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    The first time Dean and Cas kiss, it's not really even a kiss at all. It is not, however, the last kiss that they share.

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    Dean doesn't think about it. Not about what it means, not about what it makes them, not about how it affects him. This life—that's not how things work. It's just this, these "in the moment" moments that always slip right out of his fingers because he lets them. He doesn't try to hold onto them, and neither does Cas, and maybe they shouldn't.

    Cas kisses him like no one else does, like no one else ever has. Dean absolutely does not think about it unless it's happening to him, and then he doesn't have the ability to think at all. What does it say about him that he occasionally kisses his best friend, who's a man? Dean doesn't know, and he doesn't really want to find out, either. 

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    15 Apr 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 78

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    A lazy night in at the bunker quickly turns from pizza to strength competitions to something Dean never expected.

    Or: Dean finds out that he likes being manhandled way more than he bargained for, especially when it's Cas that's holding him down.

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    12 Apr 2021

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    Dean is three years sober when Cas comes back into town.

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    For a moment, they just stare at each other. Dean, once again, has to swallow the urge to offer to swallow something else. It's very hard to resist the gut-wrenching pull of want that hooks in his chest whenever he looks at Cas. And to think, he used to have him, used to be able to act on that want.

    God, he's so fucking stupid.

    Well, there's no point in kicking himself three years later for shit he can't change. He'll just sit right here and pretend that his fingers aren't twitching with the urge to reach out and touch. He can't do that anymore, and it's his own damn fault.

    "Three years ago," Cas prompts.

    Dean huffs a weak laugh. "Yeah. Eventful."

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    05 Apr 2021

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    A rewrite of Supernatural’s final two episodes, expanded into a five episode arc - in which Chuck needs to be defeated, Castiel deserves to be saved, and the characters in this story get a very different ending.

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    24 Mar 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    "Jack’s a clever kid—has been ever since he was born, maybe even before that—but Dean’s pretty sure he hasn’t figured out where they’re going yet. And Dean’s… Dean’s excited about it. He remembers planning surprises for Sammy when they were little—saving up quarters and sneaking off to the arcade the year he turned seven, or slipping a book Dean had seen Sammy admiring into his jacket before sprinting out of the store the year he turned twelve. There was only so much Dean could give him back then, hindered by lack of finances and transportation and a father who paid attention. Now, though, Dean’s got a wallet full of cash, a tank full of gas, and the freedom to give his kid the kind of birthday he deserves."

    Or, it's Jack's fourth birthday, and the kid wants to go to Build-A-Bear.

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    24 Mar 2021