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    Virgil only wants to protect those he loves at all costs. What happens when he can't hide it anymore?

    What is up everybody?! Just a heads up, this fic is graphic and gets DARK (but I fix it!). Please heed the tags and if there's something in there that could be triggering for you, please take care of yourselves! I want to assure you that I have this whole thing outlined, so it won't get abandoned!

    EDIT: I've now gone through and shortened all scene break lines (tildes and dashes) to five symbols, so it's now more accessible to folks who use screenreaders! If you see any I missed plz lmk!!

    I try to keep my stuff accessible, including keeping chapters not much longer than 3500 words, so if you have ideas to make my fic more accessible plz lmk!

    Also, this fic is not used to represent D.I.D. (Dissociative Identity Disorder). If you want resources on D.I.D., yell at me in the comments section or on Tumblr!

    I now have an amazing beta by the name of Jasper01! She's so awesome!!!

    Basically I project onto mostly Virgil, so what he experiences I experienced myself, just so you know where this fic is coming from.

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    “You O.K. Bro?” Nelson asked, he slammed the window shut and grabbed for the bag of food ready to be delivered, “Do you need some… resuscitation? Is that how you say it? resusitate?”

    Dom stuck his head over the midstation and shot nelson a look.

    “You alright Tyler?” Tyler pointed to the headset and continued to cough.

    “Can’t…. talk.” he moved away from the station and put his hands over his head, trying to open up his airways so he could breathe. This was harder, living with his own pain and it intruding in his everyday life. It was harder still, to explain it away to other people so that they didn’t worry. Dom clapped him on the back before moving past him to take over the order taker. Tears in his eyes, Tyler finally began to breathe again, as he took his first shaky breath. “Fuck….”

    “What surprised you?” heather asked, she made duck noises at Nelson before turning back to Tyler with a half grin on her face. “it’s like you saw…” She put her hands up as if framing a picture, “Naked… I don’t know naked grandma and were immediately disturbed by it.”

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    Quentin, a student at Columbia, and Eliot, a student at CUNY, meet at a coffee shop in Harlem and find themselves incredibly drawn to each other. Despite their prior traumas, romance isn't able to escape them, and an all encompassing love blossoms. But the ghosts of Eliot's past, in particular, threaten everything that they have.

    or, ellotwaugh‘s au where Quentin and Eliot met when they were students in NYC before show canon.

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    What might've happened if Apollo became depressed during Trials of Apollo.

    This is written before The Tower of Nero so I don't know how the ending will be but lets assume Meg and he survive relatively unscathed.

    This focuses on self-harm and there is a section about suicide so I can't really give a start and end point for those parts since it is basically the entire story. Please only read if you are somewhat comfortable with reading about suicide and self-harm.

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    It's Thanksgiving once again and Keith is sick and he struggles with his eating disorder.

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    A little fic on how I think the egos became egos!!

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    Whatever Sherlock and John had once been, they were not anymore.

    But perhaps they could become more.

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    Rattle, rattle, rattle, like a fucking broken record, a scratched old & sinister bully of a darn record, playing on repeat in Niall’s head.. Never ever giving him a minute of silence to retreat to.. Never a moment of rest.. Never a second in the God-damn world to be Niall once again. This was his life now..
    Now & forever - so he thought.

    Or - our sweet Niall is going through the stages & motions of a serious eating disorder. Forever hold my peace!

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    In two years time wounds should be able to heal and cracks patched up, right? But what if those two years had only worsened everything?
    He was so very angry and – with a loud crashing sound like breaking glass that filled the quiet room, the mirror broke into tiny little shreds and the blood started running down his arm.
    Oh fuck was this good. He could see the blood again, could feel the pain again oh how he had missed the sweet pain.

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    With his first tour behind him, Josh returns to L.A. to get back to work with Tyler after a short vacation. With the band blowing up and another tour already being put together, can Josh cope with the stress of being a real life rockstar while also battling the relapse that snuck up on him during their break?
    ((This is a rough draft and I will definitely be editing it before I mark it as complete - assuming I actually finish this one))

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    Shameless self-projection.
    Just a bit about dealing with a relapse and trying to stay on track.

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    After 4x16, Juliet doesn't get help. She doesn't take time off. Instead, she shoves down her recent trauma and patches herself up, with the help of a little too much whiskey. It becomes a habit, and then an addiction. She doesn't know what to do, how to help herself. She doesn't think she needs help.

    Luckily, Shawn and Carlton think otherwise.

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    "I-I used to sometimes go there to feed ducks when I di-didn't want to be in my room anymore and I was wondering if-if I could walk down there again." explained Anxiety.
    "Oh that sounds like fun. We can go tomorrow if you like." smiled Patton.
    "Um. Well um - Actually I was wondering if I could go by myself?" asked Anxiety his stomach twisting itself in knots.
    The smile vanished instantly from Patton's face. "Alone?" he sounded confused and terrified.
    "Yeah."
    A tense silence filled the room.

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    minhee knew he had a chance of relapsing when he had become a trainee.

    his mother was worried but let him go anyway.

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    Yasusada gets a haircut at four in the morning.

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    After the fight against Mariko , Lucy leaves Kohta and her life at Maple house. She finds herself in Tokyo amongst flesh eating monsters called Ghouls. There she meets Touka and Kaneki, settling herself in Anteiku as one of them. But her past soon comes back to haunt her.

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    Turns out being deaf doesn't really stop the whole addicted to drugs thing. When the cravings get too much one night, Klaus sneaks out.

    But he isn't alone anymore.

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    As a rule, Alastor does not enjoy intimate contact - but rules have exceptions, and for Alastor, that rule is the One Hug Policy.

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    Jason Dean didn't die in his attempted suicide and was hospitalized.

    Veronica, in hopes of erasing her guilt, forced herself into a state of mind where she only remembered JD as a monster.

    She let everyone around her convince her he was a monster.

    Curiosity overcame her fear and hatred.

    She reopened her worst wound; she let her repressed feelings of love come back.

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