Stress has Jon slipping into a relapse. His assistants aren't oblivious to this.
Juno has spent is life protecting those parts of him that are softer than they have any right to be, with the pain he's been through. So many have treated him like it didn't matter. But, the crew and family of the Carte Blanche treat him better. He is realizing that maybe it can be this way, and that he deserves it, and that's a start.
(or: 5 times Juno was invalidated or his boundaries and triggers were disregarded and 1 (technically 5) times the be gay do crimes family showed him it shouldn't be that way)