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    After reading Eric Delano’s Statement and talking to Martin, Jon decides to follow through and gouge out his eyes to try and escape monsterhood. He doesn’t expect to wake up years earlier in his old flat, where everything’s almost the way it used to be. He doesn’t expect to have more eyes than before, and new problems, and new nightmares.
    But he also doesn’t expect Martin to be a Mechs fan, or the chance to actually change things this time around.
    As it turns out, sometimes you need to give yourself permission to heal, and be open to the kindness and help of others in order for life to improve.
    And that’s definitely not just the case for Jon.

    OR: monster!mechs!jon travels back in time into a slightly different reality, and is bullied into healing through the power of found family.
    Everyone will live and there’s a happy ending... but until then, I'll do what I want. There shall be angst and fluff and possibly crack-treated-seriously, and not everyone who’s dead in canon is dead here. I will basically rewrite everything, so … it's going to be LONG! A slow burn in far more ways than one ♡
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    06 Dec 2020

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    "There was a shift in Jon’s mind. An evaluation, followed by a consideration, ultimately leading to a decision and an offer. Those thoughts that he knew were not his own swiftly returned, hopeful for a response.

    The Eye, dissatisfied and merciless, wished to make a deal with him."

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    21 Nov 2020

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    Statement of Hazel Rutter.

    Jon couldn’t stop reading.

    The Fears, however, are a bit more powerful than Jonah gave them credit for. Jon opens the door, but the world can’t hold what’s on the other side.

    Time falls through, instead. Past becomes present, and the future is undone.

    Statement begins.

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    24 Oct 2020

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    Jon's reflection is just as he remembers. A memory of getting ready this morning, another of spotting his reflection in a car window on the walk home. The details are recent, but they feel distant. Unblemished skin. Long, mostly-black hair. Tired eyes. What else would he look like?

    He leans in, looking at himself in the mirror. Unblemished? No, he can see them. The ghosts of little circular scars. Worms, he thinks, though he doesn’t know where the memory comes from, From Prentiss. Prentiss? As in Jane Prentiss? When did he encounter Prentiss? Is he being haunted by the ghost of himself, eaten to death by worms? 

    But no, that’s not right.

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    16 Sep 2020

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    Martin just wants to keep Jon safe. Sometimes the easiest way to do that is to bodily remove him from harm's way.

    or, a collection of times Martin picks Jon up.

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    23 Aug 2020