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    Connor Murphy has been trying, he really has. And when he has a great boyfriend, it seems like it’s clear waters from here on out.

    But getting over addiction is hard.

    Especially when the drugs are there in your closet.

    And you know how to get into the liquor cabinet.

    ~~

    Update schedule has been ☆abandoned☆, I'll update when I feel like it

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    Evan Hansen knew he put Zoe Murphy up on a pedestal. He made her out to be this perfect person when he didn't even know her. He knew he wasn't in love with her but more the idea of her. He knew that if he ever got to know her it probably wouldn't change a thing. He knew that. Still, all his hope was pinned on Zoe. Until-

    Connor Murphy went into that computer lab hoping that he could find a reason to hold on one more day. Just a simple sign that he didn't screw up everything, that he didn't always have to leave a trail of destruction in his wake.

    -or-

    What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter.

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    But it's okay. They're fine. Nothing to worry about.

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    Connor lays there on the couch listening to Zoe and her friends screech upstairs. He would be trying to listen to Welcome To Night Vale but they're too loud and he can't really focus. That night Zoe tells him he's legally required to sit with them at lunch the next day. He does so in the small hopes that he might actually have friends. Turns out he might be getting a little more and he might come out of this whole thing a whole hell of a lot gayer.

    (I'm (still) pissed off that there isn't enough Sincerely Three content on this site so I'm now writing this)

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    All my works for Femslash February 2020! Spoilers, NSFW, and trigger warnings will be marked accordingly.

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    “How long have you known that you like girls?”

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    When you turn seventeen, you get your dream. Your dream decides your future. You either have powers, or you don’t.

    Connor isn’t worried about his dream, he knows he won’t get powers.

    Evan’s freaked about his dream, he has no clue if he will get powers.

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    Evan and Jared fall in love under a tree.

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    “It’s also a metaphor for us if you think about it.” Christine added.

    “How so?” Alana raised an eyebrow.

    Christine smiled proudly. “You’re fancy like a wine glass, and I’m fun like chocolate milk!”

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    Evan Hansen felt like there was no hope left. Everything terrible in his life was crushing him to point he couldn't breathe. Just when he was about to end it all, a certain boy with long hair passed by.

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    I love chat fics, so here u go

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    Alana and Zoe decide to celebrate after Zoe and the Jazz band win their final competition of the year.

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    IamLohstforwords: how did you know you liked each other?

    Reinds: well...

    Boyf: he threw pokeballs at me.

    IamLohstforwords: ... what?

    Reinds: these Pokeball.jpg AND FYI, THEY HAD CONFESSION NOTES INSIDE THEM!!

    Boyf: WELL HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW? YOU LITERALLY PEGGED THEM AT ME FASTER THAN I COULD OPEN THEM

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    A Be More Chill chat fic thingo... there could be actual writing and stuff later on, but I'm planning on keeping it this way...

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    So as it turns out, Mr Heere was a tad more attractive if he put on pants. Or apparently that's what Heidi Hansen had thought.
    The Hansens and Heeres come together, along with some friends. Gay shenanigans ensue.

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    "She feels a little bit like a sixth grader who thinks they’re getting married to their boyfriend of a week, but she doesn’t particularly care.  It’s rather refreshing, being human."

    alana is pining and has issues

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    "Which one of us do you think is the most attractive?"

     

    "That's not fair,"

     

    "Just answer the question, Connor,"

     

    "Um... Evan, I guess."

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    Basically, this is purely Connor and Evan's computer lab exchange gone happy ending. Which is a trope used in this fandom a lot so I know people like it.

    There will be little to no angst. Whatever angst there is will mostly be Evan having anxiety over things or Connor brooding. (Let's face it, we all love when one part of the ship comforts the other part.)

    Or: I'm procrastinating on Five Things some more, and fluff is what I'm needing at the moment.

    If you've read We'll Fall Together or Tree Bros With Interesting Foes, it's like those stories, only it's pure fluff.

    Enjoy!

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    “Oh me? Oh I fell-“

    He stared at me prodding me on-

    “Out of a tree.” I finished

    He laughed, oh god, “You fell out of a tree? That’s like- the saddest fucking thing I’ve ever heard.”

    I swallowed and nodded trying to laugh with him, it’s not his fault he doesn’t know how easily I get hurt, “no- yeah I know it is.”

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    The most drama-filled high school ever. Connor is suicidal. Michael Doesn't understand. JD wishes he could start over. Suicide, Self-harm, and angst are only the tip of the iceberg.

     

    Those of you who read the original of these works, i assure you this one will be much more well put-together. Those who didn't, please don't it was terrible. Either way, I hope you enjoy!

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    DISCONTINUED

    In this AU when something is written/inflicted on your skin, it appears on your soulmate's body as well.

    Connor Murphy has been depressed his whole life. From his father being a homophobic asshole to his mother too clingy, there are many reasons why. The only thing that would help him escape from the mental pain he was being put through was pain itself. So, he cuts.

    He keeps on cutting until one day, a message appears on the back of his right forearm...

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