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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    Stupid words, such stupid fucking words. Neil knows no one has ever said those words to him before. Not his father, not his mother and never from Andrew. Because why would he? This was nothing, he was nothing. He had said it himself.

    Neil was a fool. A fool who’s heart was pathetically weak.

    A fool who was in love with Andrew Minyard.

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    or Neil realizes he's in love and he is terrified.

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    02 Apr 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 64

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    “I told you always,” Neil said, blinking a few times in rapid succession, his words coming slow in an obvious attempt not to tangle them.

    “And I told you to stop it,” Andrew replied sharply.

    “I won’t,” Neil said, with a shrug of one shoulder, wincing still. “I’m stupid, remember?”

    “Doubtlessly so,” Andrew quipped.

    Neil let his head fall to the pillow, turning it so that he was looking at Andrew. His blue eyes flicked about the other man’s face, either studying him, or trying to read his expression, Andrew couldn’t tell. All he knew was that Neil’s gaze burned, felt like a flame licking too close to his skin, dangerous and unyielding.

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    02 Apr 2021

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    Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.

     But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.

     He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.

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    02 Apr 2021

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    five times the foxes walked in on andreil and the one time they didn’t have to.

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    02 Apr 2021

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    Neil thought that his publicity agent had learned better than to leave him unsupervised in front of a microphone of any description, but apparently not. Either that or she considers Kevin to be the supervision, which could be an error of career-ending magnitude.

    Neil steps in as Kevin's co-host and it goes about as well as expected.

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    30 Mar 2021

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