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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    There's one gravity pull that draws Chuuya and Dazai together no matter what. One they can't control, one that's overwhelming. And when they submit to it, they're each other's world entirely and solely, no matter how crazy that is.

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    23 Oct 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    After the fight with Shibusawa, Dazai starts making a lot of phone calls. Who could he be calling, Atsushi wonders?

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    25 Sep 2020

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    “Only fools fall for you. And I’m a fool for you, Dazai.”

    Sometimes Chuuya falls apart into pieces and Dazai helps him put the pieces back together. It takes but a few times before they fall in a comfortable routine, a habit of sorts. Chuuya’ll knock on Dazai’s door with lube and condoms, and Dazai’ll let him in and remind Chuuya with kisses and scratches and bites that he’s not all Arahabaki, he’s just as soft and pliant and human as anyone else. In return, Chuuya helps convince Dazai that he’s fit to be human, tries to make him see that he’s worth something after all.

    It’s nothing remotely close to love — it was at most only a rotten, diabolical dependence. But it’s all they have, and they need each other, in a twisted way. So it matters little, then, if Chuuya should be yet another moth lured by the light to perish in the flames.

    (Or: The story of how they degenerated from friends with benefits to something more.)

    [ In Russian / 中文 ]

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    16 Jun 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    A summary: Lio takes over Mad Burnish. Gueira reminds him there's just one last thing he's gotta do before all the members can accept him as one of their own. Heavily inspired by springofviolet's Creamed Mint.

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    04 Jun 2020

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    kabuki dance: an event designed to create the appearance of conflict when the outcome has already been predetermined.

     

    After two years of a losing war against Dostoyevsky, Mori calls Chuuya up to his office to explain the terms of his next mission—an undercover assignment to infiltrate the Decay of Angels by marrying Dazai Osamu, Dostoyevsky’s equal in everything but name. According to Mori, it’s the optimal solution.

    But missions rarely go as planned, and Chuuya is only one pawn in a game far bigger than himself. So when it inevitably unravels in his hands, Yokohama's future hangs in the balance.

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    24 May 2020