Ethuilriel
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"In my dream I was doing...things...to you.”
Something deep inside you twinges again. When you speak your voice is unintentionally breathy. “What kind of ‘things?’”
His breath hitches. You can’t tell if it’s fear or arousal. His voice is quiet again. “I-I held you down. I slammed you against a wall. I-I bit you hard enough to draw blood.” He pauses, and his voice is tiny. “And I liked it. I don’t know what’s become of me. I thought-I thought I knew what I’d become. But lately...lately I’m not so sure anymore.”
“Julian,” you begin slowly, “would-would you do those things to—“
“No!”
“If I asked you to?”
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- Part 2 of After the End of the World
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“Julian, could I...neaten up your-your feathers, a bit?”
He makes a choking sound that’s almost a laugh.
“Huh, I am something of a mess, aren’t I? I seem to have neglected my-my usual urbane exterior, my dashing good looks, my-my...” He lets his words trail off.
You take a cloth and dip it in the bucket of water, slowly bringing it to wipe at something on his shoulder that might be dried blood. Julian was stoic when you pulled broken glass from between his toes, but he flinches away at this gentle touch. You pull your hand away quickly.
“Are you alright? Am I hurting you?” you ask.
His face reddens under his black feathered cheeks. “No, no...it’s just...No, you’re not hurting me.”
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- Part 1 of After the End of the World
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You love everything about the trip to Nevivon on Mazelinka's ship...except the lack of privacy.
By the end of a week, your tiniest touch leaves Julian muffling obscene moans. A kiss? You can feel him growing half-hard against you.
You can’t see your good slippery boy suffer like this.
So, one night, when he has a late watch, you slip from your hammock just as you know he’ll be getting off duty...
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After the Reversed Ending, Julian Devorak has to relearn how to accept love and intimacy from the apprentice.
“I-I’m a monstrosity, an abomination, a-a creature that taints the very fabric of existence. I-I could never despoil you like that, my love. Don’t you see? If you lie with me...”
“You’re still my Julian.”
His body shook with fresh sobs.
“Everything in this world is strange and new, but us, our love, that’s still here.”
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Julian Devorak is spiraling into shame and regret. You, the apprentice, want to comfort him and convince him he's deserving of love. So, you...distract him (wink wink) from his dark thoughts by doing what you know he likes most: ordering him around in the bedroom.
“Do you trust me?” you ask, fingers working through his tousled hair.
“What?” He cranes his neck to look you in the eye. “Er, I—of course I do, my dear.”
“Then trust that I know what I’m doing, with you. You didn’t ‘let things get out of hand between us.’ I chose you because I want you.”
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The sequel to Wick'd - can be enjoyed on its own, but does continue themes and sequences from Wick'd.
Persephone and Hades are growing in their relationship; but Vines and Trellises sometimes take a few iterations to find exactly what works best in a developing garden....
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- Part 3 of Trellis and Vine
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16 Jan 2021
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Learn To Love Without Consuming by ouroboros_the_ninth
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Trilogy | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
12 Oct 2020
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God is dead--his war and his power structures gone with him. The Ninth's tomb sits empty and nothing is certain. The Nine Houses, perturbed, look to each other in question.
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Gideon and Harrow struggle to find the Ninth's new place in the world after the fall of the Emperor and the death of Alecto--all the while fumbling with the scarred landscape of their bond, their past, and their own beloved demons.Bookmarked by Ethuilriel
21 Oct 2020
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Navegesimus by zoicite
Fandoms: The Locked Tomb Trilogy | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
17 Jan 2021
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It was a ridiculous name, sounded terrible on the tongue, like an affliction, a disease. On the other hand, it could be worse. At least they didn’t give her Harrow’s exact name. They gave her everything else: Harrow’s room and Harrow’s things, Harrow’s robes that hadn’t even fit Gideon, that had to be layered over different longer robes. At least they left the name behind, one small reminder that Harrow was once theirs.
Note: Contains spoilers for Harrow the Ninth
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21 Oct 2020
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Griddle and the Beast by Dr_Skelebone
Fandoms: Gideon the Ninth - Tamsyn Muir, The Locked Tomb Trilogy | Gideon the Ninth Series - Tamsyn Muir
26 Oct 2020
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Local butch kidnapped by small, fluffy gremlin.
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19 Oct 2020
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(things that make it warm by cavetown)
After Julian sacrifices himself for Asra's apprentice, he is chained to a figment of the past in the Devil's world, lost and alone and tormented by visions of his past love. When the apprentice doesn't return, Asra goes searching for the doctor himself, and tries to fix what he finds. It's hard surviving in this new hellish landscape but it's easier when you have someone to depend on.
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16 Oct 2020