Sirius Black knew he needed help, he knew that he tended to lash out a lot, act recklessly, and shield his emotions, but it took every ounce of pride he had to let James convince him to come here. Sirius was just about to turn around and leave when he meets witty and beautiful, Remus Lupin in the waiting room, and suddenly Therapy doesn't seem so bad.
Sirius is working through good old Black family trauma, and meets Remus in the waiting room. He spends weeks pining during the 15 minutes before his appointment, causing a sexuality crisis on top of his other struggles.
Please note that this fic dives into Sirius' struggles with mental health, trauma, and sexuality, there may be references to suicide, abuse, loss, and other serious topics that may be triggering to certain individuals. Please only read if you can handle these themes <3
Marlene hesitantly agrees to see Sirius perform in his choir concert, however she's pleasantly surprised by his fellow soloist.
Based off my headcannon that Dorcas is a choir kid
When Sirius Black gets on the Hogwarts express to head off to his first year he is not Sirius Black, he is Cressida Black, the eldest daughter of Noble house of Black. However, when the stairs to the girl's dormitory don't let her up, it opens up a new part of her, a part of her that says 'Maybe I'm not meant to be Cressida Black?'. Over his time at Hogwarts Sirius begins to discover more and more about himself, who he loves, and who he is meant to be.
This fic will cover all 7 of the marauder's school years, I'm still undecided if I want to cover the war years as well. Wolfstar will eventually happen, but it will be a very slow burn.
CW: Sirius in this fic is Trans Male, however, he will be referred too with his deadname (Cressida) and she/her pronouns for his first years at Hogwarts, as a large part of this story covers him discovering and coming to terms with his gender identity, and in the beginning, he believes himself to be cis female. If this is something that will bother you I would suggest skipping this fic or waiting until around their 4th year when Sirius comes out as male.
Bookmarked by SummerTheBummer
13 Apr 2021