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    Being the child of a quirkless mother and an incubus father isn't exactly the easiest. I struggle deeply with self-doubt and constantly wonder if I'm meant to be a hero or a villain. With my succubus tendencies, there's no wonder why I can be so evil at times, but the human part of me keeps me sane. Overall, learning to accept myself is the goal. If I keep the succubus in me held back long enough, maybe it would get easier. Or even better...

    maybe I'll join the villains.

    Language:
    English
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    144,895
    Chapters:
    34/45
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    78
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    The meaning of life is that it stops.
    - Franz Kafka

    *WARNING - REALLY SLOW UPDATES*

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,094
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    12
    Hits:
    121
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    It's always the most normal looking ones with the most messed up issues. An Anthology.

    Language:
    English
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    17,916
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    366
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    One month after the successful revolution, Simon finds his way back to New Jericho, but in the weeks that follow, something is wrong. Simon finds a concerned Markus outside his bedroom door. Memories are shared, and truths are uncovered, and it becomes impossible to pretend any longer that everything is okay. There's a new war, and New Jericho is the battlefield, as Simon, Markus, Josh, and North struggle to come to terms with what might happen when things fall apart. Blurring the lines between friend and foe, this new war proves more dangerous than even the most violent revolution. Because if you can't protect yourself, and you don't know who to trust, nowhere can ever be safe. This is a story of a nonlinear path to healing in the aftermath of the end of a world. The end of a world that mercilessly refuses to stop spinning at a rate that's impossible to catch up with alone. Luckily for Simon, he'll slowly learn that he doesn't have to.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    74,137
    Chapters:
    31/80
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    10
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    258
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    To save his brother's life, Wirt takes the vow to carry the lantern. After three years of serving the Beast, memories start blending together, madness sets in, and Wirt realizes his time in the Unknown has made him into a person he no longer recognizes. The Beast was his only purpose, filling his head with empty promises, and Wirt believed him. Wirt feels himself slipping further and further from reality. Why does he cling to the one who has bound him to this damnable fate? Where does he go from here? If there was a god, he surely would have intervened earlier when Wirt still had a chance. By now, Wirt fears he's reached the point of no return.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,898
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    385
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    It started with Dean drinking on a case.

    It escalated to Dean drinking everywhere.

    "I was angry," He explained, feeling the need to, "And you were just. . . there."

    "I was convenient," Castiel inferred.

    "I guess," Dean exhaled through his nose, "That sounds fucking awful, man. But it's true."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,115
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    447
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    Roger is trapped between a physically abusive father at home, and an emotionally abusive roommate at Brian's place. His friend wants him to move in with him, but the drummer is hesitant. He can feel his depression and fear getting worse every day, and just wants a way out where he can finally feel safe. Will Brian save him in time or is Roger past being saved?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    69,707
    Chapters:
    21/?
    Comments:
    50
    Kudos:
    146
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    2912
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    "But then midterms flew Jeongguk by, and he hadn’t gained any weight he’d lost since starting college, he might have lost more actually, judging by how loose his shirts were starting to feel, how many holes he had to take in on his belt, how the bags under his eyes never seemed to go away--because sleep was elusive and so was his will to eat anything of substance, or that resembled actual food in any sort of way. Not to mention, he hadn’t had time to make friends that would force him to take care of himself; remind him that there was life that didn’t revolve around essays and deadlines and exams and homework."

    Where Jeongguk struggles with college and life, but thankfully his hyungs step in and teach him how to live.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,993
    Chapters:
    2/10
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    138
    Bookmarks:
    43
    Hits:
    1472
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    Brooke is a fame whore with a heart of steel. Very bendy steel. Like very thin steel. Like super very thin and bendy steel.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    545
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    3
    Hits:
    24
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    Lance is dead. Keith will do anything to fix it. The enemy trying to shake the balance between Light and Darkness promises to help.
    Meanwhile, the team is down a Paladin and Shiro tries to fix it, but the others don't want a new Paladin.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,626
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    369
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    Dick blinks several times before he jumps up, stumbling over his feet.

    “Jason!” he screams and runs and he wants to vomit because he’s just let his little brother die and he’s going to find his broken, dead body...

    ---

     

    Episode 2x13 Nightwing, Jason Todd Style

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    English
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    1,837
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    94
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    986
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    "Virgil Sanders was a hopeless romantic. Not many people could tell just by looking at him, but he really really was. All Virgil wanted, more than anything, was his soulmate to like him. You can probably imagine how excited he was when all of a sudden, on his sixteenth birthday, he was flooded with random facts about philosophers, mathematicians, writers, classical musicians, and all sorts of other stuff.

    Obviously, Virgil’s soulmate was a nerd. It didn’t bother him though; it actually came in handy, especially during tests and while making job resumes—with all of his new-found information about CPR and how to operate almost anything computer related.
    Virgil thought for certain that he and his soulmate would get along, because of all the facts he suddenly got about space, because of the facts about Edgar Allen Poe, because of the facts of Tim Burton. How could they not get along?"

    Or

    Virgil and Logan are both self-depricating idiots and they really just need each other to be happy (even if Logan doesn't know it yet)

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    English
    Words:
    2,461
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    53
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    295
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    Dave's not liking being relocated across the county to a new school under a new name that isn't his, hiding from his past.

    Meeting Karkat helps, even if it might get him killed.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    66,530
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    261
    Kudos:
    327
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    3108
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    Po pewnym mrocznym incydencie z pierwszego roku, za który przyszło komuś drogo zapłacić, Harry’emu zostaje przylepiony tytuł następcy Czarnego Pana. Dumbledore jest tym wyraźnie zaniepokojony, zwłaszcza, gdy Komnata Tajemnic zostaje otwarta, a według pogłosek jest to właśnie sprawka Harry’ego. Harry natomiast szybko spotyka prawdziwego dziedzica i postanawia go wykorzystać… W końcu jest Ślizgonem, a Dziedzic jest zbyt potężny i intrygujący, by zmarnować jego potencjał.

    Language:
    Polski
    Words:
    20,255
    Chapters:
    7/20
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    392
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    His world was ruined, tainted. He knew his father wasn't a good man.

    He was aware that his father's work involved the deaths of thousands of people. He was aware that his father's life was stained with the blood of both friends and enemies. He was aware that his father had left something behind. He just wasn't sure how to retrieve it.

    And although the only world he knew was the one he was living in, he couldn't help but be the only one that acknowledged just how this droid-run city was truly run—and he sought out to fix it.

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    English
    Words:
    4,623
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    82
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    The free androids of Detroit start building their brand-new future, but peace is only relative in the troubled times that follow a revolution. One of the major figureheads of the revolution and finally a deviant, Connor now has to learn how to handle free will. The AI that both guided and punished him is gone, but at a price, and he struggles with his newfound freedom when guilt and fear are the crumbling foundations of his new life.
    They say they want him there with them, but Connor can't understand why. He's afraid of himself and what he's capable of, afraid that maybe these feelings don't have their place within him.
    But despite all the doubts he may have, Connor finds that he desperately wants to live : because whenever he feels himself slipping and falling, they're here to catch him.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    333,977
    Chapters:
    55/?
    Comments:
    1383
    Kudos:
    913
    Bookmarks:
    169
    Hits:
    14724
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    One evening, Marco receives a knock at his door. At first, he believes it to be one of the villagers now under both his care as well as his protection, but it's a lonely child instead. A boy who introduces himself as Portgas D. Ambrosio.

    After that night, nothing will ever be the same.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    53,984
    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    98
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1259
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    Steve Harrington is the English teacher at Hawkins Middle School. Sergeant Billy Hargrove just transferred from California to Hawkins PD. What could possibly go wrong?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,843
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    93
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    3209
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    Sequel to Guilt of the Innocent.

    Set just before the second Star Trek Movie. Will go into Movie events.

    More than an Year has passed since Jim's got the Providence and moved on-- or moved on as best that he can for all things considering. With a new ship, he still has yet to find a new First Officer, not when he can't stop thinking about his first one. Scotty says he is up to the task, but Jim's unsure. How can Jim move on if he can't get pass Spock's Memory? And shit, why is he still thinking about the Vulcan?

    Can Captain Kirk find a way to captain his ship when everything goes to hell? Plus, what is he supposed to do with a Certain Half Vulcan who seems more determined than ever to win him back?

    And oh, shit. Did he sleep with a super villain? Double shit.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    61,470
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    155
    Kudos:
    184
    Bookmarks:
    39
    Hits:
    4672
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    There is something called a memory ball, or Jiyi Qiu, that shows the memories of a chosen person.

    In order to further incriminate the already dead Yiling Patriarch, the cultivation world decides to use this memory ball at the next Discussion Conference to show how evil the demonic cultivator can truly be.

    What appears, though, truly shocks them all.

    (Update schedule: 1-2 chapters per week.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,427
    Chapters:
    3/40
    Comments:
    299
    Kudos:
    765
    Bookmarks:
    175
    Hits:
    6205

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