fucking great.

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    Platonic soulmate AU!

    If you would have asked Connor a year ago, he would have said that soulmates just made everything worse. After all, his own soulmate was a dick, to everyone and anyone but especially to him. That, plus the fact that he had had a massive unrequited crush going back years on the boy soul-bonded to his younger sister….Well it would be enough to give anyone pause.

    title from Sick of Losing Soulmates by dodie

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    “What if we faked dated to try and you know make them jealous?" Jared suggested as he and Alana laid upon Jared's roof, staring at the stars above them.
    "You think we could pull it off?" Alana asked as she turned to face Jared.
    "I mean why not, we both did theater for a year might as well use this to our advantage." Jared shrugged staring into his best friends eyes.
    "Alright deal." Alana said as she reached her hand out to Jared and the two of them shook on it.

    Jared had a huge problem. The problem at hand being Connor Murphy.
    Alana also had an issue. Her issue being her crush on Zoe Murphy.

    Or in short Jared and Alana pretend to date to try and make Connor and Zoe Jealous.

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