BlessedBeasts



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Evan Hansen, will you pretend to go out with me?”

    Connor finds the perfect way to piss off homophobic relatives, get his parents off his back, and trick his sister into asking out her best friend. The only problem is, sometimes it's very hard not to get sucked into your own lie.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    33,207
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    336
    Kudos:
    3168
    Bookmarks:
    402
    Hits:
    28009

    07 May 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “He liked it better when neither one was pretending”

  2. Public Bookmark 1

    Tags
    Summary

    Two times Connor lets Evan slip out of his life, and one time Evan decides to stay.

    (Feat. magic as a mental health metaphor, dead squirrels, and way too much water.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,779
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    22
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    260

    30 Apr 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Clan boys

  3. Public Bookmark 15

    Tags
    Summary

    Evan looks at the backs of Connor's hands; the bumps of his knuckles like marbles under his skin. Black fingernails, trimmed short and freshly painted. His arms and his jaw and the thin, splintery bones of his throat like bird wings. Connor’s chest, Connor’s hips, Connor’s legs, Connor.

    And for some reason.

    For some stupid reason.

    Evan looks down at himself.

     

    He’s never really done that before.

    (OR: Connor is beautiful. Evan has a breakdown. Also sex.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,645
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    26
    Kudos:
    143
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    907

    30 Apr 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I want, this...

  4. Public Bookmark 2

    Tags
    Summary

    "Were you serious?" Connor had asked.

    “Serious...about what?” Evan replied after fixing Connor with a confused look. He couldn’t remember any unfinished conversations that they had had anytime recently.

    “Two weeks ago,” Connor said, pausing before continuing again as if he was very carefully trying to choose his words, "you said one of these days I’m going to have to tie you up so you can’t look away. Were you serious about that?"

    Connor and Evan, boyfriends since their junior year of high school (now in their third year of university), finish what they started a couple of weeks previously.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,773
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    38
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    604

    30 Apr 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    For Connor

  5. Public Bookmark 7

    Tags
    Summary

    Connor's favorite color was black for the longest time. With black, your hopes don't get raised, but you don't get bashed either.

    Then he meets Evan Hansen, and well, maybe a little blue is starting to show up in his life.

    Black and blue, the colors of bruises. Who would've thought?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,067
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    102
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    383

    30 Apr 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “Black and blue huh? The color of bruises”