FghtInUs



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    A series of fics in Steve & Bucky's life that could stand alone or together, however you wanna read 'em.
    Stole the title from Hozier- As It Was.

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    04 Apr 2021

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    Oh boy. That's it- just oof. The first step towards recovery is admitting there's a problem.

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    The Stark family farm has four cows with calves, some chickens and some pigs, a vegetable garden, a crumbling farmhouse, and a cybernetically enhanced Russian caretaker named James. And now Steve, who is on medical leave.

    It's a good summer.

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    13 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Dude. Just. If you're reading this- read this fic when you need to take a breath.

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    "Oh, well." Bucky shoves a spoonful of oatmeal into his mouth and makes Steve wait for more information. He swallows, and says, "It's about a man who tries to control the whole world by controlling the weather. Have you expanded your literary horizons at all?"

    "You know I hate expanding my horizons." Bucky bobs his head from side to side in exasperated agreement as he eats more oatmeal. Steve says, "Wouldn't the moral of that book have been not to control the weather? Sounds like this guy's the villain."

    "Nah." A bit of saliva-laden oatmeal escapes Bucky's bulging-full mouth and lands on the tablecloth. "I think it was ambiguous. Not everything has a moral."

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    28 Feb 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Bucky's making a mocking, talky mouth with his hand. He uses it to peck Steve on the forehead.

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    Steve angles the blade carefully against Bucky's skin, and Bucky doesn't flinch; he doesn't even blink.

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    07 Feb 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    It's the fact that Bucky doesn't even blame him for it, even though he should.
    Bucky's letting him look. Steve knows that much.

    Face shaving with a side of extreme intimacy. asdjasdjsajhas oh my god

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    Steve, it's not your fault, Sam had tried to say, before Steve cut him off, and Steve doesn't think that's untrue so much as it's irrelevant; fault's got nothing to do with it. It's just—wrong. It's wrong. Steve couldn't wrap his head around it the first time, how wrong it was. Steve should have gone first. Was supposed to. Bucky could have carried on without Steve, he knows, but Steve without Bucky is a zero sum. There should never be a world that Steve is in and Bucky isn't.

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    04 Feb 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    As Steve tucks the last piece of bread into his mouth, he feels Bucky hook a finger around the chain, drawing the mezuzah just up out of his shirt. He closes his eyes.

    “Asshole,” Bucky finishes. Gentler: “Will you try? Not for me,” he says quickly. “I won't make you do it alone, but I won't be your reason to live. One body's not big enough to hold that kinda weight. Come on. Look at me. Will you try?”