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    Bishop Heahmund was captured by the Great Heathen Army in what he deems the greatest loss of his entire life. God’s punishment for him is to serve Ivar the Boneless – a ruthless General and a masterful Strategist. As days pass and nights grant him chances to sin without having to repent, Heahmund comes to realise exactly how he’s been hurt by those he was once sworn to protect… and gains new feelings for his young and handsome captor.

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    2/?
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    Where does Julius end and Lelouch begin? Suzaku’s struggle to reconcile the differences isn’t the same as going through the five stages of grief, but it won't stop him from suffering through it regardless.

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    2/?
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    19
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    35
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    6
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    480
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    Post season one: Gawain lives and tracks down one Weeping Monk and one Squirrel. He is surprised to find the young boy so protective of the monk, but when he hears the story his heart softens a touch. It helps that Percival argues that he is a knight now and owes the monk a life debt. Gawain knows things will get interesting, but he himself had said, "All Fey are brothers, even the lost ones." Maybe now this lost brother will come home. Little does he realize that in the process of helping Lancelot come home, discover his roots, learn to love himself and others, to differentiate between kindness and hate, that he would fall in love.

    or Lancelot is accepted among the Fey, barely, and spends the next three years learning what Redemption means and trying to attain it while fighting for the Fey cause. oh, and in the process he finds love in the form of the Green Knight, and family in Pym and Squirrel.

    Probably Wildly Canon Divergant.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    23
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    45
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    4
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    709
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    In the backdrop of the Second World War, an unusual alliance forms between a priest desperate to save innocents and a vampire who has his own reasons to hate the Third Reich. It soon becomes clear that there's more than a common enemy drawing them together. Trouble is, it's a sin.

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    85,135
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    14/?
    Comments:
    604
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    588
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    124
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    It only takes a moment for a decision to become permanent. A moment for a thought to become a plan and for that plan to become action.

    Lancelot has a lot of dark moments, and one night it's to much.

    PLEAS READ ALL TAGS THERE ARE TRIGGERS IN HERE

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    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    13
    Hits:
    81
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    The sons of Ragnar have taken York but their victory has come at a great price. While the warriors rejoice, the brothers deal with the loss of their youngest brother - not knowing, that Ivar has been taken from the battlefield by their enemy.

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    2/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    33
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    257
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    It’s only been a few weeks since the Worldwide Unity Festival and Supergirl and the Superfriends’ battle against Leviathan. They had stopped Lex and Lillian’s latest bid for power. Alex suited up and became a superhero. They saved Brainy. Lena came back. Everything had worked out.

    But

    The world thinks that Lex died a hero saving them all from Leviathan. Lillian was still free and causing trouble. VR addiction was still rampant and now, just as Kara’s finally finding time to get her life back to something resembling normalcy – to work, to date, and somehow find a way to repair the broken pieces of her relationship with Lena - an unforeseen after effect of Obsidian Platinum is causing previous users to lose touch with reality.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    64
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    Three years have passed since the world didn't end and Azirpahale and Crowley are sharing a blissful life together. But life is just full of surprises. One stormy afternoon in winter, Aziraphale finds a homeless teenager asleep in his shop who has a whole laundry list of problems. One such problem leads the pair to take her in and help her get back on her feet, but who can say where life will lead them?

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    88,226
    Chapters:
    28/?
    Collections:
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    311
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    246
    Bookmarks:
    46
    Hits:
    5521
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    Even though Bishop Heahmund was regarded in his native church in Sherborne as a holy man who could resist all temptation, they most certainly did not know the lengths at which his religious piety could be pushed to. Neither did fearless Ivar, truth be told; but today, he’s about to find out.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    10
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    21
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    1
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    Lancelot knew he should never trust anyone; the last time he trusted someone, well… he paid the price, which was far too high. He should have known that the Green Knight was no exception to the rule— Now it is too late. What choice does he have? In spite of the burning of betrayal that inflames his chest, in spite of the shame of having been deceived, once again, the humiliation that he feels is not enough to extinguish the spark of hope that remains in him. If he obeys, will the knight be proud of him?

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
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    The Hamlet's full of weird people. How exactly is Dismas going to navigate through them all?

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    82
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    824
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    Eddie doesn’t remember how old he was the first time he thought about hurting himself on purpose.
    He just knows it started like a mental itch. Like a distant urge in the back of his mind sometimes while his mom lectured him about being dirty- being sick.
    "You're sick, Eddie. You're getting over your sickness." He knows what that means, because she told him. She’s been telling him since he was little.
    He doesn’t do it, though. Not for a long time.

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    12,011
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
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    75
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    595
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    Dying isn't new to the crew of the Starblaster, so why does Barry feel so bad about it this cycle?

    Series
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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    8
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    “It’s not your fault, you know.” The thirteen-year-old told them, her voice far more stubborn than Carver’s own. “I know you think Bethany’s death is all your fault but it’s not.”

    “You told me that it’s okay to cry.” Aemilia continued, breaking through their thoughts. “I think your own words should apply to you too.”

    Genivosa shook their head and plastered on a smile they had learned to perfect. The smile of a parent reassuring their child that they were not hungry or in pain or heartbroken. A smile they distantly knew should not be theirs to make.

    And still, they made it.

    “I’m fine, Aemilia.” They replied, their voice wavering for a moment. “It hurts a bit, but not as bad as mother or Carver is hurting.”

    “And you’re not?” Aemilia replied, her brows furrowing. “You’re not here to fix the world, Genivosa. No one put you in this world to fix it. You’re just supposed to be!”


    In which Genivosa Hawke has another sister who they practically raised and hears words that not even their mother will admit.

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    However, the first time Lancelot came face to face with the Green Knight, it was the impression of freedom emanating from the Fay that impressed him, a savage and indomitable beauty so bewitching that he couldn't help but admire it, fascinated.
    He had imagined this wild beast in the hands of the paladins, caged and tamed. He had contemplated the fire burning in his eyes and wondered what it would look like if it went out like the flame of a candle put under glass.This thought had gripped his heart with its cruelty and he could not bring himself to capture this incarnation of freedom that day or the next.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
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    17
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    189
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    Draco knows just how wrong it is, but he's powerless to stop it from happening.

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    English
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    26,417
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    356
    Bookmarks:
    55
    Hits:
    36403
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    Lan Wangji stumbles upon a gorgeous, enchanting, submissive camboy that quickly becomes something of an obsession. But when they run into one another in public, revealing both their identities, will it lead to more?

    Being written on Tumblr as prompt ficlets to get us all through the pandemic.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    58,269
    Chapters:
    22/?
    Comments:
    708
    Kudos:
    1668
    Bookmarks:
    380
    Hits:
    39081
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    the night after the wedding, Greg goes to 221b to check on Sherlock. Sherlock isn't doing to well to say the least.

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    English
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    2,285
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    664
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    He could no longer separate sex from violence. It was the violence that sent him reeling, and it was the violence that brought him back.

    A series of one-shots on coping (badly) with sexual violence and physical abuse.

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    English
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    3,824
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    55
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    791
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    It's been twenty-two years since the birth of Jung Jaehyun, fifth of the Living Gods. Twenty-two years since he was set in the arms of the old, blind Mother Superior, twenty-two years since his perfect grace and beauty restored her sight.

    Constantly covered by a veil and walking in utter silence he is never seen, never heard, never touched. Only his loyal cavalier is allowed past his walls, only the church can dictate how he spends his time. Jaehyun is obedient. Dutiful. Grateful to his people.

    Trapped.

    Language:
    English
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    123,071
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    813
    Kudos:
    1032
    Bookmarks:
    266
    Hits:
    17613

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