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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    Dean wakes up, and the sky is black, and something is ringing in his ears. He remembers what Cas had said about the Empty--it’s a whole lot of nothing. He sits up, not sure how he ended up on his back, and once he’s seated he falters at what he sees. 

    This isn’t what he thought the Empty would be like. 

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    24 Apr 2021

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    How long has it been? Twenty minutes? A hundred years? Castiel isn’t sure. He shifts, closes all one hundred and thirty-two of his eyes. He pokes at the warm thing, but it is like it is part of him. Castiel thinks of Sam--the least painful person to think of--and wonders what he would do if he were in this situation. Perhaps Castiel should pick up his vessel and try to find someone to talk to, or find the Shadow and ask it to put him to sleep, but he’s not sure what the point is. Either someone will find him, or they won’t. He has eternity--what’s a little bit of being awake?

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    23 Apr 2021

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    “Right,” Dean says. He nods to himself and tries to believe that Cas means it when he says he’s going to stay. “Right, and Jack, he brought you back?”

    Cas smiles softly. “Yes, it took him time to figure out how to use his powers in a way that he could reach me, but he succeeded. We had our own reunion and discussion before he brought me here.” He looks back at Dean. “You have, apparently, been quite the talk of Heaven.”

    Dean frowns and finally pulls away. He would be worried, maybe is a little bit, because when do they ever really catch a fucking break, but Cas is looking at him with something so fragile in his eyes. Something light and hopeful and sad all at the same time.

    “What’d I do now?”

    Cas looks at him like his heart is breaking. “You prayed my name to every angel in Heaven for six days straight.”

    or the one where dean grieves in his own way until jack swings a little power to give dean another shot at that love confession

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    21 Apr 2021

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    After fourteen years of driving across the country, Dean has finally decided to hang up his keys, settle down, and take over the Singer Auto Shop. Only one more week of driving stands between him and the next chapter of his life.

    One problem—Cas doesn’t know yet.

    For seven years now, Dean and Cas have been hooking up in the rare times their routes cross each other… and Cas secretly wishes their no-strings-attached arrangement could turn into something more.

    While Cas tries to find the words to tell Dean what he really wants, Dean wonders how Cas will fit into his life after he quits driving. Nowhere better to figure it all out than on the open road.

    (Inspired by the song "Drive Me, Crazy" by Orville Peck)

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    19 Apr 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    “We don’t have to do this.”

    “Yeah, we do.” Because he’s been in Heaven for either two weeks or two years at this point, because John Winchester doesn’t like to wait, because this is paradise, but Dean’s never going to be able to relax completely until this conversation is done and over with.

    Or, Dean and Cas go to see John.

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