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    missing scenes; the bad kids in the nightmare forest :)

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    all my minecraft works :D

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    After all, it’s at least partly his fault Itadori is here in the first place. It wouldn’t do well to be - cold, to him, on top of that. It would be the right thing, the more moral thing to do, maybe. To keep him at arms length to make sure that his miscalculations wouldn’t hurt Itadori again, wouldn’t put him in danger. Megumi doesn’t want to lull him into any false sense of security that the world of Jujutsu is fun and welcoming and about saving the world, because it isn’t. But...

    He’s clearly making an effort to be friends. Megumi isn’t - he isn’t a cruel person. Not to those that don’t deserve it, and he isn’t a robot either, despite the jokes his classmates make. Itadori doesn’t deserve it.

    With a sense of finality, he thinks: Tsumiki wouldn’t like it if he were unkind to Itadori, when Itadori was being kind to him. And that settles it.

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    Megumi falls in love bit by bit, inch by inch, the way the sole on your favourite pair of shoes wears in over time, or how the sun travels across the sky.

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    19 Mar 2024

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    It’s pretty fucking cold. The grass beyond Itadori’s body is a dull green stained a murky red with congealed blood. It all looks awful, like a dreadful painting meant to evoke nothing but nausea. Nothing goes together — everything is thrown into the frame without a forethought.

    Megumi suffers through the displeasure of having no other choice but to view and contextualise every stroke.

    Itadori’s dead. That’s the context. Itadori is dead and Megumi finds that he doesn’t quite appreciate the silence left in the wake of his departure.

    Or, Megumi and permanence.

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    10 Mar 2024

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    SUBSTRATE (n)
    1. an underlying substance or layer.
    2. the surface or material on or from which an organism lives, grows, or obtains its nourishment.
    3. the material on which a process is conducted.

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    “Do you miss it?” Gorgug asks. Ice leaks into Fig’s stomach.

    “Miss what?”

    Drinking? Drugs? The burn of tequila down the back of her throat? The smoky-sweet haze settling under her skin until she feels liquid and calm? The buzz at the back of her head, but one she can control; one she can ride out like a surfer on a ten foot wave? Feeling human and likable and electric and real?

    Yeah. She misses it.

    “Performing,” Gorgug clarifies.

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    or; gorgug, fig, and sobriety

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    06 Mar 2024

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    Yuji Itadori may be a delinquent, as people like to call him behind his back, because he sure knows how to disarm a guy.

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    25 Feb 2024

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    Sukuna’s being pretty quiet right now, so Yuuji can almost pretend he’s by himself. He’s sprawled on his back in his new bed at Jujutsu Tech, staring at a smudge on the ceiling. There’s a demon in his head and the uneasy aftermath of a cursed finger in his stomach. It’s the perfect time to break down, and he has more reasons to cry than he’s ever had in his life, so everything should be hitting him all at once.

    Except it isn’t.

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    17 Feb 2024