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  1. Public Bookmark *

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    29 Nov 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I fucking love this whole au its so good

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    John struggles dealing with Dean’s mutism and grief after Mary’s death. But somehow an infant knows how to fix Dean in a way John never guesses.

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    28 Nov 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Dean's not speaking after Mary leaves...

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    28 Nov 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    (For Suptober20. Day 28 Prompt: Hellscape)


    Dean had that dream a lot.

    In recent years, however, the dream occurred infrequently enough that Dean was always caught off guard when it happened. 

    Early one morning in mid-September, Dean couldn't quite believe that he was awake in his own room, in his own home, in his own body. A part of him was still in the dream, still hanging over the infinite Hellscape, still believing he didn't deserve to be saved.

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    28 Nov 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    12x11 coda wherein Dean's selective mutism decides to make an appearance post-case

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    28 Nov 2020

  6. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dean doesn’t talk sometimes. But that’s okay, because he can handle this all on his own.

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    28 Nov 2020

  7. Public Bookmark 43

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    Bobby takes care of the Winchester boys, until he doesn't.

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    28 Nov 2020

  8. Public Bookmark 19

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    Sam realizes what he said, but not exactly why. And he realizes, too, that his words have opened a hole within his brother. For Dean, there is pain coupled with an inner bewilderment that now, so many years after Dad's death, Sam would say such a thing to him.

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    28 Nov 2020

  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    He contemplated telling Dean to stop. But then he decided not to. He knew they needed the money.

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    28 Nov 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yeah fuck John Winchester

  10. Public Bookmark 13

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    Chuck dies and the sun fades.

    Sam and Dean and Cas clutch at each other, holding on and shivering along with the whole rest of the world as the cold descends—the darkness.

    Tears prick at Dean’s eyes as he realizes that they’ve failed. He looks at his brother. “Sammy!”

    Sam disappears. Cas disappears. Their warmth is gone. Dean finds himself alone, in a dark expanse. “No no no...!” He mutters to himself, still cold and shivering. He knows this place. “No!”

    Amara appears.

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    28 Nov 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    well tht was super fucked

  11. Public Bookmark 62

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    The last time John heard Dean’s voice was the night Mary died.

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    28 Nov 2020

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  12. Public Bookmark 12

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    The boys head to Bobby's for a vacation. It goes well.

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    28 Nov 2020

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    Sam’s brother was not a man of many words.

    Selective mutism appeared to be Dean’s way of coping when things got bad, just like his false bravado, like his alcoholism.

    Which was why Sam wasn’t shocked when, after the Mark of Cain was finally gone and the Darkness was unleashed, Dean got quiet. Back at the bunker, he’d grunt, he’d nod, and he’d point, but he wouldn’t speak.

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    28 Nov 2020

  14. Public Bookmark 54

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    Mary leaves, and when Dean opens his mouth to speak, there are no words.

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    28 Nov 2020

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    “You don’t need to say anything,” Cas says. “It’s all right.”

    Dean bristles at that. Cas doesn’t get it. He doesn’t understand. Dean does need to say something. If he had just been able to say something to his mom, maybe she would have stayed.

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    28 Nov 2020

  16. Public Bookmark 16

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    28 Nov 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    im now obsessed with selective mute dean
    (11/28/2020)

  17. Public Bookmark 6

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    28 Nov 2020

  18. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Dean,” says Cas, watching every move. His hand spasms oddly on the floor, almost like he meant to reach out and grab one of Dean’s hands, and Dean wishes –

    Because it might be easier. Might be easier if someone held Dean’s hands, kept them from hurting anyone else. It might be easier if Dean could just open his Goddamn mouth and tell Cas that he’s been chewing on Cain’s words all night: “My story began when I killed my brother and that’s where your story inevitably will end.”

    Sam and Cas deal with the emotional fallout after Dean kills Cain. Coda for 10x14 The Executioner’s Song.

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    28 Nov 2020

  19. Public Bookmark 29

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    What it says on the tin: events in Dean's life, in no particular chronological order. Pre-series, series, and post(?)-series (depending on what's still standing by then...). All stand-alone fics and as cannon compliant as I can make 'em.

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    28 Nov 2020

  20. Public Bookmark 14

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    28 Nov 2020

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is a really dope concept
    part 2 ch5
    (11/28/2020)

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