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(DEH) MY Suicide Note This Time by Trekkiehood
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
29 Nov 2019
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"Dear Evan Hansen,
Everything went wrong. Everything went so wrong. Because I can't do anything right, but we already knew that so I don't know why anyone was surprised.
And I'm back here now. Writing a suicide note to myself. MY suicide note this time. "
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After "Words Fail" Evan goes home and decides to make everything right. After all, he can't do any more damage once he's dead, right?
Just his note, no story as of yet.
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Evan Hansen has had 3 fateful days during his life.
The first day, Evan was 12 years old, and he received a fortune he would never let go of.
The second, Evan was found by Connor Murphy.
The third, Connor Murphy vanished, and Evan was the last to see him.
*Everything that can happen, will happen.*
"There's one more day, one more fateful day, there has to be, he's sure of it. He only hopes that when that day comes, he finds what he's been looking for."
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Pretend I’m something other by scooter3scooter
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spiderman Homecoming, Dear Evan Hansen, Your Name AU - Fandom, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
18 Nov 2019
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Though my breathing was still too quick to really be useful I looked around the unfamiliar room. The red blankets were still on the floor from when I threw them off of me upon waking up in this tiny room. My first thought was that I was kidnapped, but that doesn’t make any sense. I remember going to bed last night in the apartment, I didn’t even go out Spider-Manning, I had too much homework. Mr. Stark keeps telling me I can’t choose patrolling over school anymore.
Mr. Stark! I have to call him! I have to ask him to come get me.
No, no he’ll think I’m crazy. He’ll think I’m insane and then he’ll take the suit away again and he’ll tell May and then she’ll get so worried. I’ve been getting better! The nightmares aren’t as frequent, I’ve finally started to get better, I can’t ruin it.
But I’m alone. I’m alone in someone else’s body.
That thought, even to me, still sounds insane.
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In which Peter Parker and Evan Hansen switch bodies
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Is It Really You? by The_Road_So_Far_Paved_With_Blood
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Hamilton - Miranda
10 Nov 2019
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DISCONTINUED
In this AU when something is written/inflicted on your skin, it appears on your soulmate's body as well.
Connor Murphy has been depressed his whole life. From his father being a homophobic asshole to his mother too clingy, there are many reasons why. The only thing that would help him escape from the mental pain he was being put through was pain itself. So, he cuts.
He keeps on cutting until one day, a message appears on the back of his right forearm...
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- 8/?
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"Evan Hansen lays on the patch of forest floor where he died."
Evan Hansen has finally found The Quiet Place and all it took was dying. He would very much like to stay here except for the troubling fact that Connor Murphy keeps visiting him in the place where dead people go. Evan is not sure if this Connor Murphy is real or not, but he is not about to let him take his own life too because---Evan is not exactly sure why because this whole being dead thing isn't so bad.
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Neurotic by The_Heartsmith for me myself and I
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
01 Oct 2019
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Evan Hansen is your average senior highschooler, or, well, not exactly. With his being unable to spend extended time with anyone at all without wanting to cry and his obsession with trees, and maybe the complete lack of real friends, Evan is a far cry from average.
Oh, and he’s also a halfblood. How ’bout that?
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- Part 1 of Dear Evan Cutesen
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We Can't Forget What We Want To Remember by loser_lover_R_E
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
19 Sep 2019
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Evan is having some issues finding out what he's supposed to do with himself after Connor and Evan's friendship was revealed fake.
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Connor is storming away again, clutching Evan’s letter in his fist and Evan tries to yell after him and plead for it back, but Connor seems like he’s on a mission. And, thankfully, he didn’t hit Evan, so Evan doesn’t feel like he needs to chase after Connor, but then again: he has Evan’s letter. And that letter is more personal than it usually would be and now Connor Murphy has it and it directly talks about Zoe Murphy and if Connor is as bad as everyone says he is, it will be plastered all over social media tomorrow, if not printed out and hung in the hallways for everyone to see and laugh at.
Evan makes a decision.
He chases after Connor.
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or the one where Evan explains himself to Connor and they become friends.
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The First by orphan_account
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) Actor RPF
18 Jul 2019
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_Ill have a new summary_
Evan Hansen was announced dead and Connor couldn't help but feel remorseful. Out of pity he put some flowers on the boys grave and went to the park to clear his head, only to meet someone he didn't think he would be meeting somebody else in the dead of the night
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(manage me) im a mess by transzoemurphy
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
16 Jun 2019
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Evan has a panic attack when he has to present in front of the class
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I never meant for everything to go so far. I never meant for it to be like this. I never meant to get myself trapped. I don’t know if there’s a way out. But it’s all my fault…I know it is.
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Wrong Murphy by royalworldtraveler for liaf_sdrow, super_fast_jelly_fish, hopefulminty, live_laugh_murder
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
16 Mar 2019
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what if evan hansen liked the other murphy sibling?
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Evan Hansen had been as honest as he could. It wasn't meant to turn out this way...
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- English
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- 285
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- 1/1
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He was finally slowly losing it, but at least his hallucination was just a sad looking boy in a pale purple hospital gown with hair Evan wanted to touch.
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During a summer visit to his dad's house in Colorado, Evan meets a mysteriously ghost-like boy named Connor, and his previously boring summer is flipped upside down. -
"I'm Cold" "Hi Cold, I'm Connor" by DigitalGhost
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
21 Dec 2018
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Evan forgot his jacket this morning, which was a terrible idea, as it starts to snow after school. Connor helps out with that though...
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Lay me Down (From the Treetops) by HappyHypocrite
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
24 Nov 2018
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i never see you anymore by danceonthebrink (hetaliatomalia)
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
06 Nov 2018
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And Evan understood the situation now with crystal clarity. The brother that he had been longing to see again for so long was now forever out of his reach, and for some reason the only thing that he could think of was that maybe he and Jeremy weren’t so different after all, despite all this time.
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NyQuil Oops by MGirl113
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson (Broadway Cast) RPF
25 Aug 2018
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Connor has a headache but accidentally takes NyQuil instead of DayQuil. Oof this was badly written
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- Part 7 of DEH Sickfics
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Did I Even Make A Sound? by theultimatefangirl2002
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
23 Aug 2018
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'Dear Evan Hansen.' The words were easy enough to type, but Dr. Sherman had told him to say them out loud. It was bad enough he had to write letters to himself for therapy- if he had to say them out loud while he was typing them, it would make him feel like even more of a freak. 'Today is going to be a good day and here’s why.'
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- Part 3 of Did I Even Make A Sound?
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Evan needs to apologize to Jared. What he did.. wasn't right. And he wants his friend back, if that's even possible.
Jared is angry, and he's finally ready to speak his mind. But even he is surprised by what he has to say.
(canon timeline. takes place in between So Big/So Small and Finale)