Lehna



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    He was used to being the guy that people took home and never the guy that people wanted to meet their parents. He was used to being the guy that people ogled at the bar and he was very accustomed to the feel of strangers undressing him with their eyes.

    Never in a million years had he thought he’d be that person to his best friend.

    Buck had never thought that his best friend would like him back, but at the end of their date night, he’s in for a rude awakening when he learns just how he ended up there with Eddie. Things only get more confusing when Eddie seems to be mad at him in the aftermath.

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    “Watch it Buckley!” Buck sighed and tried not to react to the shove when he closed his locker and followed Smith and Anderson out of the room, trying not to let the emptiness grow inside of him. It was hard though, standing alone against the darkness in his chest. It had always been there, ever since childhood. Having uncaring parents will do that to you. But ever since the ladder truck, the tsunami and then, the lawsuit, it had grown so much stronger. Threatening to swallow him whole. The bomb would have been enough but then he had to lose Chris, and even though Eddie tried to tell him that it wasn’t his fault, he still lost him. He lost his family, and he lost his job. And what did he do to make things better? He sued the city and Bobby. He’d been desperate for sure, but in hindsight it would have been better to just lose his job instead of losing everything.

    Summary: Post- lawsuit, Buck get's hurt by two new team members.

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    The last thing Buck is expecting is to be woken up from his ill advised mid-morning nap with a call from Christopher's school, telling him that Chris is sick and should go home. He can't leave his favourite kid to fend for himself so even though Eddie might get mad at him, again, he's on his way to pick up Chris before he can even think about it.

    Set during the lawsuit, post-grocery store scene.

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    Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.

    But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”

    —you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—

    So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.

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    Ana gets tired of Eddie constantly checking his phone during dates and leaving early, so she turns his phone off when he leaves the room.
    What happens when there's an emergency and Buck can't get ahold of Eddie?

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