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    How Lady Alcina Dimitrescu nurses her 'idiot child brother' back to health more than once.

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    On days like this, sitting on the grass while the thunder tried to warn him to find a cover from the upcoming rain, he waited. Sometimes she came, sometimes she did not, he never could guess how or why she came and went, but he didn't question it all the same. If it took away the one thing that kept his deteriorating sanity from snapping completely, he wasn't going to risk it. Sometimes, sitting here, waiting for her, even while knowing that the window of opportunity of her coming has passed, he could feel himself slipping, because, in all honesty, why was he even waiting? Why didn't he just take his wand and join her this exact instant? He could make it painless, even if he knew he didn't deserve it, just a flick of his wrist and he could embrace the silence forever. Rest forever. Be with her forever.

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    Not dying is already a difficult feat. Add carrying the world on your shoulders and Trunks Briefs is a very busy man.
    [Future Trunks AU where Goten was born a year earlier. Both Trunks and Goten are trans. Story follows from childhood to Cell Saga.]

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    izuku is so very tired

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    “I do not have allies. I have a mission and nothing else.”

    “Kill me if you want, then,” Zemo says, voice choked.

    The Soldier grits his teeth, genuinely considering it, but he alleviates his hold on Zemo and steps back. “You want to die?”

    Zemo rubs his throat. “Sometimes.”
     

    OR The Avengers used a time machine to snap back half the population. Zemo, still stuck in a Berlin prison, hears of this and comes up with a plan to sneak into the Avengers compound to use the machine. He only wants to hear his son's laughter one more time.

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    jesse mccree doesn't like hanzo shimada. doesn't like that kin-slayer one fucking bit. it's all he can do to not put a bullet in this fucker when genji brings him to the recall with words like "redemption" and "honor" and "second chances."

    but the hanzo genji brings back is much different than anyone was expecting: he seems to go through life with a sort of recklessness that only a man ready to die would have.

    despite it all, jesse ends up *caring.*

    can he break through hanzo's walls and discover what exactly is making this man tick? or will hanzo be left to rot in his cage, unable to redeem himself even unto the end?

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    Roy returns from an off world mission to find that Jason had been missing for weeks, and none of the Bats had even noticed.

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    Tubbo wants to tear himself open, he wants to destroy himself. Luckily, others are there to help him.

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    Or, Tubbo cuts himself, Jschlatt finds out, and that somehow leads to Manberg and Pogtopia making peace.

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    Arabella used to be normal. Kidnapped and experimented on by the notorious Nazi organisation, Hydra, Arabella doesn't have hope for her future, especially after the things she's done. But when she gets out, after five years of isolation, Arabella struggles to make sense of the world around her, especially after being taken in by the Avengers, and discovering one of her tormentors is now one of the good guys.
    BuckyxOFC
    Set post-Endgame, but Steve, Tony and Nat are alive because I want them to be lmao :)
    This probs will be triggering if you have issues with self harm/suicide. I haven't put warnings at the top of every chapter so please read with caution.
    Also this story is more based on the OFC's trauma etc so there is less of Bucky's recovery POV.
    Also also the chapters are short because I have the attention span of a teaspoon

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    Jean was rescued by Renee from the nest and thus from a certain death. Years of violence lie behind him, followed by an uncertain future with the Trojans. He has asked for neither of these things and so he decides to put an end to it all before he replaces a known hell with a new one. One that takes the last remnants of his soul with it.

    However, he didn't reckon with Jeremy.

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    Looking at Katsuki, Izuku could see his eyes peering out from under the slime, pleading for help.
    It's my fault. It's my fault. .̸ ̶I̶t̸'̴s̴ ̶m̴y̷ ̶f̷a̵u̸l̸t̵.̶ ̸ .̵̜͂͂͘ ̸̧̮̱̒̿̐Ị̵͎̅̓t̸̙̏͒'̵̡̤͆s̵̩̰͛̊͘ ̴̟̞̿͑m̶̠̈̂͜͝y̵̡̞̎̅̈́ ̸͉͆f̵͍̰̽̆̇a̸̤͙̞͌u̷̻̼̕͘l̷̫̠̆́́t̴̙̍.̶̖̀ ̷͇̬̇͊.̵͖̫̆̓̆ ̶̩͙̠̓̿̿͗͒̈́͐̈́̽̓͑̂I̵̯̜̯̘̳͖͒̐̀͠ţ̷̧̣̗̜̹̭̭̜̫̳̻̲͒̋̑̕̕'̵͔̜̰̜͍͙͇̭͕͈̼̺͋͒̋̄͑͑̈́͝ͅs̸̡̙̯͕̦͇̦̹̭͑͋͌̈̅̈̓̓̅̍̕͝ ̴̢̖̹̲̠̣̮̭̻̬̝̀̓̅m̵͇̭͉̗͕̌͂̔̇̄̊̇̑̍̂͝ŷ̶̨̛̟̖͖̠̦̗̯̲̤͋̎̏̐̽͠ ̶̛̛̹̫̮̩͇̹̞̻̗̰͓̭̒̋͊͛̀͌̽̚̚ͅf̴͉̳̟̺̲̼̖̿̌̈́̃͝a̷̡̨̻͚͖̿̐͑̂̔͋̌̀͗͝u̴̟͖̼̖̞̣̎̽̈̒̄͆͝͝͠l̸̢̛̦̭̯̖̺̝͈̏̃̎́͛ṱ̶̨̩̘̱̋̒͠.̸̮̦̯͇̗̞̻͉͙͇̪͑͑̇́͑̿̏̉͆̈́̈́̂ ̸̪̯̘͕̰̼̆́̇͑̇́̇̂̈́̈́
    I can't do anything; I'm just a loser. A weakling. But... I want to help!
    Suddenly, time seemed to stop. Izuku was frozen still. He couldn't move, he couldn't breathe. Then, he felt something warm wrap around him as if it was giving him a motherly hug.
    If that is what you wish, I shall grant it. Remember, you only have one left. Use it wisely and m̶a̶y̷ ̷f̵a̵t̷e̸ ̵g̷u̷i̶d̸e̴ ̴y̶o̷u̵r̴ ̵w̵a̷y̸.̷

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    After fourteen years, Izuku suddenly gets a mysterious quirk. But, there was one problem. No matter how hard he tries, his quirk prevents him from telling anyone.

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    At the end Gin chose to die, he knew he could not escape Aizen alive so he cut their game short. After all this was what his life was to Sousuke, a sick game to see how much will they be able to hurt each other before the end.

    Recollection of Gin's twisted life and what led him to the end.

    Most likely some Aizen Angst by the end.

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    Life after death is a little weird, topsy-turvy, and a bit spotty. Everyone says you were a bad guy for a little bit- or their whole life- and you don't even remember why that is! Wilbur knows it better than anyone, but despite it all, he's gonna try to live after death. He's gonna live his best dead life!
    Tommy, in the land of the living, is doing his very best to live without his brother, but it doesn't help when he suddenly becomes a ghost and confuses things. Honestly, everyone is confused. You'd think it'd be as simple as having him back and being happy, but that's not it at all. Suddenly, Tommy's angry, and Fundy's upset, and everyone's lost, and...

    How does Wilbur make things better? How do you right wrongs? And where the hell is Technoblade?

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    Years ago, Lan Wangji was a Senior in high school, readying himself for graduation and the coming years studying at the Gusu Lan Institute of Music. Everything in his life made sense, from his role in his family, to a future as a classical musician. The only thing that didn’t fit was the sudden epiphanies he had about himself brought on by his bothersome and flirtatious classmate, Wei Wuxian. When the growing attraction and friendship was cut short by the other boy’s disappearance, he mourned what could have been, but ultimately had to move on. What he didn’t know was that fate would bring them back together again one day, or the reality of how far apart two lives can diverge, how some can find peace and prosperity, while others can fall farther than he ever imagined.

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    Midoriya returns to school and the class isn't as supportive as he would have hoped. In fact they seem to wish he never survived.

    Part three of 'Just A Little Nap'

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    My contribution to the IBVS fandom and just for the fun of writing fanfiction for IBVS without reason

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    “This will be good for you, Thomas.”
    “Lady, if you call me Thomas one more time, It’s not going to be good for either of us.”

    Or: Tommy is 17 when he ends up fostered by Phil, and he really doesn't know what to make of it.

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    One of the hardest part of a parent’s job is the teenager years. Hormones running through the teen’s blood, trying to figure out who they are, developing crushes, becoming a child soldier. Becoming a child soldier?

    Honestly Roy just kinda wished that the least of his problems was getting Ed into a good college.

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    Unknown [6:50 pm]
    I’m called Dream!

    George [6:51 pm]
    Oh, so like a nickname?

    Unknown [6:51 pm]
    Yes, a nickname!

    George [6:51 pm]
    Cool
    A little strange for a nickname
    But at least you’re contact name isn't ‘unknown’ anymore

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    Or another DNF chatfic :)

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    Ten years after his expiration date, with a nasty stab wound on top of a bullet hole on top of a heartbreak, Ash finally feels entitled to let nature take its course.

    Too bad none of his pigheaded friends agree with him.

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