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    "Whenever Alec had thought about dying, he had thought it would be painful. He had thought that maybe he would die in a battle, slit open by a blade or by the claws of a demon, fighting alongside Jace against the evil. Frankly, he had always thought that there would be something heroic about the way he died. He had never thought he would die in his sleep, never really considered that one day he just would close his eyes, fall asleep to never wake up again. Yet, here he was."

    A story about death and life, love and letting go.

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    Alec never had an easy life, and he never received love excessively. So, he gives as much love, comfort, and protection to those he loves so they don't feel the way he does.

    Basically examples of how Alec shows his love and how people show/don't show their love to him. Also if he will adopt you as his little sibling, it's what big brother Alec does.

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    About one and a half year after the wedding, everything seems to be going smooth; Alec and Magnus are going strong, at home and as the heads of each their part of the shadow world.
    But maybe it's time for a change. Maybe something is missing.

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    Jace dies at Lake Lynn by the hands of his father and when the Angel brings him back to life, he feels different. There is something dark inside him that needs to be dealt with. Next to this, his long buried feelings for his Parabatai surface with an intensity that demands action. Both Alec and Jace have to decide what risks they are willing to take in order to be together.

    A story about Parabatai love, fighting the evil and defying the Clave.

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    Jace and Alec were kidnapped by a secret government agency and brutally tortured to make them work for them. They were eventually rescued.
    Now they are back home with their loved ones and friends but everything has changed. They survived their ordeal. Now, together with Magnus, Clary and their friends, they need to start the long journey back to happiness. A journey of love, pain, healing, sharing, acceptance and family.
    Meanwhile, Magnus is making sure anyone involved in their kidnapping pays dearly.

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    Magnus Bane has been taken. Alec Lightwood is not merciful in his quest to take him back.

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    When Alec meets a nest of demons one night and Jace comes to his rescue, the night takes a devastating turn that neither of them expected.

     

    Warning for major character death. No happy ending. This is the saddest thing I've ever written.

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    Alec Lightwood is many things: a Shadowhunter, a diplomat, a friend, a brother, a partner, a parent.
    Oh, and by the way, he's Deaf.

     

    A set of one-shots from different perspectives and different points in time.

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    Alec's better. He really is. Ever since marrying Magnus, Alec is the best he's ever been. That doesn't mean he doesn't slip up sometimes.

    Or, in which Alec relapses on an old habit and his siblings & husband are there for him in the aftermath.

    Contains canon-typical self harm. Hopeful/happy ending.

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    5 times Alec wants to die and one time he wants to live.

     

    Trigger warning for suicidal thoughts and canon-typical self harm. This is really sad at some points, so be sure to keep yourself safe <3

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    What if Alec had followed Jace onto Valentine's ship?

    (EDIT : Explicit non-con scenes are now bookended by multiple bands of blue ~*~
    If you want to read the story, but want to skip over those, scroll when you see the blue ~*~ bands and stop and keep reading when you see it again. I can't guarantee that anything not in those segments won't be triggering. The entire fic handles themes of abuse, torture, rape, and incest. But I think I've managed to put an extra layer of warning around the explicit non-con scenes.)

     

    *((EDIT NUMBER 2! If you would like to skip the torture and abuse, and jump right into the healing, You can start at Chapter 5! The beginning note is a synopsis of all the crazy stuff that happened, which will catch you up without having to read all the.... details. Obviously, the darker themes will still be mentioned and addressed, but the actual events are over.

    The story will still involve consensual bdsm dynamics and consensual pseudo incest. Just so you are aware.))*

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    Everybody knew how taboo it was to a pair of parabatais to fall in love with each other, but Alec and Magnus couldn’t help it. They were so gone for their other half, their love only grew with time.

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    Ron is sick, and Harry refuses to leave his side. Years prior, Lily finds herself in a similar situation.

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    After the events of 2x08, Alec and Jace have a talk about what happened and why. Companion fic to Alive.

    Contains parabatai feels and lots of generally angsty content. Hopeful/happy ending.

    Trigger warning for mentions of a suicide attempt, mentions of self harm in the form of training, and descriptions of depression.

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    “I want you three to stay here. Isabelle, look after Max. Sebastian, finish securing the house.” (City of Glass, page 221).

    Max is dead because of him; he knew it and everyone else knew it.

    No wonder everyone is blaming him, he doesn’t need to hear their words, he can see how they are looking at him, and that is enough to tear him apart.

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    'Alec, why aren’t you a Daylighter yet?’
    As time goes on, Alec has fewer and fewer good answers to that question. Sequel to 'Watch Over Me'.

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    When Jace is 5 years old, he watches his mother leave to protect his unborn sister from their abusive father. Thrown away like this, Jace holds on to the things he has left: His father, the Circle and the man he calls the Shadow. Jace understands that he needs to be the child they want him to be to not risk being left behind again.
    When Valentine dies, he comes to live with the Lightwoods and the first time in his life, he understands what love actually is. The bond to Alec and later to his sister Clary goes deeper than he ever could have imagined.
    When in the battle against the Circle he is confronted with the option of letting his family get hurt or sacrifice himself, the choice is easily made. But sacrifices bear often unforeseen consequences which not only the sacrificial lamb has to suffer. Will Alec and Clary be able to safe Jace from his tormentor and from himself?

    The Rape/Non-Con tag and the dubious consent tag do not refer to anything between Alec/Magnus or Alec/Jace.

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    Jace : Back in Idris, you knew my mom, right? I know she killed herself. But before that, her medical records say she exhibited symptoms of psychosis. Was she... was she confused? Did she... forget how she got places?
     
    Luke : Well, sometimes it seemed like that. She'd talk to herself... see things and people who weren't there. 
     
    Jace : Wasn't there anything anyone could do for her? 

    Luke : We tried to get her to go to the Silent Brothers, but she refused. She was afraid they'd declare her unfit for duty. We did what we could on our own, but... nothing seemed to make a difference. ... - ... I know it must be hard for you... to think about your mother and what she went through. But she was an amazing person who helped create another amazing person. So don't forget to hang on to the good.

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    My ultimate Alec sacrifices everything for those he loves and everyone therefore must and will protect Alec! Alec protection squad; here we come!
    And the real summary: Alec offer to take Jace’s punishment. Jace and Izzy fight to accept this while Magnus fight to make it back in time to prevent it. Finally, Izzy, Jace and Magnus plot horrible revenge together against the people who hurt Alec, including his parents!

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    Alec grows up thinking he will never be good enough for Jace; that being his parabatai is all he will ever be. As the years go by Alec goes from being considered Jace’s weakness, not good enough to be his parabatai, to Alec defending Jace when everyone thinks he is Valentine’s son. Then, when it becomes clear Jace is a Herondale, Alec is back to fighting discrimination and scorn alone.
    When Magnus breaks up with him over the Soul Sword and Jace returns from Lake Lyn things between them start to change as Jace finally sees Alec’s struggle and the purity of his love and devotion for him.
    Goes AU at the end of season 2 as in Magnus and Alec never get back together after Magnus leaves him over the Soul Sword episode and Clary and Jace doesn’t get together after Lake Lyn.
    Some angst, hurt/comfort and a whole lot of fluff and romance. With a side serving of sex. Have fun!

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