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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Overwhelmed by her feelings and fear of rejection, Yachi finally loses it. Shimizu is there to sooth her pain with a much welcomed surprise.

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    22 Oct 2020

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    As first years, it’s only natural to look up to your seniors. Your very beautiful, talented, athletic, genius, and kind seniors. It’s natural! Everyone does it. So its inevitable when our little first years of Karasuno find themselves floundering whenever their teammates are around. Right?

    At the very least, they’ll keep in mind that they probably shouldn’t talk about it, except with each other. It’s something that will fade, and they can go back to playing volleyball.

    Unless of course, some tall blond asshole decides that mixing drinking and the adult versions of his and his best friends crushes is a smart idea. But he wouldn’t do that— right?

    This is. This is just one big fucking twitter induced fever dream.

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    21 Oct 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    “Oh c’mon Yacchan, this is pathetic. You’re better than this.”

    Yachi sniffed wetly and wiped her nose with the back of her hand. She had sat on the edge of the bathtub, eyes puffy and face flushed as she smiled weakly up at Oikawa. “Sorry.”

    This was supposed to be a fun night— a nice way to get her mind off of things, but now she was wholeheartedly convinced that leaving home was a mistake.

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    21 Oct 2020

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    Hitoka leans in and kisses Kiyoko’s lips and they’re soft and pink and Kiyoko—Kiyoko’s mouth drops a little and Hitoka wonders if this is what it’s like to kiss someone you like (love). Kiyoko’s arms wraps around her waist and Hitoka thinks that this is what it’s like to kiss someone you love.

    or: accepting who you are isn’t easy. hitoka learns this in the hardest way possible

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    21 Oct 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    Kageyama's selfish, arrogant, and completely dismissive of anything Hinata says and does, even when they have to work together for Sawamura to let them back into the club. It’s beyond frustrating. At the same time, Hinata isn’t used to people not expecting anything from him; or, in Kageyama’s case, expecting just as much from him as he does himself. Even his classmates—the ones that don’t care about their grades, anyway—will shove work off on him in group projects or want to copy his homework. That’s not even mentioning Hinata’s family.

    The sudden absence of it—of all the obligation and expectation—whenever he’s around Kageyama is palpable. And maybe, amongst that discomfort of not having expectations to guide his behavior around, there might be a hint of fondness.

    Or: as a child, Hinata finds that the easiest path to happiness is to make others happy, instead. But once he's sprouted from the concrete, he has to grow, too.

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    21 Oct 2020