gender euphoria
This tag belongs to the Additional Tags Category.
Parent tags (more general):
This tag has not been marked common and can't be filtered on (yet).
Works which have used it as a tag:
Pages Navigation
-
Our Deepest Secrets by In_agony_and_ecstasy
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
02 Jan 2021
Tags
Summary
All Eren's life he has struggled to understand why he is the way he is. He prays and he goes to church, and God never answers him. When Eren's dad dies, Eren makes the decision to ignore all of his beliefs - including the belief that God doesn't make mistakes - and move away so that he can go to school and transition without his mother's judgment on top of God's.
Living as his true self was his only intention when moving away, but then he sees a girl that makes him wonder if moving away and transitioning and meeting her was part of the plan all along.
When he disovers Jeanice's deepest secret - that Jeanice is actually Jean, and he desperately needs Eren's help - he doesn't question his destiny any further.
-
Mustardseed by merelydovely for Jaimeapollo (ohbacchus), m_hart
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types
03 Nov 2015
Tags
Summary
Enjolras and Grantaire bump into each other at SF Pride—literally—and find themselves forging an unexpected bond.
“Well then, Apollo,” said Grantaire, sweeping out one arm to dip into a deep bow, “let me be your chariot.”
“What?” said Enjolras, nonplussed.
This was too easy. “I’m saying you should ride me.”
“What?!”
Grantaire took pity on him. “I mean if I boost you up on my shoulders, you’ll be able to get a better view.”
-
The Protector [Podfic] by the_dragongirl for Riz
Fandoms: The Hobbit - All Media Types, The Hobbit (Jackson Movies), The Hobbit - J. R. R. Tolkien
15 Dec 2015
Tags
Summary
Dwalin has been searching for decades for the one relic she believes will give her the strength she needs. Ushmaru Khazâd, the protector of the Dwarves.
Meanwhile Nori is sincerely regretting touching that overwhelmingly perfect set of knives he found while ruins-searching.
Story written by Thorinsmut; art by Synthetic Cathedral.
-
What Doesn't Break Us by In_agony_and_ecstasy
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
26 May 2016
Tags
Summary
Connie and Jean have been rekindling their relationship for barely a month, after nearly a year of being torn apart by Connie's newfound identity. Even though Connie knows that Jean has come to terms with his identity, he now has a whole new reason to fear Jean's rejection, and he can't get it off his mind for even one night. Even if that night happens to be the night he and Jean planned to go out for their anniversary. He has to tell Jean now. And all he can do is hope for the best.
-
Tags
Summary
“When I look at my old pictures, all I can see is what I used to be but am no longer. I think: What I can see is what I am not.”
- Aleksandar Hemon2009 except Dan is a trans boy
Series
- Part 1 of self-made man
-
Tags
Summary
Liam never felt like he fit into this masculine identity he was assigned and Niall, his longtime best friend, is the only person he feels like he can confide in.
-
Tags
Summary
a drabble collection of various pairings in various little scenarios that I find interesting/fun enough to write but aren't big enough to get their own full story. (allegedly)
pairings and tags will be updated with each new chapter, will all most likely be rated T but clear warnings will be provided in the event that this isn't the case
ch. 50: beloved
-
Tags
Summary
"The only war is within. When you are ready to fight it, the field awaits"
AU in which Kenma is a trans boy. -
Tags
Summary
Yuri likes how people guess his age right after he shaves his head. He likes how it feels when Otabek rubs his hands over the stubble on the back of Yuri’s neck.
He’d liked the feeling of Katsuki’s hands, firm but gentle, wrapped around his skull as he’d passed the clippers over Yuri’s head in smooth, practiced strokes.It’s not until a few months after he shaves his head, when he shoots up to one-hundred-eighty-five centimeters, that he realizes he misses the quiet thrill he hadn’t even noticed he’d felt when waitresses in restaurants had called him “ma’am.”
-
i like the in-betweens/i like the time it takes to get somewhere
(aka the story of yuri figuring out gender, saying i love you, being an adult, and next season's short program, featuring two cities, one town, lots of airports, three dads, and one grandpa)Series
-
Post Physical by KyloReam
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
15 Mar 2017
Tags
Summary
“There’s something I need to tell you.” Hux waits a moment, locks eyes with Kylo. “You know…you know that I'm not human, right?”
Kylo nods solemnly. “You mentioned that.”
By all rights, Kylo should be shocked by the revelation. There’s nothing about Hux that would indicate he was anything alien. He takes a deep breath, ignoring his heightened nerves and hammering heart, continues. “The point, Ren, is that I’m not built like most human males. I also have something extra.” He waits a beat. “A cloaca.”
-
Tags
-
Tags
Summary
A relationship that has dissolved is a relationship that blossoms if you play it backwards.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,600
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 6
- Hits:
- 100
-
Tags
Summary
In which pieces fall into place and words are put on feelings.
Series
- Part 4 of this home we built
-
Tags
Summary
“…Hey, Zulf,” the Kid starts, “can I ask you something?”
The Kid is strangely somber and Zulf stops swinging his legs. “Of course, Kid. Is everything alright?”
“Yeah, yeah. Was just wondering… how’d you know? That you weren’t a girl, I mean.”
Zulf discusses gender; the Kid listens.
-
Tags
Summary
Rosalind meets Robert, and there are questions.
Robert finds himself. (Is finding, has already found, will continue to find.)
-
Tags
Summary
The reader/main character experiences gender euphoria! I'm sad that that isn't a tag yet :/ Tyler is there to share their happiness and be super supportive. This can be shippy, gen, or pre-relationship.
-
All This and Heaven Too by 0nlyamemory, greyeyesandprettylies
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
12 Oct 2021
Tags
Summary
Jeon Jungsook is excited about lots of things in her life. She's excited about living in Seoul, even though the weather is terrible. She's excited about her classes, because the Korea National University of Arts Illustration program is fantastic, and she loves to draw. She's even excited about having friends, friends who see her for who she truly is, and don't treat her like a curiosity or an embarrassment.
What she's not excited about is how she feels about Kim Taehyung. That mostly just makes her want to hide in her apartment and never come back out. But it also makes her want to sing. It's confusing.
-
Tags
Summary
It's 2am.
It was kind of lonely in his room.
He has a song and a person stuck in his head.
And he can't sleep.
-
Young Man by orphan_account
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
21 Aug 2018
Tags
Summary
aka i hc all might as trans and i wanna write happy trans shit
-
Tags
Summary
Nahyuta and Simon go shopping. And there Simon learns something rather intresting about his partner. Something Nahyuta himself hadn't figured out yet.
Series
- Part 9 of Stories of a Glimmerous Fop, a Twisted Samurai and a Last Rites Prosecutor
- Part 12 of Fix You
Pages Navigation
Bookmarks which have used it as a tag:
Pages Navigation
-
Tags
Summary
Luis discovers a rather interesting assortment of treasures in Leon’s bedside drawers when he’s asked to retrieve a condom from it. He decides he wants to know which ones make Leon whimper the loudest.
-
- Words:
- 30,928
- Works:
- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 46
-
Tags
Summary
During a discussion about how John always seems to have to be large of cock, or else someone throws a fit, I mentioned how I always wanted to write a fic where he absolutely wasn’t. Not even close. The discussion continued, we all decided to write something and gather them all together and the rest... is fic history.
-
Tags
Summary
As the result of a cruel joke, Dean wakes up one morning to find that his impressive nine inches has been reduced to a mere two—and that’s being generous. Pissed off and humiliated, Dean can’t understand Cas’ reaction to this turn of events. It would seem the angel…likes it? Yeah, he likes it a lot. [non-explicit mentions of Sabriel]
Series
- Part 6 of Requests and Challenges
-
Tags
Summary
Sherlock has a shameful secret that John thinks really isn't shameful at all.
-
Big Heart, Small Package by For-Chan Cookie (ForChanCookie)
Fandoms: Captain America (2011)
22 May 2012
Tags
Summary
Written for this CapKink prompt:
pre-serum Steve/Bucky
Steve has a micropenis that Bucky loves to suck on and play with. -
Tags
Summary
Skjald, noun: (in ancient Scandinavia) a bard or minstrel.
Loki doesn't sleep.
Your voice is the most beautiful thing he's ever heard.
An offer of employment is made. -
Lift Us Where Suffering Cannot Reach by Khashana for surefireshore
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
09 Nov 2022
Tags
Summary
“I am not looking for a husband,” says Lan Zhan. “I am a lesbian.”
“I’m not a good match for anyone looking for a husband anyway,” says Wei Wuxian, yanking hard at a loose sleeve thread. “I’m, uh. A woman. Transgender.”In which Lan Zhan and Wei Ying enter into a marriage of convenience, try on dresses, watch Star Trek, and accidentally fall in love.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,045
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 61
- Kudos:
- 515
- Bookmarks:
- 123
- Hits:
- 2,889
Bookmarked by thelastdboy
22 Jan 2024
Bookmarker's Tags:
Bookmarker's Collections:
Bookmarker's Notes
Lift Us Where Suffering Cannot Reach
by Khashana
Wangxianficrecs post here. (Archived.)
T, 8k, WangxianPart of Wei Wuxian's Birthday Gift Exchange Oct 2022
Summary: “I am not looking for a husband,” says Lan Zhan. “I am a lesbian.”
“I’m not a good match for anyone looking for a husband anyway,” says Wei Wuxian, yanking hard at a loose sleeve thread. “I’m, uh. A woman. Transgender.”In which Lan Zhan and Wei Ying enter into a marriage of convenience, try on dresses, watch Star Trek, and accidentally fall in love.
My comments: This story was so incredibly sweet and I enjoyed it a lot! There was a bit of angst that hit at the end, but got resolved very quickly. Apart from that, it's mostly so much yearning and pining and Wangxian falling in love in a marriage of convenience and gender euphoria and I love that for them.
Excerpt: “So…” says Wei Wuxian finally. “Do you have any questions I can answer?”
Lan Zhan considers the question. She already knows Wei Wuxian has a good career as a software engineer, high social status as the ward of the Jiangs, and no real health issues, courtesy of Uncle.
“What do you enjoy doing as a hobby?” she asks.
Wei Wuxian looks taken aback. “I play the flute,” she says eventually. “And I read a lot. Nonfiction mostly. I like learning new things.”
Lan Zhan nods. “I enjoy poetry and romance novels,” she offers.
“Not that this isn’t a worthwhile train of thought,” says Wei Wuxian, “but before I forget: what I actually meant was, do you have any questions about…” She makes a vague gesture at all of herself. “The trans thing?”
Oh. Lan Zhan thinks about it.
-
Unnerved by thebearking
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 Aug 2017
Tags
Summary
Loki finds himself enjoying Midgard where you're concerned.
-
Gateway to paradise by mor (mornin)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
26 Jun 2023
Tags
Summary
When Katsuki is hit with a gender-changing quirk, he doesn't think anything of it. It's when it wears off that things go to hell.
- or -
Katsuki likes her new body, she just needs time to... figure it all out.
In the meantime, she needs to stop overthinking the way Eijirou looks at her.
-
Wifey Things by Aamalysstuff for vonivox
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
07 Apr 2022
Tags
Summary
Suguru insists they sleep in different rooms whenever they’re on missions together, but Satoru’s still knocking on her door early in the morning. When Suguru doesn’t answer quickly enough, he just opens the door and steps inside like he’s just allowed to, without thinking about propriety or boundaries.
Satoru’s like that. Pushy bastard. Thinks he’s entitled to anything he wants.
Suguru should definitely say something. Kick him out
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,028
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 50
- Kudos:
- 938
- Bookmarks:
- 199
- Hits:
- 23,950
Bookmarked by shellyes
25 Nov 2023
Bookmarker's Tags:
Bookmarker's Notes
perfection. thank you for this, one to revist for nights when dysphoria hits hard and things like a relationship or sex seem out of reach.
-
Tags
Summary
After his amicable divorce, Stede is faced with the ordeal of finding a new place to live. With the funds split between him and Mary, he opts for the more financially responsible option: a flatshare with a stranger. All Stede knows about his new flatmate Edward is they’re of similar age, they’re both queer, and they work opposite hours. What starts off as a simple arrangement ends up strained when their living habits (and attitudes) don’t quite align.
The catch? It’s hard to stay enemies with someone you find unbearably attractive.
(A modern enemies-to-lovers flatmates SMAU)
Series
- Part 1 of Sweet 'verse
-
Gender, Fashion, and Other Fickle Things by eadreytheiptscray
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
11 Nov 2023
Tags
Summary
Author's note: A continuation of "I Don't Like You—I Want to Be You" (now chapter one).
"My friend is trying to set us up. He thinks I have a crush on you."
Loki smirked. "Ah, so that's why I've caught you staring. Would having a crush on me truly be so terrible?"
"No! No, you're definitely attractive, it's just..." You sighed. "It's not a crush. It's gender envy."
Series
- Part 10 of Partners in Chaos
-
Tags
Summary
You remember:
Lavender text saying are you sure you’re as masculine as you pretend to be, are you sure this isn’t performative, are you sure you don’t want something else
You remember:
Wishing and lying and repressing and denying and seeing skirts and dresses and wanting to not want to want them because daydreaming about flowing fabric swishing around your scabbed-up knees would be easier to push away than all the bullshit that’s not boy but not stereotypically girl enough to feel as wrong as you need it to.
You remember:
Not being the first of your tragicomedy crew to come out as something that scares you, but still feeling as alone as ever because you’re a fucking coward and no matter how much your sister likes girls, you aren’t ready to be one.
Series
- Part 1 of Etymology
-
practice makes perfection by bombuslucorum, gentleblahaj
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
24 Oct 2023
Tags
Summary
Stede is Ed's best friend. Who he's a little bit in love with. But Stede's ready to jump back into the dating pool, only he wants a bit of practice with intimacy first. Ed's just being a good friend by helping him out, right?
***
Modern fwb au for Kinktober! Posting throughout the month for 6 different prompts. Collaboration with bombuslucorum.
Series
- Part 6 of Kink Prompts 2023
-
The One in Which Magic is Stupid (But Isn't it Always?) by TheWitchBoy
Fandoms: White Collar (TV 2009), Nightwing (Comics), DCU, Batman - All Media Types
27 Aug 2021
Tags
Summary
He looked ridiculous.
He looked so small.
(He also had a pair of ears he definitely had yet to grow into and Peter was hard-pressed not to find it absolutely endearing.)
Series
- Part 3 of DC/White Collar Fics
- Part 2 of ALL My De-Aging Fics
-
Perfume by zombiesnclouds
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 May 2022
Tags
Summary
Luo Binghe stumbles into Shen Qingqiu's dreamscape and finds himself masquerading as a young courtesan.
-
Being a Girl is Great by Anonymous
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Dec 2023
Tags
Summary
Luo Binghe had never felt strongly one way or another about being a boy. It feels just like breathing to be called a girl. She might like that, actually. It makes her more like A-Niang.
Shen Qingqiu selected what he believed to be a shidi for Ning Yingying, just like she begged him, but as fate would have it, that "shidi" is only a girl wearing boy's clothes... thank the gods. Who needs another useless boy?
-
Beeswax and Crushed Flowers by zarasu for mocrow
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
15 Feb 2023
Tags
Summary
Luo Binghe catches his husband trying out a more feminine style. Determined to help, he leaves Shen Qingqiu little presents: pretty clothes, delicate jewellery, and, finally, a makeup set.
Left alone with the last present, he can't help but test it on himself first. -
Tags
Summary
She’s in the middle of a war. Teachers, death eaters, Lord Voldemort, Mr. Weasley almost being killed, the—the nightmares, and maybe even being possessed, it’s—she doesn’t have control of anything in her life anymore.
Except this.
If she can have this.