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    Castiel’s breath trembles as he marches away from Mary Winchester. He’s managed to go years without drawing attention from Sam and Dean. Every being they’d ever met - friend or enemy – had poked fun at Castiel’s affections. But the Winchesters, they were too adverse to the idea of being loved by someone so new in their lives… they’d never believed a word. And he was thankful for their oversight.

    Castiel won’t survive being told to leave again. Things had just began to feel normal. Dean had given him a room. Carved a place out for him inside the bunker, Dean’s home. Dean would be betrayed to know about his feelings… disgusted even.

    Castiel sits at the table, eyeing Mary, the ticking time bomb. She looks back.

    Will she tell him? He doesn't know.

    So he prays. Prays to to Chuck: please don’t let them know.

    MEANWHILE

    Dean has an obsession. It’s borderline crazy sometimes, as obsessions tend to get. Sometimes he spends hours behind it, frantically investigating.

    Dean stalks Chuck Shurley.

    So it’s shocking when he sees a new book appear. Because he’d signed up for all the alerts and pre-alerts.

    ‘How To Take Care Of Your Guardian Angel’

    He shouldn’t… Dean clicks purchase.

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  2. 20

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    Angels are mysterious creatures. Luckily for the Winchesters, they have one of their very own to discover such amazing mysteries! But sometimes… mysteries are best left unsolved… especially in Dean’s case, or so he tells himself.

    In a world where angels have A/B/O qualities, and Castiel is no exception to said qualities.

    (I'm also very bad at summaries rip)

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    You know how Dean Winchester doesn't wear shorts?

    Well. Sometimes he does.

    Unredeemed filthy porn on a car.

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    Amara injured Castiel's grace and he's dying. He thinks the Winchesters won't care. Just how far will Dean go to prove him wrong?

    “My grace has settled.” His voice sounds bitter to his own ears.
    Dean winces, and he can practically feel the man draw away. From the way the veil drops over his open, inviting gaze to how his eyes now flit everywhere but to Castiel’s.
    “You only did this to keep me alive Dean.”
    “How do we know it even worked?” demands Dean, “You don’t even know for sure? Let’s just finish what we started.”
    Almost amused, Castiel grins, “Well, seeing as I’ve had my grace for millions of years, I believe my opinion will do.”
    “No! It – you – Jesus!” Dean hooks his ankles over Castiel and turns them so fast they almost tumble off the bed. Castiel realises what Dean wants… what he’s trying to do.
    He wants this to continue as much as Castiel does. But he’s too scared to ask. Castiel can see the shame swirling in his eyes, filtering back into his brain like poison. Dean will destroy himself over this whether or not it happens.
    He brings his lips to Dean’s once more shifting his hips so that the tips of their erections graze each other. “Let’s finish this Dean.”

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    Wordlessly, Castiel drapes the blanket over Dean’s shoulders, smiling gently, and patting his shoulder. He’d have better luck with a giant, wet boulder.

    “Warmth is a necessity.” The angel chastises. This isn’t ending well, is what Bobby surmises.

    “You didn’t seem to think much about warmth when I found you on Baby, naked except for that blanket of bees. FYI they didn’t give you all that much coverage, if you know what I mean."

    “Dean.” He says brightly, “Did you know that looking at someone’s genitals is a common sign of romantic interest or infatuation.” How the hell is Bobby in this situation?

    “Dean!” protests the angel, as Dean lays down. Bobby leans against the table. Oh this is going to be good, he thinks, if by good you mean bad – where everyone will suffer. “You haven’t eaten dinner yet. If you go to bed hungry you stomach will produce extra acid and you can get a stomach ulcer.”

    “Well Cass.” Dean bites out… drily… mockingly, “That’s what a have you for. The angel of no conflict and stomach advice.” If only that insult is were enough to suffice.

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    Bobby, while tethered to the flask, vows to make these to idjits drop their stoic masks.

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    It's only been a week since Jess had died, and Sam wasn't coping well. Dean could tell from the smallest of things, one being just the scent of smoke. Dean tried to help make it better, but may have gone about it the wrong way.

     

    Takes place shortly after the pilot

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  7. 55

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    This series is written in a world where BDSM is a very common practice in fact; The whole world practices it and because of this, is split up into ten different categories.
    Vanilla
    Dominate/Mistress
    Submissive
    Owner
    Pet
    Switch
    Sadist
    Masochist
    Cargiver
    Litte

    At the age of 18 every one is required to take a test that will determine which category you are in and also determine where you can work, live, who you can hang out with and what you can eat.
    In between a persons 18th and 22nd birthday they are supposed to start looking for someone to help take care of them; or someone to take care of.
    On a persons 22nd birthday the results of their test start to take full effect and show; which in turn is a result of their genetics finally starting to settle down and mature.

    Of course Dean diddnt know any of that.

    Thus this series was born.

    THIS IS FANTASY AND IS IN NO WAY 100 ACCURATE TO REAL LIFE BDSM.

    SO PLEASE TAKE WHAT IS WRITTEN IN THIS SERIES WITH A GRAIN OF SALT.

    THANK YOU.

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  8. 29

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    Who knew Lucifer was so good at going down on a gal?

    **dumbest summary I've ever written but I love it**

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    “The way I feel about Dean cannot be expressed by the human tongue.” Cass says into the air as Sam is loading supplies into the Impala.

    He stops dead in his tracks and glances over to Cass who maintains the eye contact.

    “I wasn’t going to mention it.” he says with utter sincerity.

    Sam want to strange him. How many hints can someone drop? And how oblivious do you have to be to have missed every single one of them?

    “Can you go and not mention it to Dean?” he asks,

    “Why would I do that?” he asks incredulously. “Then I would be mentioning it to Dean.”

    “Then why do you keep ‘not mentioning these’ things to me?”

    Cass cocks his head. “I don’t know.” He says. “I just… you’re just there Sam. Don’t turn this onto me! I wasn’t even going to mention it.”

    Sam sighs as Cass marches out of the room, almost barrelling into Dean.

    “What’s up with him?” Dean asks, walking in and offering him a piece of bacon.

    He holds up a hand and waves the bacon away. “He just came to ‘not mention’ something.”

    Dean blinks at him in confusion.

    “What I’m saying Dean,” He says carefully. “is that you just need to let him down gently.”

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    “You’re a real Cass-anova, aren’t you?” He hears Dean mumble, but his mind sounds far away. “Man, your penmanship is crappy. You got a pen?” Dean asks.

    “A-at the bunker.”

    Sam is straining to see what’s written on the paper but it’s too crumpled and too far away. He knew he should have brought along his binoculars.

    “We have to leave then.” Dean says gruffly

    ...

    When Sam enters the bunker he’s drenched in complete silence. He had expected to walk in in the middle of their blow out.

    But silence.

    Sam’s eyes dart around looking for anything out of place. It takes him a minute but he finds a crumpled piece of paper on the map table.

    Jolting forward he unwraps the note with trembling fingers.

     

    (2) Country Holmes Apple Pie………$23.00

    Lover’s Double Smoothie……………$5.00

    He casts the paper aside in frustration before he can make it to the taxes. He runs a hand through his hair and he lets the paper drop.

    That’s when he sees it: blue ink on the reverse side of the bill.

    It’s Cass illegibly scribble alright.

     

    Do you want to be my boyfriend?

     

    Yes

     

    No

     

    Maybe

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    It’s strange how five little words can change your life forever.

    “I’m in love with Dean.”

    The words aren’t even directed at anyone… rather just said vaguely into the air.

    ...

    Big romantic gestures had never been his thing. But he knows, as much as Dean hates to admit it… he loves chick-flicks. He wants someone who will be over the top just because they love him. Maybe that’s why Sam hadn’t just told Cass to abandon the whole idea.

    Cass and Dean are already sitting in the kitchen when he wakes up and Dean is half surprised that Dean hasn’t already started bar hopping for women. When he whispers his concerns to Cass, the angel just whispers back: “I asked him to stay.”

    Sam is still standing there awestruck when Dean’s teeth make a loud clank.

    “Cass, did you forget a cinnamon stick or something in here.”

    Sam glances across at Cass who nervously leans against the table, analysing Dean’s every move. He assumes Cass is waiting till Dean is done with the pie to talk to him about his feelings.

    “Cass what the hell is this?” Dean’s voice is a combination of breathy, hopeful and terrified.

    Sam whips his gaze around to find Dean holding a silver ring coated in half-chewed pie.

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  12. 7

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    Castiel fights to remain still under Dean’s ministrations as he swipes his thumb over the creases and sunken areas near Cass’ eyes. “You’re aging.”

    “I am.”

    “Are you – do you feel afraid.”

    He looks Dean straight in the eye and with sincerity says: “No.” Because he isn’t afraid. He can still hear Dean’s prayer echoing inside his skull, like a song that had been seared into his brain. “I have you … and Sam to help me.”

    “You do.” Dean’s voice is rough. Castiel realises how close to the things that should remain unspoken he’s treading, but he can’t help himself. Not when Dean is staring at him like that, eyes almost begging him to be the one to take the plunge.

    “I –” Castiel clears his throat and squares his shoulders. “Maybe now I can grow old with you…” his pause is deliberate. His voice cutting off more abruptly than it should, leaving Dean with no choice than to recognise the pause for what it is; a fallacy. The barrier between what Dean perceives is right and wrong. The blockade separating the unspoken from the harrowing truth they’ve both known subconsciously for years.

    And Castiel can’t bear to break it.

    Not yet.

    “… and Sam.”

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    Cass’ nose is almost poking Dean’s eye out but his face is the picture of concentration as he pinches Dean’s nose between his thumb and fore-finger, his other hand covering Dean’s mouth completely.

    “Okay. What the hell?” he announces.

    The thumb war is explainable, the twister was actually nice and though the dancing was strange, it has nothing on this.

    “You two having a staring contest?” Sam wonders.

    “No Sam.” Cass explains, picking up the stop watch. “Dean said he could hold his breath for two minutes. I didn’t believe him.”

    “Ha-ha! Sucker!” Dean wheezes as the watch beeps.

    “Though,” Cass rubs his chin in consideration, “A staring contest is a very good idea Dean.”

    Then they both sit pull up a chair and sit, bending forward to rest their elbows on their knees in a way that pushes their faces even closer.

    “Let’s begin.” Cass announces.

    Dean nods once, then they stare.

    By now Sam should be used to it. But as bad as they may be, they’ve never stared at each other for over two minutes before.

    Sam is flabbergasted.

    Cass is engineering these… games, in order to get closer to Dean. Physically closer.

    And Sam wants to know why.

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    “Sam, what’s wrong?” Eileen cups his face trying to steady his frantic movements.

    Sam rests the bottle of whiskey to his side. “I think my brother is fucking an angel.”

    ...

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    How I want the finale to go down.

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    “I want you to tell me why my name was on that DVD!” he shrieks.

    That makes Dean pull up short. Cass is the picture of calm. He doesn’t scream or show emotions in general. “What’re you talking about man?” he asks, forcing his voice not to sound as gruff. He pats the edge of the bed and smiles as the bed dips with Cass’ weight. “Talk to me.”

    Hands gripping the edge of the bed, Cass gulps, turning his head to Dean. He sees the panic in his friend’s eyes. “I just – I don’t understand things. And what I’m feeling right now… it’s just too much. It feels too intense. And I just can’t breathe. It’s wrong. I know it’s wrong to feel like this but I just – I can’t stop it Dean.”

    “What can’t you stop?”

    Eyes, raw and brimming with emotion, Cass stares at him. “Why was my name on that DVD?”

    “I don’t know.” Dean tries to convey his sincerity. “I really don’t know Cass.”

    “But it said Cass.” His voice is small. “When I saw it on your bed, I thought it was mine.”

    A chill goes through him. Cass … he couldn’t mean that DVD… could he?

    “What DVD?” his voice is almost shrill. It’s like the babysitter and the pizza man all over again.

    “Cas-a Erotica.” Says Cass.

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    What happens when you take an angel – going into his first heat on Earth – and put him in the same room as his sexually ambiguous, hunter best friend, who may or may not have had a massive secret crush on said angel for almost a decade?

    Porn. The answer is lots and lots of porn.

    If you read this anywhere that is not ao3 this content was stolen without the author's consent! Pls don't support thieves! Read this on ao3!

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  17. 15

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    7x03 coda

    In spite of things, Dean feels like he's got it pretty good

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  18. 4

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    A series of fanfics that involves Sabriel, mpreg and their gothic kids and/or lolita/ouji/kodona kids

    Some fanfics will not be in the same storyline

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  19. 9

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    Collection of my works for the Kinktober 2019.
    The full list of prompts can be found here.
    Please check the fandoms, pairings, and tags for each work, as they may differ pretty drastically.
    Beta for all the series is an amazing and supportive human being insominia.

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  20. 17

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    These fics have been written for the 2016 SPN Kink Bingo. Each one is based on a single prompt square from a bingo card.

    Few of the squares contained actual ships, so the ships in this series vary wildly. All stories are disconnected from each other unless stated otherwise.

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