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    Peter parker hasn't had an easy life. First his parents died at a young age. Then he starts getting bullied by Flash. That's when he starts to cut. But he keeps to himself, hiding it from everyone, until he can't.

    Now, with MJ and Ned trying to hold Peter together, he finds himself in deeper water because that spider bit him at Oscorp. And with great power comes great responsibility, well at least that is what Ben told Peter when he died in his arms. Peter decides that getting revenge on the man that killed Ben is the best course of action. But hiding that just as well as his other secret, his friends find out and lead him onto a better path. Then, when things start to look up, May dies too.

    Thrown into foster care, Peter has to try to be himself and Spider-man without anyone finding out. Then his luck finally turns around when he saves Iron Man.

    (I promise this is a happy ending, just not for awhile)

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    Kiyotaka Ishimaru is depressed. He has nothing in his life. But maybe if he changed people would like him...

    Kinda projecting but also kind of just a character study on how I think he might feel.

    Warning: This has mentions of cutting, blood, suicidal thoughts, death, and anorexia. If that makes you uncomfortable don't read! Take care of your self!

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    Peter and Wade first meet as kids. Despite their two year age gap they end up in the same year at school and become inseparable best friends, devoted to one another. As their lives and their bodies change can their friendship survive their unruly biology? What happens as they get older and create their alter egos? Can Spidey and Deadpool really be friends.....or lovers?

    -I have tagged this story in accordance with some of the content yet to come. Please pay attention to the tags as I will be adding more as this story continues. The 'underage' tag refers to ages 16 and 17.

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    It's going to be okay.
    It's not perfect,but okay.
    You may not understand all that is happening..
    But you will bloom anyway!

    That was the words that he usually to said to me,i don't know what its means but somehow those words make me able to bloom again like he always wanted me be..

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    After the worst has happened, Robby can finally begin his road to recovery. He may be haunted by the demons of his past, but now he has some angels on his side too.

     

    A/N: Continuation of my previous work: "His Demons". It can be read as a standalone and previous work was pretty disturbing. I'll be repeating the first few chapters to bring it up to speed. Completely new stuff starts from chapter 6.

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    While onboard the Supremacy to rescue Chewbacca, Rey finds herself in Kylo Ren's personal quarters while he searches for her on Kijimi. When they are face to face, he once again offers his hand. Given the opportunity to join his cause and stand by his side, will she take it? And if she does, what will the aftershocks be on both of their lives?

    Set during The Rise of Skywalker (2019) but with an alternate ending.

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    Tsukishima has never liked himself. And chances are, if you hung around him, you wouldn't like him either. How he managed to even get a boyfriend in the first place was some sort of miracle. But when was this all going to crash and burn? It's only a matter of time...

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    Tsukishima struggles with inner turmoil and Kuroo notices.

    --IF I get enough requests, I can re-write the story another Haikyuu pairing--

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    One night was all it took for destruction of BTS. One night was all it took for Jungkook to change. One night was all it took for Namjoon's past to come up.

    When Jungkook gets attacked the most violent and violating way, it brings up past memories for Namjoon. Memories that Namjoon tries to hide away from the boys. The past before BTS he tries to keep hidden away. Now Namjoon will have to face his past in order to help the youngest member get over the hardest pain he could ever have. Only Namjoon can save the young Maknae from making the same mistakes that he did.

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    False was taken eleven years ago from the home she'd known, when she was eight.
    She changed. She adapted. She was made into something else.
    When she was seventeen, she escaped.
    But she couldn't return to Hermitville, where her friends were. Because she was no longer False - she was someone else, she was what the kingdom had forced her to become - she was their reigning champion - she was the Queen of Hearts and Body Parts.
    So she watched them from afar.
    Because who would want a person as a friend that was so broken inside that she had killed because she'd been forced to, threatened innocents because she'd been forced to, and fought battles side by side the one person she hated the most - the man she'd been forced to marry at sixteen years of age?
    Was she so messed up that she wanted to rip her husband to shreds? Because she did. So, so, badly...
    And maybe she deserved the same to be done to her.

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    Deceit hasn't been okay, not since Virgil left. Now, even Remus has been accepted before him, leaving the 'Dark Side' all alone.
    And so, alone, with no one else to chase way those awful thoughts, Deceit begins to question if life is truly worth it. And whether or not to be rid of his own.

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    He'd always wanted to be better than her, always wanted to leave his own legacy, leave his own mark; and he had, and that mark was currently embedded on Jasper's face, in the form of a broken horn and a scar across the eye.

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    Cover drawn by my lovely girlfriend Rubinaito <3 <3 Thank you again baby!

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    “Tzuyu? Are you okay?”

    She was wearing another one of her sweaters.

    “Oh? I’m fine, just tired.”

    And she smiled.

    (No, I cannot have you, I cannot have you without drowning)

    Or: Chou Tzuyu pretends.

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    Si tú o tu alma gemela mueren antes de tener la oportunidad de confesarse, ambos serán enviados de vuelta en el tiempo a la fecha en que se conocieron para arreglarlo.

    O al menos esa era la leyenda y Lan Wangji y Wei Wuxian descubren que a veces las leyendas son verdaderas y que el destino no se puede negar.

    Ahora tienen que convencer a los adultos para que se muevan en contra de los Wen, mientras que también luchan contra los intentos de sus familiares por mantenerlos separados al mismo tiempo que tratan de no distraerse del todo besándose.

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    Everybody always says that Peter is a bad liar. They say his face gives him away instantly, and the pitch of his voice raises an octave or two. May even told Peter that every time he tries to lie his mouth gives an involuntary twitch. 

    What Peter has come to realize over the past couple weeks, is that everyone is wrong. Because he’s been keeping secrets and lying his ass off about it everyday.

     

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    Or; Peter starts working as a prostitute after May loses her job. While trying to keep that a secret, and hiding his mental health problems, Mr. Stark decides that's the perfect time to be more involved in Peter's life. Can he keep his secrets secret?

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    Frank has been under a lot of pressure lately. When Jamia wakes up in the middle of the night to find him not in bed, she panics and goes searching for him. No-one had expected him to take such drastic measures in reaction to the current events.

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    Fugo has questionable ways of coping when he returns to the gang. (TW)

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    Middle-earth is a strange new territory, with strange new threats, overprotective elves, and four little elflings who just want to find their way home… wherever that home might be, because like it or not, they’re stuck there with no chance of return. Death tends to be final like that, especially when there’s no one left to edo tensei oneself back to life.

    A second chance at life should be a blessing, but trouble somehow always finds Team Seven, whether it comes in the form of strange beasts called orcs or nosy golden-haired elves who think they’ve returned from the Halls of Mandos too, though perhaps this time they might get a few thousand years of peace before the action begins.

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    Connor was sure it would succeed in every mission given to it, regardless of what it would be: catching deviants, saving hostages, or integrating with humans. Being an obedient, unfeeling machine.
    Turns out it doesn't succeed in any.
    It is constantly failing everybody around it, everyone who has ever had any faith in it or hoped for its help. Connor just doesn't seem to escape being inferior. Broken.
    It just can't help being just itself. And Amanda deserves so much better than that.

    Meanwhile, Lieutenant Hank Anderson is dealing with the android partner he has been assigned against his will. The man has been trusted with a task of keeping an eye on the RK800 - a new prototype capable of advanced combat, eliminating difficult targets, stalking humans and androids alike like a predator. Should the android deviate, the consequences would be tragic. And the man is just beginning to notice the changes within Connor.
    But the RK800 is not the only one undergoing them.

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    Severus Snape finds Lily dead in Godric's Hollow, her son's screams echoing in his ears, and decides to end his life with hers.

    Fate has other ideas.

    Next thing he knows, he's facing an 11-year-old Lily Evans, on their way to their first year at Hogwarts.

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    Katsuki is in love with Deku, has been for years, there was no denying it anymore. It was as much a fact as the earth was round, the sky was blue, and he was obsessed with the nerd he used to bully in elementary school. Ever since the dreaded incident the last day of fourth grade Katsuki hasn't been able to shake the idiot no matter how hard he tried. It was that fateful day he began fantasizing about Deku, constant dreams of Deku touching him, on top of him and inside of him plaguing his perverted mind.

    What he doesn't expect is for the fantasies to get worse and worse by the day, fantasies of kissing turning into fantasies of fucking, and as the daydreams became more graphic, more vivid, his hatred for Deku bloomed into something darker, more dangerous, hatred clawing at his chest whenever he laid eyes on the bastard.

    By the time he hit high school it was a fact and nothing more- he hated Deku, he hated him because he couldn't allow himself to feel anything more than hatred for him, and so he let that hatred flare inside of him, let it burn him down until there was nothing left inside of him but darkness.

    Just his luck that Izuku is the only one who can save him from the darkness that is himself.

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