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This was a side project away from my other Hetalia fanfic. It is set on Earth and is after the apocalypse. Francis is searching through his memories and is forced into the thoughts of his first true love, Arthur. Trigger warnings for suicide, religious trauma surrounding being gay, homophobic attacks, descriptions of blood. There is a war mentioned but it is purely fictional and only brief.
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Saeran's twin brother is starting a family photo album, and it leaves him with mixed feelings. On a coffee date, he confides to Vanderwood his discomfort.
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What does it mean to love someone? To really love someone.
Tom’s first impression of her, at least that he can recall, was this: was it possible for angels to exist in the Wizarding world?
He quickly discovers that there's nothing angelic about Everly Greengrass.
(The AO3 mirror to the same story on fanfiction.net//Faster updates there!)
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Heaven Sent by GenericUsername01
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
09 Jun 2018
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It's 2018 and an alien suddenly appears in the cornfield beside Jim's house. He takes him home and tries to pass him off as a Canadian foreign exchange student that Frank totally agreed to house.
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- Part 7 of PRIDE MONTH
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Troubled kids Taako and Lup are sent to a foster home in West Virginia under the care of Merle Highchurch. They aren't excited. But Merle and his other two foster kids - Magnus and Angus - are determined to help these kids, and give them a place to call home.
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Someone Get Me to a Church - Pete Wentz/Mikey Way by whisperingpetekey
Fandoms: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, emo trinity - Fandom, Panic At The Disco, Petekey - Fandom
17 Mar 2022
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Mikey Way grew up heavily involved in the church. Hymnals, scriptures, and bible verses were like second languages to him. He’d been attending a heavily Christian boarding school in a Chicago suburb for as long as he could remember, and religion was one of the only consistencies in his life. The church had always been his home, even if he had to subconsciously repress major parts of himself to stay holy.
Pete Wentz grew up in a religious household, attending church every week and always dreading it more than cattle dreads being turned into beef. By the time he hit puberty, he knew that he liked boys and that the religion he was forced into was one big sham.
Now, Pete and Mikey are both seventeen. After an excessive, tumultuous argument between Pete and his parents about his sexuality, they decide to send him off to a Christian boarding school, hoping he'd be cured of his so-called sin. Pete is convinced that he's gonna hate it there. That all changes when he arrives and meets the cute (and very, very religious) dirty blonde haired boy with whiskey brown eyes that's now his roommate.
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He slams his locker shut just in time to see Stan walking over, smug look on his face and something clutched in his left hand.
“I think I might have found the perfect thing for you,” he says. His voice is smooth and easy and his eyes read trouble. He raises his hand and holds a flyer in front of Richie’s face
Derry High School Baseball Tryouts
Week of February 25th
Please come with running clothes, a baseball mitt, running shoes, and cleats.“Oh, fuck no,” Richie says. He doesn’t even need to read the whole thing to know that this isn’t his jam. Nothing about this has is name on it and no. Fuck no. This isn’t happening.
Except it is.
Richie takes solace in his inability to play any kind of physical sport ever. He knows he’ll hate this, but he also knows he won’t make the team. Not in a million years.
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a tear shed for the ones that die believing by mlmilo
Fandoms: Buzzfeed Unsolved (Web Series)
24 Mar 2019
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title from Children Of God by AJJ
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Revealed With Fire by draculard
Fandoms: Children of the Corn (Movies), Children of the Corn - Stephen King
02 Apr 2019
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The corn has been quiet lately. Isaac bends his ear to He Who Walks Behind the Rows, but he doesn't hear a thing.
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Travis can't kiss Sal, so he finds other ways to show his affection.
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and they cried holy holy holy by zigzagoon for Veronica my bro
Fandoms: Doom Patrol (TV)
16 Sep 2019
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memories hurt.
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It only made sense Justin would grow up at some point or another. Everyone did eventually. So it was expected that one day their wide eyed scythe would find himself realizing just where he was, and just what he was doing. What was less expected was the choices he made from there.
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how amnesia was invented by Po_ta_toes
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
17 Aug 2023
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God's ineffable plan couldn't exactly get a move on without two angels becoming forbidden lovers, and so, according to plan, She had one of them Fall.
Aka the one where Crowley and Aziraphale already knew each other before the Fall but Aziraphale has angel amnesia and doesn't remember the angel Crowley once was.
(Edited to correlate with lore from Season 2)
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Travis finds himself tested in more ways than one.
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A little bit of introspection on Crowley being up in heaven again, as well as seeing his angel again.
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you tore me up from the roots then fell silent again (but i'm growing new roots) by sartiebodyshots
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV)
05 Sep 2019
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Aziraphale catches Crowley berating his plants, and that throws an awful lot of things into sharp relief.
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Crowley takes out his feelings about his fall on his plants, but that can't last forever.
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Such Horrible Things by bakusboi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
02 May 2022
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It felt like the temperature in the room spiked about ten degrees and the shadow at the man’s feet lengthened. Izuku’s gaze traveled slowly up his figure before settling on his face. The man’s features shifted smoothly into a wider-set jaw, lengthened teeth, and his eyes… The whites of his eyes went pitch black, the red irises glowing bright and ominous. When he spoke, the man’s voice dropped several octaves into something that sounded near inhuman.
Izuku’s mouth was hanging open, and he knew he should be terrified but he couldn’t find it in himself to be anything but starstruck. Even in this new grotesque form, Izuku still couldn’t help but find the man beautiful.
OR the one where Izuku is really fuckin gay and living with a monster...and also Katsuki the demon is there.
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There are definitely fangs where his normal incisors should be, but having a sharper set of teeth doesn't make him a monster.
The blood running down his chest does.Or; Shane is a vampire and Ryan is bound to find out sooner or later.
[Editing as of 19/10/2023]
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An android that Gavin helped arrest wants a bit of revenge. Connor is given the task of taking care of an injured Gavin.
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Wonders by nerdypipsqueak
Fandoms: Lawrence of Arabia (1962), A Dangerous Man: Lawrence After Arabia (1990)
03 Sep 2021
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Feisal pays Ned a visit and one thing leads to another...
Set in the Modern Royalty AU Nobody Asked For. This one takes place some time after "Hungry" but before Ned is forced out of his job ("I'm with you, you know").
Written for the 2019 Advent Ficlet Challenge. Prompt: wonder.Series
- Part 11 of 2019 Advent Ficlet Challenge
- Part 13 of The Modern Royalty AU Nobody Asked For
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The Lesson of the Fig Tree by anonymous_yet_again
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
09 Apr 2020
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It is Thursday night, or maybe Friday morning, during Holy Week--the first Holy Week ever, in fact. A small group has gathered at Gethsemane. Earlier in the week, someone spoke to a fig tree and cursed it never to bear fruit again, and Crowley is curious, because this whole plant-cursing thing sounds a bit familiar.
_______Just in case anyone was wondering, I promise that I am still (slowly) working on "Unprophesied," but I thought this Holy Week fic should be posted on Holy Week.
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He wasn't sure what it was about it, how the depicted grief took something deep and terrible from inside him, and put it on display for him, and only him to understand. The Messiah draped over his mother's lap, dead.
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Sam Winchester is excatholic and still somewhat clinging to religion, despite being an abomination.
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COMPLETED.
This story follows Emmeline during two formative moments in her life. Firstly, her time at the Schola Progenium. And secondly, her time with her Order fighting against traitors on Khymaos VIII.Emmeline is haunted. Plagued by something she can not adequately define, and yet seems to direct her life.
This story follows her struggles - mental, martial, spiritual, and emotional - as she, with bolter and blade, carves out a life for herself within the grimdarkness of the far future.
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if i do not have (your) love, i am nothing by JustNo (ElaWritesGays)
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
27 Jan 2024
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The church says that sin keeps you away from God. Your disobedience is to remain hidden and only admitted during confession. The greater the sin, the greater your penance should be, and God, as the loving God he is, will forgive you.
Because God is love, and he’s the greatest expression of it. Love thy neighbor is the greatest mandate of all. Yet, when Alex loves, his love is seen as perverse, impure. The greatest sin he has committed was to fall in love with another man, who has lain by his side during countless nights. But when Alex looks at Henry, he finds nothing reprehensible, nothing unclean.
Instead, he finds the truest form of worship held between his arms, trailing fingertips that climb up Henry’s spine as a litany of words spill out from his mouth. A room consecrated by each whisper of God’s name, said so reverently that no one would dare say they have taken His name in vain.
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A character study of Alex, religion, divinity and love.
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Oh, Maker by voluptatiscausa
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
29 Jan 2022
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"The humans are strange and graceful as they explore the garden, explore themselves, explore each other. The trouble is, the humans stare back, which makes him uncomfortable; there’s nothing particularly interesting about him. And, though he rarely admits it to himself, the humans make him lonely; he has no Other to explore."
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how many times can you take a bath with your best friend before you kiss him?
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- Part 1 of Oh, Maker
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Bookmarked by totallyllatot
06 Jan 2024
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6000 year angsty slow burn. Very slow. Very burn. Episode of meeting through history, some canon, some in-between canon encounters.
Probably the best Aziraphale in the garden chapter. Handles the flood and the crucifixion with the appropriate horror and rage. Watching Aziraphale tip from joy to self-hated and self-denial was heart-wrenching, and even worse that it was friendship with Joan of Arc that did it. Not quite as sad-ziraphale as Tabla Rasa, but similar flavor of despair and time to climb back out of it. Several brilliant Crowley-human friendships, including one in medieval Japan and 20s America. Brilliant to see how much he learns from both women.
The sex is extremely well written, but it's all complicated and sad and didn't get the "hot sex" tag because it needs some new one like "sob fucking" or something.
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To cross oneself upon entering a church is a ritual.
To order the same lunch every day is a ritual.
To scream ‘deus lo vult’ while charging into battle is a ritual.
To listen to the same album every time one vacuums is a ritual.
As it happens, Gilbert scoffs at the idea of rituals. He is not insane, he is not controlled by anyone else, he simply lives as he pleases. What, then, does it matter when what pleases him falls into routine? It is not ritual. It is efficiency. It is common sense.
Gilbert partakes not in rituals.
An experimentally-styled, somewhat disjointed look at Gilbert’s place in the world. Set in the modern day.
Bookmarked by Run_UwU_Run
05 Jan 2024
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One of my new faves for sure
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Bone broth is a good thing to feed someone that isn't used to eating, right?
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Oh, Maker by voluptatiscausa
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
29 Jan 2022
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"The humans are strange and graceful as they explore the garden, explore themselves, explore each other. The trouble is, the humans stare back, which makes him uncomfortable; there’s nothing particularly interesting about him. And, though he rarely admits it to himself, the humans make him lonely; he has no Other to explore."
Or:
how many times can you take a bath with your best friend before you kiss him?
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- Part 1 of Oh, Maker
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Dean doesn't expect to see his one night stand again, but then again he also doesn't expect to find out he has an STD. Sometimes life is hilarious like that.
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- Part 1 of Cupcakes and Chlamydia
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Take the Reins by battybabe
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
16 Dec 2023
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Starting over in a new town is a lot harder than it seems, especially if you just show up one day with no job, no money, and no place to go. With some luck, hard work, and maybe a little help from some newly found friends, Kirishima could land a job as a ranch hand at the Hero's Ranch. The problem is Kirishima doesn't know a thing about horses and the ranch owner happens to be one cranky SOB.
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- Part 1 of Take the Reins
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It's May, in Europe. There is absolutely no way Nicky escapes the madness that is Eurovision, not while living in the Klose household. He makes some discoveries along the way.
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(I promise you don't actually need to know anything about eurovision to understand this fic. spoiler alert it was never about the eurovision)
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Castiel is one of the world's biggest rock stars. Lead singer of The Garrison. He's living a life of decadence, but he can't come up with inspiration for their next album, and they're supposed to be back in the studio in a matter of weeks. It's no secret that The Garrison's music is mostly about Castiel's sex life, and the man experiments in lovemaking as often as he does with the band's sound. Now, Cas needs a new sexual experience to inspire his music.
Dean Winchester is a Mixed Martial Artist with a reputation for being able to take a hard hit and being able to deliver an even harder one. Having a fight in Vegas is surreal for the Kansas native. Being propositioned by a rock star after the fight is equally surreal. First of all, Castiel is decidedly male with a reputation with the ladies as sordid as Dean's own. Second, his proposition to be at Dean's mercy in the bedroom is as ridiculous as it is intriguing.
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Ironically, what the angel pondered most wasn't the council, nor his missing God, nor even the Machine who forced the truth into him with lightning and nails. It was the instrument in front of him that occupied his thoughts.
Why was there a pipe organ in Heresy?OR: Gabriel thinks about the pipe organ, and consequently everything he’s been avoiding.
Bookmarked by Seleft
10 Aug 2023
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PyMz0w2UC9s
Air on the G string.
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Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma: An Integrative Approach by Nnm
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV)
05 Oct 2019
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As soon as Aubrey Thyme, psychotherapist, had opened her office door and seen her new client, Anthony J. Crowley, sitting in her waiting area, she was observing and assessing him. At first glance, she paid attention to the following:
--His clothing was expensive and stylish;
--He wore very strange but noticeable cologne;
--His relationship to the seat he occupied could only, very loosely, be described as “sitting;”
--He looked angry;
--He was wearing sunglasses.What Aubrey Thyme, a professional, thought, upon first seeing her new client was: you’re going to be a fun one, aren’t you?
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damn.nation, now available on itunes by antistar_e (kaikamahine)
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV)
18 Jul 2019
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When lowly tempt-pusher Amphora (formerly of Stairwell 7B North, before she Fell,) gets the notice that end times are nigh, she gleefully quits her job and cancels her Netflix subscription and takes her place among the legions of hell.
This, it turns out, was a bad plan.
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Apotheosis by jdphobe
Fandoms: Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types, Pocket Monsters | Pokemon (Main Video Game Series), Pocket Monsters: Diamond & Pearl & Platinum | Pokemon Diamond Pearl Platinum Versions, Pokemon Legends: Arceus (Video Game)
22 Nov 2023
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(This world isn't real, and you know it.)
Your name's Dawn. You're fifteen years old, you live in Twinleaf Town, and today, your Pokemon adventure begins. That's something that should be exciting to you, truthfully, and yet you can't shake the horrible intuition that something's wrong.
Like, really, REALLY wrong.
Travel across the region of Sinnoh with your Pokemon by your side. Battle alongside old friends and meet new foes. Collect the 8 gym badges and face off against the champion. Maybe if you do, you'll finally be able to convince yourself that everything's as it should be.
(And if you can't...)
Well, find out what it's like to be hated by God.
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A Renegade Platinum Nuzlocke.
Bookmarked by SpaceDimentio
23 Jun 2023
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Mmm tasty subtle horror vibes, this is so well done and creepy it's immaculate best nuzlocke fic
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Stand Still by Bronzegravity
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
23 Apr 2023
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“I like you like this.” Dream hums quietly.
“Like what?” George matches his pitch.
“All mushy and caring, like you are wearing your heart on your sleeve.” Their eyes don’t leave each other.
“Maybe I like taking care of you,” George says, “maybe…” he moves closer, “I like wearing my heart on my sleeve for you, I know you’ll hold it gently when you take it."
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So many things are pilling up on Dream and he breaks, George is there with him the whole way and Dream is forever thankful. They experience it all while developing a relationship they both want to worship.
Bookmarked by fandomlife12
21 Jun 2023
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1000000/10 it absolutely destroyed me and rebuilt me as a person (/pos)
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Fill for this prompt from the kink meme - https://strangerthingskmeme.dreamwidth.org/422.html?thread=27814#cmt27814
"Would love some internalized homophobia/religious trauma going on in Jason's head while he begs Eddie to wreck him. Make this boy cry."
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Sam has been trying his whole life to be normal, to be right, to be clean. He eats healthy, he tries not to sleep around, and generally he tries to do what's right.
It doesn't matter, he's been damned since day one. It's taken him a long time to realize that.
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Stanford-era Dean, feeling abandoned and ashamed and so incredibly lonely, goes to a gay bar looking for absolution.
Looking to just hear and be near people who were maybe like him and not have to hide it, just for a night.
There, he meets a man who tells him he has nothing to absolve, and he changes his tune.
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