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    When she wakes up again, it’s nine a.m. and the app on her phone says the surf’s up at Oceanside. She doesn’t have work. She’s on an extended family emergency leave that really should have ended. But every time she thinks about emailing her boss, she thinks of the sick feeling of dread she used to get going into work half the mornings, and she thinks, I don’t want to think about it, and, aren’t I allowed, for once in my life, to slack off, just a little, and she doesn’t email, or call, or turn on her work phone. Instead, she surfs, and tries not to feel guilty about it.

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    16 Jun 2021

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    Ethics freak outs n societal expectation freak outs
    Figuring out ideas of what they want to do going forward
    Bottom hayes, rimming, pegging
    Hayes is uncool w chancing potential accidental domestic violence
    Hayes adores the outdoors
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    “Do you want to go spar?” Bells asks him, because maybe they should just blow off some steam or something.

    She’d thought of it this afternoon, while thinking of ways to keep Hayes from being bored out of his skull in retirement. They used to wrestle, sometimes, in college. Bells had taken krav maga as a kid and into high school. It had been fun. She was pretty good. It normally ended in sex when she sparred with Hayes, but normally the exceptionally satisfying, very sweaty sort of sex that made your knees wobbly afterwards and would probably improve her mood.

    “No,” Hayes says, ratherly shortly, staring at the George Foreman grill cooking the chicken breasts.

    Bells grits her teeth and tries not to snap and Hayes eyes flicker over to her. “Sorry.” He shakes his head. “Long day. But no, not really.”

    “We used to.”

    “Well,” Hayes says, “that was different.”

    Bells exhales through her nose. “I don’t see that there’s anything different.”

    “Well, you’re my wife.” Hayes says and something about the tone of it just screeches up her spine like nails on a chalkboard.

    “Oh,” Bells says, just fully ready for an argument now, “so now I’m your wife, so I just have to stay at home, and make dinner, and we can’t do any of the fun things we used to do, it’s just boring shit you can do with your wife, right? And all the fun stuff that’s for all the… secret guy friends in your little clubs….”

    Hayes raises his eyebrows. “By little club and secret guy friends you mean special forces operators in the United States Marine Corps, then yes, Bells, I am only going to spar with in the super secret boys club. But I think we have plenty of fun, you and I. And also,” he gestures at the George Foreman grill, “pretty sure I’m the one making dinner.”

    “Right,” Bells says, trembling with that so angry I’m going to cry feeling that she hates. “So I guess I can’t even make dinner, what is even the point of being married to me if --”

    “What,” Hayes says, “the. Fuck.”

    Bells tries to push past and Hayes grabs her wrist, fingers tight around it, tugging her back. “Don’t fucking run off.” She squirms against him, and finds, to her absolute horror, that Hayes is much stronger. His fingers are like iron, tight and hurting in her wrist. “Let's get a few things straight,” he says, voice tight with absolute fury. “I didn’t marry you for your fucking kitchen skills, Teixeira,” he says, pushing her up against the counter. “And the reason it’s different sparring with you now, is that in college, I was a dumb 20 year old kid, and now I’ve got 30 more pounds of muscle, advanced combat training, and a lengthy confirmed kill count under my belt. I am going fuck stir-crazy sitting behind a desk, and the last time I wrestled someone, I was in a war zone, and I stabbed them in the fucking throat.” He drops her wrist, and jerks back. He’s flushed high on his cheeks, and he looks away, furious. “I’m not going to hit my fucking spouse, Teixeira. I don’t care what context it’s in. I’m just not going to. That’s a hard limit for me.”

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Barry Allen had kept his secret identity (and his crush on one Captain Cold) well under wraps.

    Unfortunately, an ill timed bank heist quickly leads to Captain Cold taking an interest, not in the Flash, but in Barry Allen, CCPD CSI. With Barry desperately trying to balance his moonlighting as the Flash with his more and more frequent meet ups turned make out sessions with Snart, secret identities and old scars come to light in the worst way possible.

    Even more unfortunately, Cisco really needs a nap.

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    16 Jun 2021

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    i haven't been in the coldflash fandom in a while, but i saw the post and the summary caught my eye, and your writing kept my attention
    i really enjoyed this so much
    barry being more careful and responsible about hiding his speed, using it to give himself thinking time, considering official timelines
    love the inclusion of sign language, it added such an interesting layer to len n barry's interactions, a spark of curiosity
    i love the way joe, eddie n singh reacted to barry's presence and how len capitalized on their surprise/worry
    i love barry doing the smart thing n complying, not doing things that would provoke len
    i love that while len is holding barry hostage, he is careful that barry doesn't get hurt, shielded him from possible debris, advising him on how to better sit on the bike, giving barry the burner so that he could call his police friends to come get him
    <3

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Eight people from across the world share a disturbing dream of a woman killing herself and then discover that they have become mentally and emotionally linked.
    For Bobby Drake and John Allerdyce, suddenly finding themselves as part of a cluster of sensates is made even more complicated by their instant attraction to each other despite never having met in person. Throw in a couple of older sensates who show up to help them and a man called Stryker hunting them all down and their already troublesome lives have taken a definite turn to the weird and dangerous.

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    14 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Love
    Natural smooth progression of Bobby John relationship
    Bobby angst! Rescue!
    Angst w happy ending

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    John was too hot.

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    11 Jun 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Bobby was too cold.

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    11 Jun 2021