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    All Steve Rogers wanted after a lifetime of war was to immerse himself in quiet, and solitude. Opening a bookstore seemed like the perfect answer. He could escape to any world that he desired, all while keeping his past firmly behind him, where it belonged.

    Until the day Peter Stark walked in.

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    The Avengers and their allies defeated the ultimate threat to Earth and the Universe, but in the wake of the great battles and sacrifices, unanswered questions remained. This story ties up loose ends, wrestles with intriguing implications and pursues satisfying resolutions.

    Chapters 1-3: Going back to Peggy in 1949 was a dream come true for Steve. But he hadn’t thought through all it would mean for both of them.
    Chapters 4-?: Steve travels to 2023 Wakanda, where Natasha awaits him. He reveals the stunt he pulled to pass on the shield, what happened when he returned the Soul Stone, and why he’s no longer in the past. She tells the story of her fatal fall—and beyond. Steve and Nat evolve their relationship, keeping their presence a secret from all but a few. They grow closer to T’Challa, Okoye and Shuri as their nation navigates post-Blip struggles. At the same time, new Captain America Sam and the rest of the current Avengers must forge ahead without their old leaders. Both groups pursue revelations about time travel, other dimensions, enhancement and Infinity Stones that lead them to a better understanding of their Universe and identities, culminating in a series of adventures that bring them together again.

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    A story where Steve goes back in time and fixes some things. In other words, Steve stays back in time, but saves Bucky.

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    “There’s a body in the garden.”

    The words were spoken calmly, while Bucky kept his eyes locked onto the gangly form prostrate in the dirt outside. When he’d spotted it in a casual pass of the window, he’d experienced shock for all of half a second before he’d quickly transitioned into acceptance and wariness.

    He stepped back from the window as Steve rushed up, a damp blue dish towel in his hands. Steve’s eyes immediately narrowed in on the form that was face down by the tomato plants. It was a good sign that Bucky wasn’t hallucinating, and a bad sign in that it meant the corpse in the garden was real.

    Steve gave Bucky a look, the corners of his mouth sternly downturned.

    “I didn’t put it there,” Bucky said, just in case that was in question.

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    A mostly-dead Loki shows up face-planted in Bucky’s garden one day while Steve’s over for lunch. (Throws Infinity War/Endgame deaths and other parts of canon out the window.)

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    A team member's pranking goes too far, causing one member's mental health to take a blow he may not be able to come back from.

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    SHIELD never find Captain America.

    But one spring, the Valkyrie melts anyway, and Steve Rogers wakes up in the ice, alone.

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    He tried to move – and it burned. There was fire wrapping around his body, dragging cold tongues of pain across every inch of him. There was nothing but the screeching pain and the blackness and the silence -

    He breathed, and choked, because his lungs were full of ice.

    Water trickled delicately from his nose, dribbled over shrivelled lips. He jerked reflexively, throat cracking free from frost. He tried to gulp, tried to swallow, tried to snatch at air.

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    "I won't stop fighting for you," Steve promised.

    Bucky sighed. "That's the point. You don't have to."

    Steve paused. "I know. But I want to."

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    It's 2011, and Steve Rogers is seeing Peggy Carter for the first time in almost 70 years. But he doesn't expect her husband to open the door.

    Or, the evolution of Steve Rogers and Daniel Sousa's friendship.

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    “On patrol?” Romanoff asks, two coffees and a muffin balanced carefully in her arms. He nods. He wants to keep walking, but she’s holding out one of the coffees for him, and he could use it. They sit huddled in a stairwell and drink.

    “What is it?” she asks, delicately peeling back the liner from her muffin. He knows what she means. Sometimes she asks, and sometimes she doesn’t; maybe it depends on how disheveled he looks.

    “Rogers had the news on when I came home,” he says slowly, carefully. “There was...a hospital. Infiltrated by HYDRA. SHIELD took down as many as they could, but the footage…” The children. The experiments. The equipment. The chairs.

    “...was a lot,” Romanoff finishes for him. He nods. “Well,” she says cheerily, breaking off half the muffin and handing it to him, “This is for you, then.”

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    They say that in the seven seconds before you die, your brain replays your life. Giving you a chance to live it again, exactly as it happened. Tony didn’t want to relive it. Once was more than enough. Instead he thought of his kids. Vision, Darcy, Harley, Peter, Nebula, Morgan.
    Seven seconds is nothing and everything all at once. Pepper is talking to him. He blinks and tries to focus on her voice. At least his boys made it back. Peter is crying but he can’t lift his hand to comfort him. His kids will have each other. He just wished he could be there, too.
    Wished for a moment that he could go back and change it all. Stop Thanos before he can gather all the infinity stones and snap away half the universe and half of Tony’s family.
    Power rushes over his hand, up his ruined arm and hovers in his mind for a moment. Granting him absolute clarity.
    What would you change? The Stones ask him.

    Everything.

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    Steve chuckled he locked eyes with his friend. Had his eyes always been so enchanting? There was something about them, they were grey but not simple as some people think, no there was an ocean of emotions in there, hidden.

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    After the events of "Captain America: The Winter Soldier", Bucky leaves to deal with what he remembers without the pressure of having Steve there. Steve, of course, wasn't thrilled with this development, and searched for him with Sam's help.
    Now, Bucky's back. He's gotten his scrambled eggs back into some semblance of order, and they go out west like they had always talked about. cue Gay Road Trip of Recovery. Plus, everyone has wings, because I am physically incapable of writing a fic without fantasy elements.

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    Harry swears an oath to Howard Stark when he dies, that he will watch over his son and keep him out of harms way.

    That proves to be more difficult that originally thought.

    Seriously. Tony Stark was a magnet for trouble.

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    There are so many things that Bucky hasn’t told his friends. So many people he’s hurt. So many that he’s killed. He doesn't want to fight anymore, but it seems like he doesn't have a choice.

    This is the story of what happened during the time he was brainwashed up until AFTER Captain America: the Winter Soldier.
    It will switch to the future occasionally... To slowly introduce Thanos.

    [[Will include: Bucky’s fall from the train, the Red Room, the assassination of JFK, the murders of the Starks, Bucky’s trial, and Bucky Barnes’s recovery.]]

    ~

    Thank you to everyone that has decided to join me on this incredibly long, bumpy ride. I'm sorry in advance (well, sort of sorry). Read with caution because we all know Bucky's story isn't the happiest.

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    There are some people who are meant to be together in this world, some people who are meant to drift apart, and some people who are never destined to meet. Rose Rigby and Bucky Barnes are all three of these things. Two people who were meant to be together from the beginning, meant to be separated by lifetimes, and that, once separated, should never have come back together again.

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    Captain America is a national icon. A picture in a history textbook; a story on the lips of old men.

    Steve Rogers, on the other hand, is a wreck.

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    Stephanie Rogers still had nightmares about ice and snow, especially as winter began to set in. Thankfully, Tony is always pretty good at warming her up.

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    "He felt fake. Who was he kidding? He wasn't Captain America, he was just a boy from Brooklyn."

    After saving the world from Aliens, the Avengers move into Tony's Tower. Steve has a hard time fitting into his new life. When he is injured in a mission after an accident Steve's carefully built walls come crashing down and make him question everything.

    Set after the 1st Avengers and the Battle of New York. Will probably sway away from canon. There is no Slash.

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    Steve leaves.

    He leaves both of them.

    Tony Stark brushes it off and picks up the broken pieces like he always does when New York is blown up from underneath his feet. Gone....all gone...in seconds.

    Fleeing the country with Peter Parker, Tony Stark arrives in Wakanda, not expecting Bucky Barnes to be there.

    But Bucky's sorry - so fucking sorry - and Tony's sorry too and it all works out. Plus, Bucky absolutely adores Peter and if that isn't a sign, Tony doesn't know what is.

    And then a bearded scruffy looking Steve Rogers shows up and blows all this progress to hell.

     

    (Chapter 3 (when posted) is full redone one shot

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    “It’s hard to watch something you love destroy itself. To see it fall apart. Disaster always feels so distant, detached—someone else’s struggle in some faraway place. It’s not until it’s in our city—at our doors—that we realize how fragile we are. All of us. All of this.

    “And when it hit—when it came down, it came down hard. And we fell. We buried ourselves in anger and fear and the instinct to survive.

    “And the real truth is no one watched. No one saw or wanted to see. Tragedy is invisible, people turn away from it; they run from it if they can. It’s hard knowing you belong here, that your purpose lies amongst all this pain. But someone’s gotta be there to pick it up. To push back. Put the first piece back together.

    To put us all back together.”

    _

    Infinity stones are a big deal OR the DC and Marvel universes realize each other exist and that Thanos is a very big problem.

    Tim really just wishes he’d brought extra pants.

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