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  1. Public Bookmark *

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    Is there anyone less likely than Katerina Stratford to go to their high school reunion?

    Well...maybe there is one person.

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    10 Apr 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    In the aftermath of John's death, Dean is searching for a way back to his father. He still can't decide whether he wants to hug him close or punch him, but Ellen's own special brand of mourning seems to be just what the doctor ordered. If Dean can't seem to shake his father's ghost during, well... He's done more screwed up things.

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    03 Apr 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    to read

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    30 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

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  4. Public Bookmark 57

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    “He’s not me,” his double grates out, taking a menacing step forward and Dean has to fight himself not to burst out of the bathroom. But he’s curious. And Cas doesn’t look like he feels threatened through the crack of the door.

    “He’s more you than you are,” Cas replies with a shrug, seemingly unaffected by this Dean’s very Alpha display.

    “That doesn’t even make sense, Cas,” he says, taking another step forward, almost in Cas’ personal space now. And if he didn’t know before, if it wasn’t glaringly obvious the second he strode into the shack in a fit of jealous rage, he knows now. He sees the way Cas looks at this version of himself in this moment, anguish and heartache and anger tempered by love and devotion and need. And he wishes he could see his own face, see if any of that is reflected back.

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    30 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    When he speaks next, Dean knows it’s a test, “What are you going to give me, baby Dean?”

    Dean almost pours on the charm. Because, hey, even lacking in experience, he doesn’t doubt his ability to make Castiel writhe for him. But that other him is cocky and brazen and still leaving Cas wanting. So he drops all pretense and meets Castiel’s gaze steadily. He lets everything show on his face. Their entire history, or what he knows of it, stretching out between them. Heartache and betrayal and forgiveness and so goddamn much love. Dean feels like he might suffocate under the weight of emotion he usually hides.

    He utters just one word, and hopes it works, hopes he’s finally getting it right, “Me.”

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    Testing his theory, he runs his fingers over the soft skin of Dean’s wrist, until his thumb is pressed firmly against Dean’s hammering pulse. Cas pulls, gently but inexorably, until Dean is forced to take a step forward. The shift in positioning pushes the barrel of the gun into his forehead.

    Cold metal touches overheated skin, and Cas inhales sharply at the contrasting sensations. The gun is unforgiving, relentless, beautiful.

    It’s like Dean.

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    30 Mar 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cold metal touches overheated skin, and Cas inhales sharply at the contrasting sensations. The gun is unforgiving, relentless, beautiful.

    It’s like Dean.

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