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    REPOST: since it accidentally got deleted

    TFW does NOT go gently into that good night...

    Finale fix-it fic: What if they get Cas back, but he’s not quite right: feral angel hours, Dean Winchester sorta dealing with “feelings” and “emotions” and Sam is just mostly tired, Eileen is here for the drama.

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    An image of Dean’s smile flashes through Castiel’s mind, the blinding shine of his soul, and how he exists and loves without apology. Dean will save the world, he’s going to save everything, and Castiel wants to be at his side when he does.

    He is worth it, Dean Winchester is worth everything.

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    After the Winchesters save the world for the final time, Dean prays for months for Cas to come back, and he does—permanently human. Now, instead of facing death together, they're facing a life together. While Cas figures out how to be a person, Dean is trying to figure out what kind of person he wants to be.

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    The toddler raises round eyes to Castiel. Round, glowing eyes. Glowing gold.

    He withdraws his thumb from his mouth and reaches out. Castiel doesn’t have to think about it. He lifts his own hand to catch the tiny, sticky one. Shakes it solemnly.

    “Hello, Jack.”

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    “ but Dean!... Just, just listen for a minute ــــ ” 

    “Yeah yeah I know! But hear me out, all the feelings that I have for you, all that we have for each other we get a chance to live it now man! It just so much all the time you’ve got to understand ـــــ” 

    “Dean, I love you.” 

    “Me too, Cas. me too, you don’t know how much, but I love you too.”
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    part of #TheirLoveWasReal Challenge Day 0: Canonverse

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    "It's an old song!
    It's an old tale from way back when
    And we're gonna sing
    We're gonna sing
    We're gonna sing it again!"
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    they were here before, he felt it , lived it, had to come for the other side of it... and he's gonna do it again and again and again...
    and this time, they gonna make it through.
    because this time, they're truly free.
    this time, he's gonna get Cas back... he heard that melody before, what's is following it another time 'round?!
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    part of #TheirLoveWasReal Challenge Day 6: Myth

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    A series of ficlets of unconnected possible scenes for when Cas comes back after 15x18.

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    Cas returns from the Empty and Dean needs to tell him how he feels. A movie night with just the two of them may be the perfect opportunity.

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    Coda for 15x18 Despair

    What happened after Cas got taken to the Empty?

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    Jack doesn't understand what changed...hadn't Cas said that he was far from happy?

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    It's like being buried at the bottom of a very deep, very dark well. Castiel has lived enough, sinned enough, for the weight of his mistakes to pin him flat in the darkness. It's shame and guilt and grief and each memory anchors him with a razor specificity, there in the lightless silence. This is how it works, he supposes. His own thoughts will devour him alive until he sips oblivion by choice, out of sheer desperation, and the void will know peace at last.

    But that was the bargain. He took that upon himself. His choice. Choice, he thinks, and would laugh if he still had a mouth to laugh with. Freedom is a length of rope.

    Then, after what could have been many eternities or just one, a pang of agony comes that isn't his own.

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    Or: the one where Castiel saves himself.

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    How did Dean ever convince himself that he didn’t want this? Whenever the thought that he and Cas could be something more passed his mind, he'd beaten it back, stomped it down, forced it out. The mind that was strong enough to cage Michael himself, the mind that had fought back tooth and nail against the Mark of Cain, that was the very same mind that had sabotaged himself out of his own happiness for so long.

    Dean's hands cradled Cas's face between them for a moment, thumbs slipping down to rest just beneath his cheekbones, taking in his blown pupils and kissed-out expression as Dean fought back his disbelief. Something they'd both always wanted, but thought they'd never have. It was just... here, now, finally.

    This is my version of a post-finale fix-it, starting after the events of 15x18 and reimagining a future for the Winchesters filled with family and love ♡

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    !! tw for self harm !!

    Dean isn’t coping well.

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    Cas is taken by the Empty. Chuck has dusted everyone. Sam, Jack, and Dean are alone, and must once again find a way to save the world and bring back those they love. Other than that, I don't know. As a great angel once said, "We're making it up as we go." (will update summary when fic is finished, whenever that is).

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    with a broken-down car in a lonely road and a few of these tangled thoughts and memories.
    Eileen thought, not for the first time, if anything at this point can possibly fix the rest of the day.
    She just wants to spend a fun day out with her family, why can't the universe leave her alone for a minute!
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    part of #TheirLoveWasReal challenge Day 2: liminal space

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    When Dean and Cas get married, Dean is a human and Cas is an angel. But Cas had long ago stopped feeling comfortable as an angel and warrior of God and decides to Fall. Even though, Cas doesn't regret his decision to become a human he does worry about it affecting Dean’s feelings for him.

    This fic is also inspired by Jensen Ackles' StageIt Panel where he said that Dean Winchester had never thought an angel could even feel love like that for him. And if Jackles says it, then I'll buy it.

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    Destiel Roadhouse wedding because why not (Dean's POV)

    Set after 15x18. The finale does not exist. It can't hurt you.
    Crowley might crash the wedding like the pining slut he is, but this is a soft happy story, I swear.

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    Inspired by this poem.

    Dean finds himself staring at his phone or talking to no one more days than not, now.

    Chuck’s dead, everyone is back and fine, but Castiel is still… wherever he is.

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    “We’re gathered here today,” Sam said loudly, being sure his voice carried through the gathering of family and friends, “to celebrate the love of Dean Winchester and Castiel.” Dean was standing in front of him, smiling so wide as he prepared to marry his best friend, so excited that he couldn’t seem to stand still, brimming with energy and happiness. Sam laughed. “So, let’s get these two idiots hitched, shall we?” That was met with cheers from the guests, which wasn’t exactly the etiquette for a normal wedding, but it certainly was for a hunter one.

    “Hey, be nice, it’s my wedding day,” Dean protested, fake-affronted, but Cas let out a short laugh.

    “No, I believe that is a fair assessment,” he confirmed, and Dean’s eyes turned soft again as he smiled back at his soon-to-be husband.

    Absolute idiots.

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    S16, Time for a Wedding!
    Fix-it fic where Dean and Cas are getting married! Set after Jack realised that leaving his family is dumb, and also accidentally brought back to life every single person who Chuck killed off for kicks throughout the show.

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    Cas comes back, and then he makes breakfast.

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